Please, suicidal thoughts, go away.

>>36664852
They'll go away if you kill yourself or better your life
Whining on 4chan sure as hell won't change anything

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only 1 way out do it op if ur not a feggit

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByC8sRdL-Ro

Stay strong bot have a vent if it'll make you feel better

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>>36664966
and never come back

>>36664852

do you take medication? or have seen a doctor or anything?

>>36664983
I am ugly. I cannot find a job, because I am too shy to apply, I cannot find a room for next year, I am poor, I am not a woman, I(my mom who pays for everything) is poor, my memory becave very bad, I have a lot of exams to prepare for but I just cant start and probably wont.

>>36665020
Never come back from where? I can't read the moonrunes in your pic.

>>36665025
No, again, I cant even book an appointment to doctor, and when I tried tk talk to my mum aboht by problems hopin that she will book it for me she just said that I have to be positive.

>>36665096

You really need to book to see a doctor. I reached a point that I had to decide to get help or kill myself. I got help. Medication has been helping a great deal (not without side effects - but better than dying).

You should call the samaritans or whatever equivalent in your country. But you're not going to get better until you have medication.

read Depressive Illness: The Curse of the Strong by Dr. Tim Cantopher. i found it a great source of information, it rationalises the way you are feeling.

Just so you know, I was diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety and OCD a couple of months ago. i am currently on 150mg sertaline a day, sleeping tablets and diazempan for when i feel particularly bad. i am very fortunate, good job, nice house, long term girlfriend, very comfortable middle class lifestyle but various pressures over a period of 12 months broke me.

if you want to talk/ask questions etc i will monitor the thread.

>>36665223
I know that I need to, I just cant make myself do it. Job, gf, house - was it before or after you strated taking me

>>36665270

had good job, girlfriend, house etc - then had a close bereavement, a lot of additional work, and i tried carrying on as normal. i ignored the pressure and the way i was feeling, burnt myself out, and started having daily panic attacks - but again, tried carrying on as normal - had it all planned about how i was going to kill myself (hotel booked etc - didnt want to die in my house that me and my girlfriend bought). I then found a little bit of extra strength and saw the doctor.

medication has been largely good, i feel much more positive, less suicidal. I know it is easy to say 'just ring the doctor and make an appointment' but i know how hard that is.

before you do anything, get that book i recommended, and see what you want to do then - it really makes what you're feeling actually make sense and will be a help

>>36665373
Ok, I see, I see, another normalfag without any reason to be depressed or suicidal. You spoiled this thread, I was right all along, suicide is the only answer I have.

>>36665439

if that is genuinely how you feel, then you have a lot more to learn about depression, wish you best of luck