it's been a few years since i have actually felt like killing

>>36711584
Dude, look at where you're posting. You really don't have a choice at this point. You could be anything you want. Too bad that excludes happiness.

>>36711706
i guess, yoou might even be right, but lately i haven't been so depressed, i only want to know why now of all times this random tough came to my mind, to actually kill myself?
I wasn't happy or really sad, actually i wasn't felling anything.

>>36711776
Let me ask you: Do you remember what pain feels like?

>>36712083
depend, what kind of pain?

>>36712116
Any. Do you remember what it's like, or is it a cold numbness? I remember one day after an especially rough day with one of my bullies I tried my hardest but I could not for the life of me remember pain. Like does it hurt? Where do you feel the pain? Is it a whole body thing, or just the one area? It never gets easier, anon. You just find more ways to suppress/delay it. People like us weren't meant to make it this far. It's only a matter of time. You 100% for a fact will die. How soon is up to you.

>>36712259
I would be lying if i said i wasn't bullied but it wasn't anything serious like most of you have experienced. Life just got worse as i grew up.
It's not actually physical pain, nobody hit me or bullied me today or had done in a physical way in a long time.

>>36712900
Emotional pain as well. There still may be hope for you. Robots are empty shells that use to be filled with hopes and dreams.

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>>36713014
Why do you say that anon? originall

>>36713134
True robots have given up. You seem to just had a bad day. We may say >tfw no gf, but we know a gf is an impossible goal. Suicide by tendies is the ult robot red pill.

>>36713231
it wasn't really a bad day tho, was pretty good. Which is why i am so mad about this happening.

>>36713290
Never forget suicide is always an option.