having another panic attack please help

aww, what seems to be bothering you

aya?

>>36718016
uh
stop
i dont want to sleep
just if I wake up ill get more anxiety
im too much of a pussy to end myself because I feel like I have a chance still
but the other part of me is guilty for not ending myself because im a hindrance
my friend said hes dependent on me
this is what Aya feels probably caged
I want to die
just want a gun
Ay a was right i just want a petty death
too afraid to handle pain
i just want to stop crying
i cant calm down
nobody can help me
i just want to die already

If someone is dependent on you, that's a good enough reason to not end yourself.

>>36718056
How did you end up this way? where are your parents?

>>36718079
hes dependent on me
what do i do
hes going to cry
if im gone
why is this happening to me
nobody can help me
i just want to die
im going to stay up and keep the illusion that im not rem anymore
im someone else in my head

>>36718097
Who do you want to be?

Pick a new name and be that person.

>>36717897
you need to have dignitity for once in your life and finally end it all like a man

>>36718081
they um
never theyre not here

i dont care any more about why im useless like aya said
just please end it
want to die
been talking about this shit for too long
people in the server will get tired
just want to die
useless
ayas right
nobody can help me
if i die my friend will cry
i want to die though
why is this happening

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how about stop speaking in fucking retarded looking haikus and tell us instead of repeating "imma die xddd"

>>36718146
do not bully the rem

Stop typing like a complete retard

>>36718130
i know
im scared to mess up

hurts
just want to die
im scared to mess it up anon
nobodies here
i feel boxed in
its like im being yelled at made fun of every second by him

>>36717897
Just focus on your breathing anon, it will pass. Try and stay in the moment and keep your mind grounded

>>36718178
thanks
waiting for my friend to get online
so we can watch some animu
id rather not think ever again

There will be other cute boys that will love you. You have to move on.

>>36718163
its just some stupid faggot like usual

i had panic attacks before but i didnt go full autist like this drama queen is

for now i just have to wait

my bodys numb
its like needles are in my hand
it feels kind of good

i feel all alone again for some reason.
when people are nice to me it just doesn't feel right
just want to end it r9k
im glad this is an anonymous board
telling this to my friends would pretty bring them down all the time

>>36718553
you think your friends don't see these threads?

we're all worried about you, because we care

>>36718575
i dont care then
they can just hide them

im glad i get to talk to r9k
now that ayas gone
i cant sleep either
its like a switch goes off in me
and I start to go in panic from certain memories

Can I get a quick run down on this rem fellow?

>>36718677
im mentally ill and useless
thats all

>>36718696
hey that's me. But I haven't really had a panic attack in 10 years.

Now I'm 30 years old and back to being a neet for the second time in my life.

>>36718677
aya hates him
they make fun of him on discord
he's useless
needs to go away
wants to kill himself
panic attacks
mentally ill
types like this usually

he removes his friends
for no reason without saying anything
it's really very rude
probably a bad person

>>36718720
how did you become a neet first off
wish i was but my job isnt too bad

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>>36718723
whats the discord link

originella commentino

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>>36718785
Rem is not for bullying, he's for lewding and eventual marriage

>>36718723
Who is Aya?

>>36718866
Some asshole that doesn't deserve rem

>>36718866
aya is cool
he's really smart
and mature
he used to be nice to rem
when rem was all alone
but not any more

now aya hates rem

serious post,

as someone with an agoraphobic panic disorder (only certain places, situations trigger it) i'm interested in knowing what it's like for people with real GAD, that get panic attacks at random, at home, in their "safe" environment, what is it like?

>>36718923
Is this aya speaking in 3rd person?

Rem could you please post pictures of yourself?

>>36718884
>>36718923
But, isn't Aya a woman's name?

>>36718959
i WISH i was as cool as aya
maybe then rem would like me
rem thinks hes too good
for someone like me
stupid jerk

rem please be my friend
please
let's be bestfriends
and falled in loove

>>36718987
Its a screen name rem is also female theyre both dudes i think

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>>36717897
All my panic attacks feel good - that strong feel of terror, adrenaline, flowing through my vessels, ooohhh

>>36719065
no it's scary it feels like lots of bad things are happpening

>>36719065
I thought I was the only one who gets an adrenaline rush and excited each time a panic attack hits me.

>>36719123
You're not the only one, I enjoy it each time, especially aftermath, when you're weak and shaking in exhaustion.

>>36719065
>>36719123
you guys
are
weird
i dont like my panic attacks
at all

im glad this thread is still here

I woke up crying

>>36720450
I'm really sorry, Rem...

Did you have a nightmare? Do you wanna talk about it?

