Love life

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>>36687078
The school I went to for that half year had girls that actually wanted me for once, yet I fucked EVERYTHING up EVERY time why am I like this

>9th grade again
>very attractive 9/10 grill talks to me and a friend I was with
>assumed she knew him
>she didn't
>we eventually become friends
>exchange numbers
>text a lot, talk a lot in school
>I was playing it cool, she always texted me first
>mentions that
>feelsgoodman I'm not being clingy
>time goes on, she shows interest
>leans her head on my shoulder
>fakes being scared
Autistic part
>play minecraft after school with a group of people
>she fakes being scared of slenderm---Enderman
>holds me tight
>feels good
>went away on a school trip (different classes, w/e)
>I tell her at one point to fuck off (both knew it was a joke)
>"is it weird that I'm attracted to someone who cusses at me?" is the next text
>who dat?
>???
>nobody
>slowly loses interest because I don't make a move

Cuts contact after a month :)

Only fell in love once, a stupidly hopeless situation. I'm a spic and she was bulgarian

>she bothered me for weeks before I considered her a friend
>I was anti-social and didn't trust her
>we became friends and she introduces me to her normie crew
>my nerd crew and her normie crew mix and shit is nice
>she pretty much cures my social anxiety and I can talk to anyone easily
>she starts getting touchy, leaning on me and doing all this extra shit
>I let her (big mistake)
>friendship continues to the point where we stay up all night talking constantly and shit
>one day wake up and realize that I like her
>would fucking kill to see her smile and laugh, it became my goal everyday to make sure that happened
>man up and confess
>she looks sad, fuck.
>she says no in the nicest way possible
>we continue being friends but it was awkward
>we drift apart

I wish she said no in a mean way and dropped me entirely.

>>36687162
I also had a LDR once.
>10th grade
>meet her cause...I admined a facebook page
>we talk for a few months
>get in a "relationship"
>we talk a lot, roleplay a little
>2 months go by
>she doesn't ever call, gives a weird reason why
>I was mostly bored and had nothing better to do
>thought I was being catfished but not sure
>she eventually says something of the lines "we can't do this anymore" and stops messaging me

She wasn't a catfish, as her facebook goes back to 2012 and it's still got new profile pictures and tons of responsive friends
Plus, not sure the point in catfishing a 15/16 year old.
Was a weird time in my life, as I had just moved

>That one girl in high school who tried to get me to touch her ass, asked about my dick and constantly referred to me as her boyfriend
>Always thought she was just joking because I'm a 5/10 at best
Just kill me bros

>>36688326
That's what haunts me. If I had a sliver of self confidence, I would have stepped up in my situations, and maybe have socialized more, causing me to be normal.
But at last, I'm ugly and I hate myself.

>start high school
>become infatuated with a stacy for two years
>never actually talk to her
>she finds out through mutual friends
>preemptively rejects me when she thinks I'm finally about to make a move
>don't really get interested in anyone else for the next 6 years, try to make moves on some girls but too autistic to seal the deal
I got over her years ago though, it's my current oneitis that really bothers me though

>pick up a part time job to support my last few semesters in uni
>meet a girl there
>she's a mega qt, really sweet and funny and generally just fun to be around
>she seems to like me
>she has a boyfriend already
>spend the next few months falling head over heels for her while their relationship becomes more serious
>the more I get to know her the more my idealized view of her is stengthened
>feel like a massive cuck, still entertain Gatsby-esque delusions of someday winning her heart even though I basically never had a chance with her

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>>36688669
Story kinda related
>meet girl in 2nd grade
>we become best friends
>I move to a 20min away city
>pretty much loses 100% of contact with her
>5 years later, parents see her parents or some shit
>gives me her email
>we 'date' for like, a month
>school dances
>not really into girls
>i break up with her
>time goes on
>month ago
>she adds me
>we talk
>she admits to still liking me
>as she admits to being engaged
>i'm at a weird decision making process
Do I
A: Try to get with her anyway as a relationship
B: Continue being friends
C: Get with her then leave her
D: Make sure she knows it's a one time thing

Idk if I'd want to make her my girlfriend, as if she leaves her engagement for me, she'd do the same to me, right?
>pic 100% related

>talk to girl
>literally my first intimate and meaningful relationship with opposite sex
>get feelings for her
>she somehow convinced herself i dont like her so goes off and dates other guys
>depresses and angers me
>ignore her for years
>start talking to her again
>feel the same feelings
>she does the same thing again
>only difference is im mature enough to not get mad, now i just am laying here feeling depressed instead

that feel when no physical contact from a female in years. how are people supposed to live like this? how am i supposed to NOT end up some kind of sad hollow fuck? it would be so nice if a girl would hug me or even touch my arm or something.

>>36688768
>Idk if I'd want to make her my girlfriend, as if she leaves her engagement for me, she'd do the same to me, right?
I thought the same thing too, it's what stopped me from trying to make moves on my oneitis. That and my insecurity and complete lack of confidence in my ability to actually steal her away from her boyfriend anyway. And now once I leave her behind, she'll probably either be a single mother or still in a ltr with him, and all I have to comfort myself is the thought that maybe I could've been with her if things had been different.

>>36688854
I know man, it's rough
>>36688914
Like, if I did actually manage to steal her, would it be worth it?
I wouldn't want to ruin her life, I'm a genuine nice guy, but at the same time, if she did leave him, it'd happen anyway, right?
Or am I just justifying being mr steal yo girl

>>36688973
I don't know, it's like you said, if she's willing to ditch her significant other once someone better comes along what's keeping her from doing it to you? You two have history so it's a little different there though, and the wait and see approach for me didn't end well at all.

>>36689035
I guess I should just go for it and if I get hurt, well, wouldn't be the first time. Have to take chances, I guess.
If she leaves me, I have it coming, I knew the risk.
Next step: Not even sure if she's willing to leave him for me.
If she doesn't, would it be bad if we just kinda, dated, while she was in a relationship?
Fuck I never thought I'd be in this situations. Plus I'm most likely asking the wrong people, but they're the only people.