want to die what about you guys, tell me how youre feeling

Me too, thanks.
just kill me pete like you said you were going to do so long ago.

>>36739394
why didnt pete kun kill you wtf

Violent moods swings for the past 30 or so hours, derealization/depersonalization/psychosis(?)

At the moment I'm feeling alright though but I'll update you in an hour when that changes.

>>36739318
>what about you guys, tell me how youre feeling
I'm fine

>>36739451
you cant be sure that youre feeling alright

>>36739504
I don't feel weird at this moment and my mood seems to be stable, unless you're trying to be all philosophical with me.

>>36739559
to me stable isnt a thing anymore

>>36739318
>woke up at 2pm
>daydreamed about a qt somehow entering my life and showing me affection for two hours
>got out of bed, showered, did my daily routine stuff (check email, record next day's shows, etc.)
>watched an episode of @midnight, trying to catch up, currently at the end of december, don't know why I still watch the show, most of the people are obnoxious and the show is annoyingly liberal
>eat bland dinner with my parents in silence
>go back up to room
>listen to music for four hours while daydreaming about either a made-up qt being my gf, going on a rampage or killing myself
>around 9pm, ask friend if they want to hang out in an hour or two
>go on run before reading their reply because the possibility of hanging out fills me with motivation
>run
>read their reply near the end of my run
>they have to go to sleep for school
>just walk the rest of the route
>fully demotivated again and now sitting here on /r9k/ posting

I'm feeling real great.

>>36739573
Yeah, I know. I measure myself by the hours.

i want to worship aya's dick while rem watches

where do you live rem?

i wanna drive over & visit you
make some fun memories
before you die

or maybe
even give you a reason
to live instead

>>36739600
I hate this cycle too
>>36739823
west coast united states

still procrastinating on everything important in my life
i'll be 19 in a month and that's fucking crazy. i still feel like a 12 year-old pretending to be an adult on the internet.
i don't have many memories of my teen years. i dropped out of school, moved away from all my friends and just played video games and posted on forums/4chan.