>>36616652
K-System: Guardian Angel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9bkL-3Q6hA
It brings me back to 2007. My mother finally got arrested and my years of abuse finally ended. I thought the worst was behind and I didn't have a care in the world. But adulthood, so far, is not at all how I imagined. Fuck my life eternally.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LIoKakbs2LQ
Everytime
>>36616652
Might be a cliche game music but this always gets me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THYbNAmlwP0&index=37&list=PLVAa1_ZtH7aHZGBIu8oPMlT82ZIbiwRsP
>>36616652
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fuoFiRbjyBo
&
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzSolXxsUJY (the ending and chorus especially)
I know it's gay and emo, but I don't care.
>>36616725
What happened with your mother, anon?
I actually got this song courtesy of a robot here a while ago. It was a lazy afternoon because I was on a months long leave from work and one day I decided to open up one of those nicer bottles of whiskey I had saved up and never gotten around to drinking and ended up here again.
So this song always makes me think of peaceful, relaxed times with maybe a good drink to make me warm inside. In fact I think I'll have a glass now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHWALowsICI
>>36616776
>theres so much emotion in the music of fallout and Dark Souls
good choice anon
also heres mine:
"Killer Queen has already touched the doorknob"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLhR2M7rw3Q&index=23&list=PLVAa1_ZtH7aF2mPJKZL2h_UP2tvb_U8Pu
>>36616786
Years of physical/mental abuse
Things she did included taunting me saying my dad wasn't my real dad and that my real family was out there (I'm mixed black/white don;t look like any of my parents save for a birthmark on my shoulder from my mom side) and forcing me to eat foreign objects like razor blades, batteries and shit and biting me on my face ears and neck...alot of shit, man. But all that was years ago.
>>36616844
She made you eat razor blades, what the fuck?
Hope you've recovered since, anon
>>36616844
dont make me feel this anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHUPNrNR-6k&list=PLVAa1_ZtH7aF2mPJKZL2h_UP2tvb_U8Pu&index=32
>>36616652
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-T8R_VDTOYQ
Ministry - Stigmata
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qxaPj19VnRA
It's good feels tho, reminds me of the time I was a NEET and doped up 24/7
>>36616791
Nice choice
>this song always makes me think of peaceful, relaxed times with maybe a good drink to make me warm inside
It has a nostalgic vibe to it
>>36616652
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxZpEFJhO6k
feels: alienation, disorientation and impending doom
>>36616877
Yeah, that one time that ended up with me in the hospital. It got caught in my lower intestines so they had to about 5 - 6 of intestines with the razor blade still in there. All it left is a 6 scar streaking across my belly button. My digestive system is fine and everything so....I think everythings fine in that regard.
Xenosaga Episode III - Abel's Ark
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgCmNN5jY6k
Xenosaga Episode III - Fatal Fight
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiTCqbzT4SQ
Xenosaga Episode III - In a Limestone Cave
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LId8l6Rc6Y
The game that started it all for me. When I was really diving into the PS2's gaming library I stumbled upon this back when they still sold PS2 games at Gamestop. Every time I'd go there I'd see Xenosaga III there. One day I picked it up out of boredom and it's become my favorite game. The music being part of it. Simply unforgettable
Sorry for double posting, OP. But I couldn't not mention Xenosaga. Got me through a lot.
>>36617056
>They had to remove 5 - 6 inches
Fixed.
>>36616991
vaguely reminds me of throbbing gristle
>>36616652
This song gives me a sad but kind of optimistic feel.
https://youtu.be/fVqa0hYi1RU
>>36617056
Why did your mother force-feed you razor blades, was she mentally ill or something?
Combination of childhood Sharpe nostalgia and present sad patriotic feelings: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOeYPpOblAw
>>36616991
Great taste. Thunder Perfect Mind and All the Pretty Little Horses are two of the best albums ever made too.
This one for sure
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIw0ewEsNHs
>>36617109
My old man said that she was diagnosed with bi-polar/schizophrenia back in Canada or something like that but he said he wasn't really sure. She was very fucking manipulating. The only reason she got found was because I threw up a bobby pin she had me eat among other things when I went grocery shopping with my dad to get away from her. I feel some what lucky because I feel I would have ended up killing her in self defense. I was such a small helpess child back then.
https://youtu.be/OKz6r7y0cuA
>>36617150
That fucking sucks
>she was diagnosed with bi-polar/schizophrenia back in Canada or something like that
Was she put in a mental hospital after being arrested, or was she sentenced?
>>36616652
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vn1BLg2KWVo
>>36617108
good taste, anon
most stuff by MBV is full of feels
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srN1GsnBui8
Original
>>36617180
She was in jail for about 7 years. She's out now though, been out for going on 2 - 3 years now at least. I don't feel any positive/nor negative feelings toward her, to be honest. I'd much rather just never see her again and pretend she never existed. Sure, she gave birth to me, but she was never my mother. I disowned her after she went to jail.
>>36617185
Weird to think that Bowie is dead...
>>36617216
Genetic relation isn't important, it's all about the relationships you form with people.
Never understood why adopted guys want to find their 'real parents'
>>36617236
hes been a major part of my life since i can remember, his death left me mentally fucked
>>36617260
Exactly. Blood doesn't mean nearly as much as people think. But in the end, like most things, it comes down to the kind of life you've lived.
https://youtu.be/k2HFehg2BfY
Losing friends feeling like shit I relate with this song man
>>36617372
>Losing friends feeling like shit
I know that feel
https://youtu.be/rwc-amI7AmE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpIDsvmPp0k
Waxahatchee- I Think I Love You
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_wqoa2Y8U4
It used to gave me feels
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqdRrf1En8M
Last night I dreamt somebody loved me - the Smiths
>>36617739
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__PblMAprcA