>>36718131
proof of aya saying you're useless or you're lying

if you
unironically
write like this
pls
neck
yourself

>>36722807
Leave aya alone
He never did anything to you
Hes sad
He can control his emotions
Not his fault
Dont bully him

>>36718618
Fucking quit this dramatic snowflake bullshit and go see a professional. There's your way out.

Sick and fucking tired of people like you who pull shit like this. Attention whore with an actual mental disability or research one and act the part. You all day the exact same things. And it's so fucking stupid and irrational.

And I know it's not your fault that you say shit this retarded because of you actually have a disability then you actually feel this way. If you don't get professional help then you only want to keep it for attention because you think that will make you feel better than medicine and that shit is retarded so get help or you're an attention whore and you deserve to feel whatever you feel

>>36722854
who the fuck are you talking about, boi?

>>36723014
I constantly confuse rems name for aya

>>36722863
im not going to argue with a total stranger.
but unfortunately there is no gun with me as of now

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I want to wrap rem in a blanket and hold him so still that we look like statues...

Patch me through. I want to speak to that Aya guy and talk some sense to him.

>>36723098
>I constantly confuse rems name for aya
Retard

>>36724179
dont worry
its my problem anon

>>36724193
Why are you bullying me anon?
Origiri

>>36724286
>Why are you bullying me anon?
Idiot

>>36724179
right now starving is the alternative
it takes my mind off stress and grounds me
So I don't have to think
you should try this desu

>>36724479
Please stop quoting me and giving me one word insults it hurts

>>36724179
I talked to him. He's very stubborn on this, I don't think there's any changing his mind. But hey, the more allies the better. Aya#1837

>>36724889
why the fuck do you retards keep harassing him when he's obviously not interested, he told me his story. What are you trying to accomplish?

they obviously don't fit together in any way

>>36724659
>Please stop quoting me and giving me one word insults it hurts
Stupid

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>>36717897
just look at this cute picture of my cat

>>36724003
That sounds nice, but don't be surprised if he screams Aya's name during sex

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>>36725181
Because we love Rem and always have his back
We are the Rem Defense Squad

>>36725791
Why not?
Are you a mean or cruel person?

>>36725791
Okay you don't deserve us.
You're not a good person

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>>36725673
>>36725791

I feel really bad for Aya, every time this selfish child makes a new meaningless thread more people come to harass him.

I'm sure his hate for you grows, you deserve it.

>>36725868
they are meaningless to you
but its my way of coping


Ayas right about me that im worthless though. just hide my threads and go away

>>36725868
Maybe Aya shouldn't be a shitskin who abandons his friends.

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>>36717897
These threads are very repetitive
>>36724889
>posting my discord without permission with the hopes that you gather more followers to talk shit about me
i haven't received any shit within the last hour, mainly because normal human beings can see why you're viewpoint is bias towards your mentally ill friend
other people see that i have no responsibility to act as a carer for this stranger and my point is only proven as you're the minority
>>36725929
>shitskin
but I'm white anon

reminder to all, OP posts mean comments to himself in these threads to make himself seem like a victim, if you fall for this you're being manipulated by a 23 year old basement dweller

>>36726140
i dont do it to feel like a victim
I do it so when i come back to the threads i forget which ones were fake
and i like it for some reasom

>>36726181
>so when i come back to these threads i forget
so why do you address me in every thread if you want to forget?

>>36726140
>posting my discord without permission

Hey, he's the one who asked.

>>36726212
I dont address you
nobody has even messaged you either
just hide my threads and let me try to cope

>>36726216
you're actually retarded if you think that's a good enough excuse tbqhwy
>>36726240
>nobody has ever messaged you
maybe you should tell that to your friends who post my discord id as they please
I'm sure as hell receiving messages after that
I'll take your advice though

>>36726140
You're mentally ill too, you know. Sociopathy is a mental illness.

>>36726283
im not in charge of other people.
and who cares if people message you.

>>36726296
just dont enable him either
I dont want him to be posting in this thread anymore

>>36726140
Can I add you on Discord? I kind of want to hear your side of the story, too.

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>>36726296
refusing slave labour as a carer =/= sociopath
do you even know what a sociopath is?
>>36726369
>I'm not in charge of other people
'other people' has nothing to do with your own actions
It's inconvenient for me
>>36726409
knock yourself out, I'm sleeping soon though

also was there any need to make another thread with the same topic? >>36725667

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>>36726507
i dont care if its inconvenient
ill keep doing what i can to prevent more crying and anxiety

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Is this it, has the one and only Aya has arrived and not just some imposter?
Will the final showdown commence?

Jokes and doubts aside, tell us the full story.

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>>36726551

you get a lot of completely undeserved attention because you act like such a manchild, but don't worry, no one will care soon.

