I still remember when Aya called me names I only remember it

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Express your feelings. I will always be here to listen.

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>>36740897
wanna kill yourself?
I think it's pretty romantic.

>>36740946
it doesnt matter what i say lol
>>36741068
im gonna wait and get a gun

I know Aya would probably want me to do it
but im too scared of stabbing my neck

>>36740897
Are you alive?

>>36741132
>Are you alive?
unfortunately

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>>36741098
>it doesnt matter what i say lol

Doesn't matter to you, or maybe doesn't matter since in the end the result is the same.

I'm glad (glad?) your final moments won't be painful though. You don't deserve to hurt anymore. You've hurt enough.

>>36741155
i seriously hope i dont fail
that way you wont be affected by me anymore
And ill stop making threads
no more crying anxiety and im free at last
Someone said shotguns are being sold at walmart for 150

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>>36741098
I know aya might not like the idea but if you can track them down and kill yourself infront of them I they they would be touched by your commitment and sincerity and finally learn to properly love you
good luck!

you sound like you don't ever leave your room. take some vitamin d and stop using the internet.

>>36741194
Aya doesnt even think about me
im only doing it because i have issues

>>36741234
Don't have issues.

>>36741242
i cant change like he said
ill believe someone like him more than ill ever believe anything i think about myself

>>36741234
Don't sell yourself short,
you can be with them if you take hold.

>>36741274
Does he schizophrenia?

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>>36741187
I care about you so so much which is why if I can't keep you here I want you to leave as peacefully as possible. Please try and think about the good people in your life in your final moments and not the bad people, it would ease my heart and I will never forget the good times we shared together. You'll always be a part of me.

Sorry for being weird, I've never felt this way before.

>>36741291
was never diagnosed with it
only ptsd

>>36741291
does who have schizophrenia?

>>36741333
OP?

>>36741329
Ptsd of what? Are you an army guy?

>>36741340
na
not an army guy

i cant be the only ill robot here though

>>36741350
I want to hold you tightly when you'rd having your panic attacks.

>>36741400
no you dont
youre just going to laugh at me with Aya and Shimo

>>36741234
>Aya doesnt even think about me
he does
he messages me every day on discord and tells me how much he worries about you

>>36741489
that's is definitely a lie, i can say that with a hundred percent certainty, please don't make him think he has a chance only to be let down.

Hey OP are you used goods?

>>36741489
please stop making fun of me
i know im worthless
and aya hates me

>>36741532
I want to rub your tummy and lick your neck

>>36741513
>that's is definitely a lie, i can say that with a hundred percent certainty
you are clearly not a good friend of aya like I am

I am aya's confidant

>>36741532
Think more positively about yourself

>>36741626
if you really were you'd know that he doesn't want to be involved with this person or his friends in any way, so you're definitely not doing him a favor by spouting bullshit

>>36741688
>if you really were you'd know that he doesn't want to be involved with this person or his friends in any way, so you're definitely not doing him a favor by spouting bullshit
idiot

You don't even post in your own threads you stupid faggot. You're causing us pain.

>>36741638
this is too much pain in my head to bear. Just want to die already
just want to die
it hurts to do anything. its like im being drowning
i dont know how to describe it
i just want to die

>>36741754
You're drowning in my love for you.
Don't be sad babe.

>>36741819
i just want to die
its too much anxiety to handle
it feels like im dying everyday
ayas looking down on me
i cant be friends with aya
nobody can help me
i cant live like this forever
im sick of having panic attacks

ij just want to die already
just want to be dead
nothing calms me down anymore
cold showers dont work so the problem is just self worth right
what am i supposed to think positively about myself if Im just useless
i hate people like myself
would never want to talk to someone like me, ever.
just want to die
i dont know if i can wait long enough to get a gun because these mental episodes are too strong for me

nothing is even real anymore
im just hoping theres others like me out there listening

are you gay for aya?

What was so great about aya that you can't be happy with another friend?

>>36742112
i dont know how to explain it
i just miss talking to Aya
when he was my friend

im only making these threads now because im tired of myself

>>36740897
Why don't you ever talk to me

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>>36740946
>Express your feelings. I will always be here to listen.
Same desu