I am trying so hard to not be a robot and become a normalfag,

I stopped trying to fit in once I realized I could never fit in without compromising myself and becoming fake.
Who the fuck wants to gossip about dumb shit when there are ideas and concepts to explore?

>>36663968
Well, no one ever said it would be easy. Or if they did, they lied. You've got to keep fighting back against that impulse to give up and take the easy road. Even if your friends really did hate you, you'd just be back to square one if you gave up and cut them out of your life, so you'd still be better off using them as a stepping stone the fuck out of the miserable hole that is robothood.

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>>36664072
That's very affirming, thank you, I'm going to keep trying. It's just been a hard lonely day

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>>36663968
This is a hard situation. I stopped trying to fit in and am just BEEING myself.

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>>36663968
Same. I just keep reminding myself of all the aspects in my life that have improved in the past 5 years, of which there are way more than I would have expected... This is despite all the cognitive distortions, low self worth, anxiety and under-practised social skills.

>>36663968
you're gonna make it senpai