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The process of death 2017-04-27 07:33:44 Post No. 36597321
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Help me out here please people, Ever since my near fatal motorbike accident I have had a very bad fear of death, not just death but the process of dying.
Has anyone of you been at the scene of someone who was dying either at hospital or somewhere else? I would love to hear your stories.
Basically I died at the scene but they brought me back in the ambulance then I died again on the way and they brought me back in the hospital.
NOW the fucked up thing is I remember it, I was lying on the pavement, couldnt move much and then a numb feeling started creeping up on me, eventually I started having great difficulty breathing that made me panic quite a bit as I tried to stand up but could not and eventually to my horror I started choking on my own fluids, and then I passed out.
Now I have been doing a shit load of research into what happens when you get old etc, What concerns me the most is that in the majoritiy of cases is like a FEW DAYS of the following process: First you get bedridden, then eventually you cannot control your bowels and need constant cleaning/changing of sheets. Fluid builds up in the lungs which can also cause panic attacks or agitation. Then if you lucky you hallucinate and eventually if the pain doesnt make you go first you simply death rattle (choke to death)
My question for debate is how do you plan on avoiding this shit?
I plan on a shotgun blast to the head, not a fuck am I going through this, imagine if you have no family or close friends at the time? Nah man fuck this.
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>>36597321
When I was a kidbot in Baltimore I saw a man get shot in the head from about 20 feet away.
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>>36597321
I have several plans set out.
>Slit wrists after taking blood thinners
>Freeze to death
>Carbon Monoxide poisoning
Freezing to death is the most guaranteed. Bleeding out is a 85-90% guarantee if you do it correctly.
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>>36597432
Gay. Gunshot to the head is clean fast and painless.
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>>36597459
The only thing which matters is that I'm dead at the end
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I suggest reading the Bardo Thodol or its translation for psychedelic experiences, The Psychedelic Experience, by Tim Leary, Ram Dass, Metzner
Remember th clear light. Remember that illusions both fearful and fantastic are projections of your own mind and you must seek non-attatchment.
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>>36597321
>My question for debate is how do you plan on avoiding this shit?
Use a faster method, obviously
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>>36597459
Not necessarily as fast and painless as the movies portray, Anon.
The brain stem is your best bet, but if you fuck up, you could spend your last moments alive a retard bleeding out on the floor.
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>>36597321
>Now I have been doing a shit load of research into what happens when you get old etc, What concerns me the most is that in the majoritiy of cases is like a FEW DAYS of the following process: First you get bedridden, then eventually you cannot control your bowels and need constant cleaning/changing of sheets. Fluid builds up in the lungs which can also cause panic attacks or agitation. Then if you lucky you hallucinate and eventually if the pain doesnt make you go first you simply death rattle (choke to death)
Exactly how my mother went. It was painful to watch the decline and that last hour of her gasping for breath made me pray for a quick death.
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>>36597793
And if you're really unlucky, people heard the gunshot and hurry to save your life, and there won't be a thing you can do about it then.
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Dying is a fucking weird process.
Abe Lincoln took about nine hours to die after getting shot in the back of the head.
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>>36598005
Anons, this thread is making me freak out.
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>>36597346
I had the exact same thing happen to me, and I'm still a bit fucked up from it
Did your experience by chance happen in pigtown in the late 90s?
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