What is THE problem?

>>36617246
The Gods (aliens?) have abandoned us. If they even existed in the first place.

>>36617256
What makes something a "God", anon?

>>36617271
I have no damn idea. Look at your local Church. Google. It's all around you.

I was supposed to be perfect

We are accumulating too much heat. This process doesn't stop as far as we know.

>>36617246
THE problem? I'm traumatized from watching a man die it wasn't my fault, or so therapist tells me. Have you ever failed to save someone's life, and they died because you were powerless to save them?

I wish I had at least one friend who cared about me and understood me that I could spend time with, online or offline

I'm the problem. I'm the only consistent variable in all of this.

>>36617754
Spoken llike a true robot

i like to work on very difficult problems so finding the answers are extremely frustrating
why cant it be easy?

>>36617246
I accidentally consumed a small fraction of a drink tainted with Methanol. The amount itself was so small that I couldn't get the hospital to remove the rest from my blood. I'm at peace with it though, because things could've gone really fucking bad had I drunk more (like kidney failure and complete loss of eyesight).

My problem now is that my vision is a little bit like the static from an old tv screen and I randomly get jolts of pain or tickling feeling on my skin.