Why haven't you done it yet, anon?
I don't want to catch a disease like aids
I'm a coward. Why do you think I'm here?
Waiting for the whole family to come back to my parents house so they can all wake up to my swinging, limp corpse.
>>36562368
promised a friend i wouldnt
I am defined by my cowardice. To embrace suicide would be my one and greatest act of bravery. The truth is if I could accomplish something as great as suicide then that would mean I had hopes of something even greater that I couldn't even imagine in my current state of fearful self loathing.
>>36562368
Because i think things are gonna get better by the time im 35+
Im 20 btw. If nothing good happens in 15 years im gon do it senpai
>>36562450
im 33.
it doesnt get better
>>36562450
>Because i think things are gonna get better by the time im 35+
oh, are you in for a rude awakening
>>36562377
You are the disease.
This is why.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1fsmBAVqkI2
I'm living to spite too many people.
I die, they win.
>>36563054
they probably don't even care about you senpai
It's not worth the bother because no matter when you do it, it is always too late.
ive slit my throat 2 and slashed my wrist 2. i cant even kill my self right
Too lazy/scared to kill myself. I probably don't really want to kill myself and I'm just being a melodramatic faggot.
i hold out hope that my ex will fall back in love with me
what i'm doing now is just a prolonged suicide
>>36562368
ill let you know when I figure it out
>>36562838
What the fuck is this.
This is fucking gold
>>36562368
I'm a coward
Don't know how to acquire a gun around here
I have nothing good, but I'm not in extreme pain, emotional or otherwise.
>>36562838
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1fsmBAVqkI2
>fire detector beeping in the background
>>36562368
still hoping that one day i might enjoy something
i keep buying pointless shit hoping that it will make me happy
i wish time would speed up so i can achieve "things" faster and die
>>36562368
I'm hoping that once i finish uni, get a job and move out things will get better.
Father keeps asking questions why don't i ever bring home a girl. Maybe because i don't have my own room and have no privacy motherfucker
>>36562368
I tried once. Held the revolver to my head for hours, was too much of a bitch to pull the trigger. Now I'm here