>>36726660
just stop posting already and go to bed
everything out of you is just a projection

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>>36726551
you keep doing that then, I see how immature the mentality of this social 'group' is
>>36726660
the slander I get is enough bait for me to bite, I'll make myself stop soon enough
>>36726682
who are you replying to?

>>36717897
You're the type that never shuts the hell up irl, aren't you?
Man up.

>>36726711
there is no "social group"

stop trying to make other feel guilty. these threads are not about that
all you have to do is stop posting
i can do what i want to prevent my despair

>>36726736
okay, goodbye, try your hardest not to mention me.
It's quite selfish if you're only mentioning me to prevent your own pain btw.

>>36726779
yeah ok dude
literally everything out of you is bullshit

>>36726409
What did he say? So from what I gather after reading this thread:

Rem - Depression and social anxiety
Aya - Sociopath

Those two were made for each other.

>>36726847
jesus christ please dont
i know he isnt normal either but youre annoying him
these threads are just for me to feelspost in

>>36726860
go use fucking notepad.exe then
no one wants to listen to you whine for fucks sake

>>36726944
write in all caps and what youve said will make more of an effect

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>>36726944
I'm an INFJ so I like seeing people bare their souls

All these crocodile tears, boohoo.

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>>36727078

it just gets a bit boring with the same person whining about the same shit over and over again, with lots of people offering to help him too but he keeps wallowing in his own misery and self-pity

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>>36727182
lots of people offering you help would work true.
but like youve said we barely know each other so your words mean nothing


have a good nap Aya

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>>36727229

I have no idea what you mean and I'm not Aya, it's just easy to see what kind of person you are.

>>36727305
sure i guess
keep repeating that you retardos know me.
If Aya goes out of the thread then you all should too
your friend matters more than just some random ass like me

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>>36727353

definitely does, bye

>>36725473
good thing i'm a cuck and that would turn me on

>>36727392
bye anony

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anyone else kind of want to nut deep inside rem? he's such a cute sissy

god I hate this pathetic piece of shit. you guys know he was the same fuckhead that made all of those "discord sperg"/"talk about autism you experience" threads? he just shitposts 24/7 because he's a flaming fucking faggot

>>36727496
yeah dude that was me
whats up

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>>36727474
he has sent me pictures of his face
he isn't a sissy, nor does he have a neckbeard
he's just an average looking 23 year old who has slight mental illnesses

>>36727543
is he hot
I hope so

>>36727543
i never sent you pics cutie dont bully

>>36727558
meh, if your standards are right i guess
>>36727562
want me to post them?

I want to get scolded by Aya.

>>36727575
I want to see the cute rem but please do not bully by posting without his permission

>>36727575
i've never posted pictures of myself on the internet

>>36727543
>he isn't a sissy
I hear he's got a big butt and hips at least

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This is Rem cosplaying as Patchy

>>36727667
wew lad fuck off anon

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Hello, Rem-chan

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>>36727719
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa its you! you're back to bless us with your presence

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>>36727770
Thats Casey
He works on a farm
p cool guy

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>>36727770
Your presence is a blessing as well, Kemono Friends fan!

>>36727799
It's a comfy job. No risk of getting fired when my dad is my boss.

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I-I want Casey to notice me too..

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>>36727892
Your dad is a good person too!

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wewlad cukced

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>>36727918
Aww, that's cute. It's nice to meet you, robot-kun.

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>>36727972
Hello! What brings you to this thread?

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>>36728217
Aya's my friend, so I read every thread he makes! How about you?

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>>36728282
kek
people really mix up our names a lot
cant blame them
both 3 letters

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>>36728340
*Rem

Man, I am really out of it.
Pic related, me being punished for getting the name wrong.

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>>36728408
pfftttt
You need paxil everyday desu

>>36728408
I want to smack Caseys big butt and slide my cock in during

I want Aya to bully my butt!

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Reminder that Rem doesn't want you he only wants Aya.

>>36728525
Reminder to add me again
and ill accept you sweetie

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>>36728525
but i'm horny and want some rem boipucci

>>36728565
I'll give my sissy butt up~

>>36728597
post your discord ID, sweetie

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>>36728624
mist#0425

>>36717897
call 911 you might have autism

>>36717897
Why do you take my wife and make a mockery out of her?

>>36729295
im not your wife anon

>>36726507
Your Discord ID isn't working. Mine is antediluvian#5422

>>36729954
Be careful, ante is a gorl
a gorl with a bagina!
aaa!!!

>>36730047
Be nice. Oregano.

the MONGRELITES OF SODOM are overtaking this thread

wa wa someone bullied me please suck my dick to make me feel better, go away you faggot.

>>36730887
stop projecting pleas anon

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>>36731129
nice meme now please fuck off originally

>>36731166
stop projecting faglord

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>>36731203
here have a (you)

originally

>>36731257
thanks ma dood