I'm so scared to let anyone close to me, I'm scared that I might hurt the person or that they find out how vulnerable I am
>21
>live with mom and little sister
>neet which seem to be a huge turnoff
>aspergers and add
>horrible childhood with lots of drinking, fighting and mental abuse
>no interesting hobbies or anything
Even if someone clearly wants to be with me or get ot know me I just push them away.
JUST
>>36579272
Good. Don't let anyone close. Everyone is a cunt.
>>36579272
how do you know you have assburgers?
Professionally diagnosed? By who? What tests did you take?
>>36579272
Brother died when I was 14. Messed me up good. The moment I feel like I'm getting close to someone everything in my being starts screaming FUCK NO FUCK NO FUCK NO. overwhelming feeling GET THE FUCK OUT NOW. It gets so strong ive cut contact with all friends and moved away multiple times.
don't let anyone get close to you at work, at least people in retail. a girl screwed me over.
>>36579803
i started giving her a ride home she started asking more about me. she talked shit about me.
>>36579711
I was diagnosed as a kid and I went to another shrink to get a new diagnose when I became an adult
Can't remember what tests I tok as a kid but as an adult it was lots of talking and doing puzzles and reading