What motivates you to even get out of bed in the morning robots?
>>36606341
nothing. I slept for 12 hours today. Sometimes i have to get up to piss though
I have to stay alive and happy so the people around me don't end themselves
Coffee, large with creamer. Maybe a bagel or something. That's how I get up. For an hour or two, then maybe I go back to bed. I'm an old guy who doesn't have to work. Using really do much, if it wasn't for my family I might end it. Also thinking of leaving gf and getting younger women. But talking to her also gets me out of bed.
>>36606341
If I don't go to my job I'll end up homeless and surrounded by the street crackheads.
that one day a femanon will finally be my gf
>>36606341
I am in love with a 16 year old Japanese girl. I do everything for her, she is the reason why I am improving myself everyday. She has no idea I even exist. This is my life.
>>36606341
college work
college classes
ehhh
The urge to take a piss and sometimes to take a shit,
having a job to afford an apartment for said bed to be in because otherwise I would be homeless in the Minnesota winter
NEETs can fuck off living with mommy and daddy would be heaven compared to the shit I have to go through just to remain somewhat comfy
I'm afraid that if I don't get up for class every day I will fail out and will work a dead end retail job for the rest of my life
I'm failing out anyway though so :^)
Food
>have gained 20 pounds in a month
I was ugly before, now I'm ugly and fat. It doesn't matter though, I have no one to impress
>>36606341
Hmmm i'm not quite sure whether its delusion or hope.
I guess i hope that one day things will get better.
That maybe if i try hard enough one day ill be able to not have autism.
And maybe i would be able to have a job and achieve the things i want in life and experience quality happiness.
Or that maybe one day i will meet a woman who will understand me, agree's with me , gets along with me and shares interests with me. And that she is someone who will consider me as much a significant other as much as i would them, and we both would willing to spend the rest of our lives together.
Most of those seem so far fetched, that i would say they're delusional.
And in accepting they are delusional choosing suicide would be logical.
However because in the future nothing is certain, i find that i might as well stick around and have hope.
So that if i'm old and lonely i can at least say that i tried.
I love life and I'm thankful for every day I'm alive.
I dont. I'm always comfy and get whatever i want, wagecuck.
>>36607191
>Coffee, large with creamer. Maybe a bagel or something. That's how I get up. For an hour or two, then maybe I go back to bed. I'm an old guy who doesn't have to work. Using really do much, if it wasn't for my family I might end it. Also thinking of leaving gf and getting younger women. But talking to her also gets me out of bed.
Do you know where you are nigger?
The only reason I get out of bed is so I can say that I'm not even more of a degenerate than I already am, but other than that, there's nothing to make me get out of bed and I usually end up laying in bed staring into space or browsing on my phone for an hour before forcing my arse to get moving.
>>36606341
The thought that if I do it enough I'll have a single day off where I have a few hours that I can spend resting
The thought that one day I'll be free from this shithole prison called college
>>36606341
The fact that I have to drive 15-20 minutes away to get my daily methadone. If it weren't for that I'd probably sleep til 1 pm everyday like I used to.
>>36607257
I game online with a qt Taiwanese grill. I get up at weird time to game with her. I'm too broke to ever go visit her. M-my heart, it hurts.
>>36606341
>What motivates you to even get out of bed in the morning robots?
Adderall
I'm not motivated so much as I am resigned. The alarm goes off and I know I have to get up. I don't feel tired when I go to sleep, I feel tired when I wake up. Sometimes I hit the snooze button two or three or five times, but I eventually get out of bed.
I made the mistake of going to work at a relative's business and now I'm trapped. I can't quit because the business couldn't run without me, so I feel a sense of obligation not to destroy the lives of their family. It's been ten years now. My life is going nowhere and I can't get out.
I want to be the cute girl
>>36606341
I feel exactly like this
justfuckmyshituporiginal
>>36607339
stop being me right now
this is actually original
>>36608467
Goebbels was a robot
>>36606341
My family won't let me be a waste of space by just laying around and sleeping past noon. I just applied for a job after being unemployed for a month, so now i'll have to deal with that. Basically, I just don't have a choice to not get out of bed in the morning. I'm depressed, but I really just want to get my life together, not die
>>36606341
>waking up before 1pm
Lol, just lol
Another chance to do better.
Nothing. I do it out of habit as a wagecuck.
>>36606341
The urge to piss.
I'm afraid of dying desu