When was the last time God reminded you that you were being punished?

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every day I ask myself

>>36567434
12/27/16 was the day my family fell apart. Feels like some sort of cosmic justice really for being the piece of shit I was before they came in to my life

>>36567434

>a literal titcow

may i have the source please

>>36567434

yesterday.
I've been homeless since January and finally landed the most basic low-level job that's still technically in my field. I was optimistic that after this month I could save enough money to move into my own place and buy foo- oh what do you mean "we're going to have to let you go".

Currently planning my suicide.

I literally lasted all but 3 days

>>36567434
Every few seconds. Pretty impossible to ignore desu.

>>36567434
Literally minutes ago when I was on the toilet for the dozenth time today because of violent diarrhea, caused by an incurable auto immune disease.

>>36567434
Opposite.
Escorted mother's foreign bf to the big city hospital, helped and translated. Gave me just enough cash for wine and smokes. Got drunk tried to visit my biological father but he didn't answer.

Like 1 in the morning I was sitting on the edge of a bridge and just thinking. Went on my way, met foreigners who were looking for nonstop bar. Walked them all around town, no bar open.

Called taxi to the big city, they convinced me to go with them drinking. Drank with them all night didn't spend a cent. They even bought me cigs and in the morning we took taxi back to my town.

Didn't spend a dime, drank and smoked all night for free AND made friends.

Karma knows I'm just misguided but good guy at heart.

>>36568741
You're living in a shithole of a country, there's you punishment, you just don't notice it.

>>36568787
>I'm good mang after 8 years of being hikki I'm going out there, building confidence and having positive experiences with strangers
>HURR FUCK ALL THAT SHIT SUCKS DICK MAN HOW CAN YOU FEEL GOOD REEEEE WAAAAAH
You and your attitude can get fucked for all I care.

>>36568919
Woah hey calm down man, that's not even what I said.
But I can see your frustration now, so that's fair enough.

>>36568919
>>36568787
Good for you anon, I'm glad you had a fun time.
Now fuck off we're trying to be depressed.

>>36568959
>talks like reeeeetard to frustrate me
>I'm frustrated cause reetard talks shit
>wow mane I can really see ur frustrated le trollface
Cool.

>finally get first gf
>two days in things are great
>until she gets held hostage and raped by some emo
>that was two weeks ago
>He got a restraining order and a fine
>I'm still with her but I feel so cucked and angry
>I really want to go and find him and make him suffer but if I do he might take it out on my gf and if that happened I would probably do a murder suicide type deal
>I promise to her myself and him that as soon as I know he won't retaliate I'm going to make him regret the day he was born

>>36567434
When I woke up

>>36569968
I can't just have a nice thing

>>36569721
That's some pretty strong projecting right there.