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Outside of drugs there isn't any happiness or fulfillment, usually the opposite. I hate seeing other people, they make me spiteful and remind me how beautiful life could be. Being alone, although preferred, feels meaningless and empty. Don't want to kill myself, but wouldn't object to no longer existing. How do I get out of this? Is it possible? Is it worth the effort?
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Music helped me when I felt like you did.
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>I hate seeing other people, they make me spiteful and remind me how beautiful life could be
I know that feeling. Been stuck in a similar dilemma. Bought a gun a while ago just to have the option but haven't gotten to the point. There's always the hope that things will improve.
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>>36613131
>when I felt
How'd you get past it? I'm sure music didn't do it alone
>>36613160
Haven't seriously considered suicide for awhile. I always assumed it becomes viable once living becomes nothing more than suffering, but I don't feel true suffering, just emptiness, spite, and I guess perversion, towards porn and drugs. Really don't want to sound edgy either, just the truth.
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You are weak, but you have some potential since you realize life has some beauty. We all have been through this. I have nothing to say to you, since you dont plan on dying, you also have enough strenght to see the light and feel gratitude on your own. Just wait for it.
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>>36613301
It wasn't just music, but also feeling a connection to the musicians/singers. Hearing songs about problems that were similar to mine made it feel like even if they didn't know me personally, they still cared enough to do what they could to try and help. Made me feel a better connection to others and like I should do the same.
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>>36613340
What a worthless post. Fucking idiot.
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>>36613453
Well hes right except for the waiting part. Improving/getting to the good life unfortunately takes effort.
Live for yourself and your own happiness, noone else can give it to you.
Or don't, either way the world moves on with or without you
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>>36613102
Read the book of ecclesiastes, then read the Gospel of John.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPzoLZzeZNU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3nN9-C1yKU
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>>36613441
eh
>>36613340
I actually kind of connect with that appeal to "strength". But I'll be waiting no matter what so I guess we'll see?
>>36613497
>good life unfortunately takes effort
This is what it all boils down to I guess. Unfortunately it's easier to not make an effort, kind of by definition.
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>>36613523
>niv and not esv
but no yeah ecclesiastes is the true redpill.
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>>36613340
Retard, simplifying retardedsimpleton
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