>every time I spend time with others it feels like there is no depth to our interactions, years of isolation/rejection have dulled my emotions and interest in other people
>still strongly desire friendship, companionship and affection
>frivolously buy videogames/manga to fill the void
>for the first time in my life no matter how much I immerse myself in escapism I find it completely unfulfilling
>lay in my bed with a maddening desire to hold someone
>>36737799
Hold your waifu. She'll always be there for you.
>>36737799
holy fuck anon. Same fucking boat. Hold on there I think we need new friends but I can take a wild guess and say that were not too good at that. Anon Im mvoing soon so I get a new start and its kind of scary but I hope your able to do the same
>>36738515
I hope so too man
making meaningful friendships is fucking hard
best of luck
>mfw I've had several "new starts"
>>36737799
OP's story is mine.
Something good has got to head my way.
>>36737799
Lol I'm in the exact spot down to laying in my bed crying wishing I could hold someone
I haven't had a real life friend since 7th grade and I'm going to be 22 in a few months, on top of being schizo affective
At this point the only escape really is suicide
>>36737799
>>36738515
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>>36738733
I share the same feels all of you robots have. It doesn't mean much, but at least we know that there are others struggling through this experience.