Who else /lost control of their life/ here?

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I'm partially in control right now. It's not bad.

>>36742175
I can't lose control of something i never had control of.

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>>36742175
>became an especially red pilled egoist
I've never been in more control of my life.

Does not caring mean you have lost control? Also I'm a neet since 2012. I can't even get back to any kind of normality now.

>>36742256
Spooky, how do I do this?

>>36742259
Yeah you can. You just don't want to and I don't blame you. Having to work your ass off 40+ hours a week is such a waste when our lives aren't even that long. What is the point when you can die so suddenly in an accident or some other unlucky incident. Hedonism is where it's at.

You forgot to close the refrigerator, lock the door and turn off the lights.

>>36742362
you have to become the spook

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>>36742362
Shut your ass and your heart and mind wilI close.

>implying you have ever been in control
>the goyim apparently doesn't know
>rev up the machine, its smooth oil in these cogs

>>36742215
Usually not into smug anime grls but this one does it for me

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>>36742175
Between the many episodes of truly thinking I will kill myself, laying in bed for days, and spending large amounts of money and time on getting off, there is some semblance of control. At least I check my email daily.

>>36742175
I have. It's like riding down in a slide where you get to such speed you can't control it anymore and just let go, close your eyes and hope it all goes well.

But yeah, I'm losing it.

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>>36742175
Never had much control, just kind of exist and fall victim to whatever mood is created by the inevitable shitty external circumstances

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>>36742485
Hetza's girls are an acquired taste, but they're the best.

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>Almost 30 and living with parents
>each day confirming more and more I'm a loser
>look up jobs on Craigslist
>not qualified/pussy for them all
>look up community colleges
>registration has passed and it's baby college anyway
>look into military
>disqualified for drug user
>get depressed
>get high
>realize I'm not smart enough to navigate the landscape to "success"
>success is just "not floating" and it's still impossible
>no friends from avoiding them
>no girl friend I don't bath or brush my teeth regularly
>hairs falling out
>constantly poor
>pack a day smoker so stress on how to pay for habit being poor
>go through 8 beers a day
>start drinking and smoking at sunrise
>lie to parents about how I'm doing
>lie to sister and Everyone about "how hard I'm working"
>don't work hard at all
>have been faking going to community college
>have been doing this for 2 years
>the jigg will most likely be up soon
>cripplingly lazy piece of shit, the smallest physical effort exhausts me
>severe social anxiety
>everything feels exhausting and stressful all the time
>too cowardly to suicide
>leech money
> manipulate pity
> deserve death
>repeatedly hit rock bottom and somehow still falls deeper

I don't know how to navigate life anymore. I don't know how to get out of this tail spin.
Help me.

>>36742700
>>have been faking going to community college
>have been doing this for 2 years

Same here anon, doesn't feel good, got no direction at all, also do drugs everyday, I think I need some cataclysmic life event to shake me up

>>36742700
you sound like a piece of shit

Oregnona

>>36742781
How do we get better at life?

>>36742175
>not being able to sleep full nights anymore

Being an adult sucks

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>>36742584
>tfw no dominant gunfu gf

>>36742700
on the flipside, you work a job as a wagecuck and spend the next 30-40 years doing the same thing and being dead inside. But hey. at least you will be a productive member of society!!

>>36742700
continue looking for jobs and handing out references

continue to look for courses to take

seek help for your drug problem

stop thinking intelligence is the only road to success

friends will come as you improve yourself

girls will come as you improve yourself

fix your hygiene

get a haircut that fits you

review your expenses and cut out unnecessarry ones, save money

cut down on smoking, seek help to quit

confine drinking to one day a week

go to bed and wake up normal hours

stop lying

work on creating a routine fit for an adult, one step at a time

seek help for social anxiety and lethargy

don't kill yourself

improve yourself and gradually become more independent

stop looking for pity and manipulating people to fuel your shitty lifestyle

stop believing you deserve death and your situation cant be fixed

>>36742175
I've been gradually losing control since 2014.
>lose 99% of my extremely limited social life
>drop out of college
>car gets wrecked
>work ass off at shitty wageslave jobs
>still no social connections
>start smoking weed, get addicted to cigarettes
>second car also wrecked
>move 2 times in a year
>start drinking almost every night
>get slightly better job but still can't afford fuck-all
>no money
>no car
>no friends
>no skills
>no degree
>no gf