Why do I engage in sexual acts that are against my morals?

>>36781032
Slow down there skippy it's just texting.
You roll up to this girl with a knife irl and she'll call the cops.
It's cathartic you understand?

Seconds thing get off my fuckin board you ffffucking normalfag

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>>36781143
man, I don't even leave my room. I don't know how I got myself into this situation. I'm doing virtual schooling and haven't talked to a single person my age IRL in over a year. I'm going crazy. but I want to stop this stupid sexual BS. this is worse than porn.

Honestly, if it's between two consenting adults and nobody is getting hurt than it isn't wrong. Basically any kind of consensual sex between a man and a woman is fine. It's probably best if you get married beforehand, but that's not always possible.

>inb4 muh Leviticus

Leviticus also says you should be stoned to death for eating pork or planting different crops next to one another.

>inb4 I'm Muslim

Go find a better religion, your prophet was a pedophile.

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>>36781187
Nah, I'm not religious. This conflicts with my personal morals. I'm legitimately not into this stuff. I would never do this in real life. but it bothers me that I'd even.. essentially visually roleplay something like this with some slut over the internet. It goes against everything I believe in.

>>36781032
Are 'this girl' and 'my crush' different peeps?

>>36781380
Conflict of societal programming/societal expectations vs. the individual.

This is the kind of shit that russians torturing their countrymen, only to get tortured and locked up themselves by the secret they worked for, a year later, would go through.

Yours just the lite version though.

tl;dr you externally do what society values but internally you are at odds with it as an individual

but who's gonna win?

>>36781032
>so why do I fall into this trap? why do I still jerk off?

The disconnect of not being in person combined with knowing that you're getting someone off validates you in a way that overrides your personal revulsion at what you're doing.

Having been in the same situation, the only solution is to just bail. And you are right: it's worse than porn, because you're getting feedback from someone in real time, which encourages more of it to a degree porn doesn't.

>>36781187

>Honestly, if it's between two consenting adults and nobody is getting hurt than it isn't wrong.

This is a coward's version of morality but it is extremely popular.

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>>36781433
Yeah. They're different people. "This girl" is some girl I hardly know, but have been acquainted with for years online. "Slut" describes her well.

Crush is a different person entirely. For the moment, she is just a good female friend and I wouldn't dream of trying to escalate things until at least another year. So that's all smooth sailing. Except for the fact that the shit I'm doing now completely conflicts with everything...

>>36781647
I agree.

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>>36781613
After every message I send, I find myself muttering "no I don't. please kill yourself" or some variation of that. I hate this girl so much. I don't know how to stop falling into this. Part of me wants to at least get off tonight and then tell myself that I'll never do it again.. but I know that if I do that, I will fall right back into it.
If I just up and walk away, I feel like I'll hurt her feelings. I don't care about her nor her feelings, but I would still feel bad..

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>>36781032
I know exactly how you feel. I personally have a fetish that fucking sickens me to the core, and I have a lot of guilt about finding it arousing. I hate that I jerk off to it once every few days., because I know I should feel the way I do. Shit sucks.
As long as guys like you and I don't ever engage in it, even if the opportunity arrives, we should be good.