How do I stop being turned on by physical pain? How do I stop

Don't reject it, embrace it.

>>36561621
>Don't reject it, embrace it.
If I embrace it fully I will die

>>36561633
Embrace it less than that.

Actually dying is fine too
Especially when you die happy

>>36561589
Everything in moderation. Your fetish is common enough to have establishments that cater to you, but it's uncommon enough that sadists probably don't give a fuck what you look like.

Turn your pain fetish into a subservient fetish and your golden

accept it friend it's a gift
i've got nothin like that, my mind is barren

>tfw fantasize about being the victim in a bare foot trampling snuff film

>>36561653
I don't know how. I don't like to hurt myself.

>>36561677
>Your fetish is common enough to have establishments that cater to you
I seriously doubt this. I don't want to be tied up and spanked, I want to be cut up and have my bones broken. I need the fire traveling through my veins

>>36561682
It doesn't feel like a gift. I don't have a normal human survival instinct, I have a death instinct, it's very terrifying. I have permanent anxiety, I'm scared of my own feelings.

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>>36561682
>accept it friend it's a gift
>i've got nothin like that, my mind is barren
This