feeling empty
today
Aya called me a lot of names
i dont know why i keep thinking about it
>>36733849
Aya was someone you cared about and felt close to so it's natural to think about it
try to think about your vidya idea more, if you can find something you're passionate about that'll take your mind off things
its about time I started paying attention to these threads. give me the quick rundown?
>>36733849
I dont think aya called you names
>>36733917
Aya and Rem was friends but Aya got tired of Rem so he blocked Rem
thats the basics
pls rember that wen u feel scare or frigten
never forget ttimes wen u feeled happy
wen day is dark alway rember happy day
Cheer up
its hard to know what to say anymore
>>36733917
Rem (the OP) is mentally ill and extremly attached to aya ( the guy OP wants to be his best friend). aya is annoyed by rem and he blocked rem.
>>36733917
theres no point in living, i keep getting flashbacks and crying
aya called me all kinds of names
Another new thread? This aint good for ya rem.
>>36733982
that's sad
organic
What kind of ARG is this
What if we are all Aya?
>>36734003
you could find reasons to live before you knew Aya, you can find more now
>>36733917
Aya and Rem were gay lovers
Aya wanted an open relationship, but Rem wanted exclusivity
Aya broke up with Rem, but Rem had fallen in love with Aya's huge cock and skillful maneuvers and has been trying to win him back ever since
>>36733950
>never forget ttimes wen u feeled happy
I can't forget something that never happened
>>36733849
at least post a largest pic not those ant sized jpgs you faggaroni
>>36734031
no
im conflicted because hes right about me
i just want to die
i hate crying
>OP is apparently mentally ill and posts these threads all the time
>rather than ripping him to shreds, /r9k/ comforts and consoles him while offering advice
This is the shit that reminds me, no matter how much normies put us down, we will always be better than them. No other community is so kind and caring.
Oh it's this post again.
Want to talk dude? I can take time for you if you want.
>>36733982
Huh I thought this was just Touhou shitposting roleplay
>>36734108
holy shit delete that right now
dont ever post again
>>36734108
STOP 2HU BULLY.
DELET
>>36734078
you aren't worthless or dumb or whatever Aya said about you
earlier you were saying that one of your friends is dependent on you, and all of your threads have anons flocking to support you
I know it's tough when someone you trust and care about says things like that but it isn't true, everyone has worth to someone
These threads are painful. >.<
JUST BE FRIENDS WITH HIM AGAIN RAYA!!!!!
>>36734226
I don't like seeing Rem sad but Aya wasn't a good friend to him
Looking for a friend/girly boyfriend
>>36733849
Cheer up OP maybe give aya some time (stalk aya in the meantime) then express your feelings. Hope things work out for you. I recently got out of depression if I can do it surely you can too.
>>36734226
No. Aya shouldnt have to be freinds with someone he dislikes.
>>36734292
gtfo Ayacuck
>>36734292
Reeeeee he's choosing aya's side.
>>36734304
Well said anon.
>>36734341
please dont argue
this is just a thread for me to get feelings out of me
sorry
i cant cope with stress
>>36733849
stop spamming the board with your shitty threads, no one cares about your constant whining, are you a woman? kill yourself faggot
>>36734362
don't be sorry just do whatever helps you deal with it
>>36734362
To be fair, I think the best way to solve your issue there, lad, is to try to seek a conclusion. Dragging things on will only lengthen your suffering. I'd try to seek some finality to things, some closure. Either you manage to be friends with X again, or you don't, but no "ifs" or "maybe". In love, incertitude is much worse than rejection.
The scarlet devil bathes in the blood of nations. She murders the light. I am her herald of eternal night. Verily shalt our names become known, in time: The Scarlet Devil, the Sister of the Devil, and I, Consort of the Scarlet Devil, and together we shall forge a Scarlet Dynasty to rule our Scarlet Empire under the Scarlet Moon. There shall be no death for our kind, for mortality is withheld from us. We are bound together, for we three alone are kindred. And your kind will serve as our sustenance, and as fuel for our sacred blood to produce the scarlet mist that kills the light of the sun.
>>36734362
Just mad at people like >>36734374
Hope you have a great day/night OP.
>>36734400
>>36734479
thanks guys
I wish everyone was mean to me though
it doesnt feel right now
Why arent any of you telling me to die
or how to die
>>36734516
because we don't want you to die dummy
>>36734541
shut up
stop being nice
why wont you be mean to me like Aya
why is this happening to me
i just wanted to die
do you know what its like to cry every single minute
>>36734516
Aya might be bad, but no everyone is. Befriend a nice anon.
>>36734516
>Why arent any of you telling me to die
Reeeee fuck off I hope you die in a fire or get a rare fatal disease. There you happy now?doesn't feel good does it?
>>36734567
I'm sorry Rem I wish I could help :(
I've been saying this for a while but this feeling isn't permanent, I know that you can make it thru this
>>36734572
it feels good actually
i dont know why
please tell me to die more
>>36734611
its called masochism silly
>>36734611
It validates your perception of self-worth. It shouldn't. It will only hurt you more later on to hear it.
>>36734665
oh whatever
i liked making people post bad things about me I type to them
it made me feel good
like everything was normal again
>>36734704
do whatever helps I don't think your friends will really care
hourly reminder that aya is a mean bully and doesnt deserve rem
>>36735079
AHHHH
dont attract any fighting
im scared of people fighting
>>36735079
aya is not a bully. rem and aya sent touhou pics to each other once or twice and that's it. there was no reason for rem to grow this attached. aya is not fucking oblidged to babysit rem, he barely even knows him.
you're all massive fucking normalfags
>>36735137
don't be mean you jerk
>>36735132
we didnt talk to each other just twice
please stop lying
>>36735242
i didn't literally mean twice. point is you barely knew each other and only talked a handful of times.