hanging

i was using the trx bands to train myself with, i tried to wind them around my legs while upside down, after some time i was tangled and unable to release from the bands

this is at my local gym, around 2 in the morning, i had to have the front desk help me down

feels like youre at the end of your rope

somebody post fatman's greentext

I always knew I'd go out swinging.

>>36768740
Tried hanging myself with a guitar cable. Got very close to unconsciousness before it broke. It's a rather terrifying feeling, actually. You're whole body feels super light, and you get this intense rush in your head. It is kinda fast, I suppose

yes, the reason I lived was that I forgot to remove something that could be used for footing, I moved other things but not that

feels tight

funny thing is I tried other methods and failed too, but because of backing out at the last minute, not because of failing in the actual execution. hanging is at least a lot easier than (non-gun) methods.

jumping off a cliff is probably one of the hardest ways outside stabbing yourself or something

>>36768740
I did last year. I was using coaxial cables, they have a cooper mesh, so i thought "hey this thing should handle me", but somehow the knot on the beam managed to unknot and i fell.

There is some pressure in the first seconds, but after a few seconds you feel like you will fall asleep and the vision gets blurry and hearing slowly starts fading away. It feels much better than i expected, i was expecting some agonizing excruciating feeling, but it's actually relaxing. Will surely try again, but with nylon rope this time.

>>36768740
Oh ok. Want the copypasta story?

>early life far back as memory goes, never had any real family
>one foster home after another
>abuse neglect and sometimes even torture
>understandably grow up as an outsider
>never really fit in among anyone
>spend all my time that wasn't school and chores playing vidya on old hand me down consoles

>one summer, huge blackout
>no ac and no tv. Just the farm and the chores
>be hanging out in the far corner of the pasture under the only decent shade tree with a breeze.
>hear a sweet voice greet me
>look up to see a brunette "goth" girl talking to me
>my always wearing black had gotten her attention.

>>36769840
>She was beautiful. Her voice was like aural silk
>for days we talked
>eventually start sneaking out with her, carrying her to the barn and we lay on the roof together staring at the sky and all the stars you couldn't see normally.
>she was a dropout working as a waitress and played vidya
>she was the first girl i ever felt anything for
>we used to make love in the hay, in the woods, in her room.
>was completely convinced i loved her
>she seemed to get me like no other
>lavished me with gifts because of her disposable income
>did almost anything a boy would want his girl to do
>finally after a lifetime of feeling alone i felt loved

>Then comes the day
>she tells me she is not over her ex
>so began the spiral
>we break it off for a week
>misery ensues

>>36769857
>crushing loneliness returns
>i am lost again
>so lost that when she came back I welcomed her with open arms.
>forgave her
>tried to move on
>after a month or so it happens again
>loneliness returns
>she tries to come back again
>i am unforgiving this time
>she moves a while later and i am miserably alone but at least I don't see her out my window anymore
>begin developing a crush on a girl who transfered to my school about midway in that relationshit.
>people always comment on how we seem like a couple
>stupid young brain tells me she and i should be together
>my sick infatuation shifts to her.
>Summer break comes and goes without talking to this girl
>back in school again and she ignores me
>whats more blatantly avoids me

>>36769863
>strange, considering we were such good friends
>one day i just stop her to ask why
>"i don't want to talk to you. You depress me"
>the words pierced my ears like a gunshot. Lanced me to my core
>i have endured a lot in my life
>felt like the nail in the coffin

>felt like some unlovable abomination
>felt alien and reviled
>decided i was done
>decide to an hero
>pick a tree on a road that is usually quiet at night
>halloween
>imagine my corpse dangling for weeks until someone realized i was not a decoration left out
>imagine the headlines

>>36769877
>tie off

>jump
>realize my mistake immediately
>rope too short
>knot not placed right
>the branch has bounce

>feel the intense pressure and agony on my neck
>eyes are on fire
>claw and reach between ragged breaths
>everything fades out

Next bit is difficult to explain
>sensation that is not pain, kind of indescribable
>feels like i am being pulled in every direction like warm taffy, spreading ever thinner

>then feel the pain in my chest
>ribs ache.
>head pounds
>eyes feel like they have hot needles in them
>fat black nurse talking to me
>trying to sit up
>after the initial confusion realize I am in the ER.
>nurse says i was dead when we arrived
>ask for water and while she leaves collect my clothing and walk out

>hitchhike home
>wear turtlenecks to hide the bruising
>sunglasses to hide the ruptured vessels in my left eye
>could not talk proper for over a week
>nobody noticed.

Well... I hoped that it would be painful as fuck, not some kind of dosing-off-bliss. I really don't want to do that, but I really fucked my shit up.
Thanks for that greentext story tho

>>36768740
I tried to hang mysel in a cord from a doorknob, regrettet it halfway through and stopped it.
Felt bad to hang, my face got all red and my neck hurt like hell. Couldn't breathe :)

>>36770357
That's why the knot should be on the left side.

>>36768740
I once walked in on someone hanging themselves as a child and I reacted quick enough to alert an adult so the person was saved, kinda regret it because I still know the guy and he's a huge dickhead