When did you actually become self aware? Happened to me when

That' very strange. Were you molested in anyway?

>>36625899
Is it?

No.

>>36625881
Always I guess? I don't think I really understand the question, or I just don't have enough memories.

>>36625881
Something like 4, I distinctly remember questioning my mother about why "I was me" and not somebody else.

>>36625931
Its like being drunk. You're there but not really

I think of it like, noticing my surroundings for once and thinking about what the hell im doing instead of just going forward

>>36625981
I think I get what you're saying. I guess mine would be sometime around 1st grade, which is the earliest where I actually remember some of my thoughts then. I remember my friend telling me he thought he was part volcano because his puke was orange, and I thought in my head that that was stupid since humans can't be volcano's. I didn't actually say it to him, but that's what I was thinking.
And my earliest memories before that are just vague images, with a slight remembrance of what I was feeling.