What keeps you sane?

Nothing. I feel like I'm slowly losing it day by day

>>36558023

Fucking asian hookers

>>36558023
Ur mumiginal

>>36558023
The knowledge that hope and love may be enough.

>>36558023
Not woman, that's for sure.

>>36558023
My iPod. I start crying, screaming, and tearing apart the house when I can't find it

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>>36558023
The hope that things will get better.

>>36558633
had a hj once. most amazing ass i have ever seen. should have gone all the way.
i know if i go down that path i will become an emotional wreck, unstable... i might self destruct

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>>36558023
oh christ this is just like looking in the mirror while tripping on LSD
all the drugs I've done have probably fried my brain so I've gone so deep into insanity I came back on the other side

Antipsychotics.

And tv.

Knowing i'm right

Remembering that if i lose my shit while people are looking at me they will stay away from me more than what they already do

lifting weights
learning outside of the school system
being in nature

Anime and the fantasy of me one day ,getting a job to buy a les paul standard and covering weeb songs, a 5Tb HDD to have more storage for my anime, and some titles for my 3DS.
I still don't have a job and any of the aforementioned things

>>36559748
It's the dreams that keep us alive, my friend. No matter what we live for it's worth living for as long as no one else is being hurt.

Whether it is finding humanity's next great invention or just binging on anime all the time.

>>36558023
My kids and wife. I have neither but that dream won't die no matter what so O'm hoping military and a few other things will give me the economic freedom to make it work. That's all I'm missing, besides a healthy home life which I assume none of us have.

>>36558166
Same. Seeing all the garbage in society on a daily basis is destroying my soul: crackheads on every corner, beggars/scammers everywhere, working a shit job, cost of living going up all the time, etc.

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Nothing but shame. If my parents pass away and my sister stays away I may go insane.

>>36558023

I don't know. Sleep I think. I know what makes me insane is my penis. Such as fucking slave to women I hate it so much

My tripcode

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>>36558023
Who says I'm sane?

Memories and crying. When I can't keep lying to myself it's all I can do to feel everything isn't so pointless and that at least I can feel something real.

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>>36558023
Accepting that things will never get better, and truly embracing the /wasteofair/ lifestyle.

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>>36558023
I haven't stockpiled enough ammo for a good loss of sanity incident yet.

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Not giving a shit. Strange enough to say. I take each day at a time, comfortable with any circumstance I may meet. Lose job? Don't care. Broke? Doesn't bother me. Homeless? I'll start traveling. It's a peaceful type of feel.

Before, anything became an opportunity for stress. Now I take it all in stride. I might even kill myself one of these days. Who knows?

>>36558023
The fact that I need to recruit more freedom soldiers! Down with proprietary garbage software, down!

>>36558023
(You)'s that I get from cute virgin fuckbois ;3

>>36560380
You live as a ubermensh then. I strive for the same as well.

>>36560529

I've never read Nietszche but wasn't he all about self improvement and self empowerment? I don't really do much other than live in the present. Thinking about the future or past is too painful for me.

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I think I'm slowly starting to lose it.
Had a nightmare recently and woke up to some shadowy eldritch creature that imploded after some seconds.

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I have no reason to do anything insane.

I have no reason to do anything at all.

Literature, there's just too many books that I want to read before I do an hero. And the stupid hope that one day it'll get better, of course.

>>36558923
If had a few GF's and normal sex before, but honestly it is a huge hassle. Much easier to just pump, pay, and forget.

>>36558023
My future.
Sex, exciting social life, money, never having to work, friends and pursuing things in fitness like MMA, yoga and surfing. Just reaching the point where I am happy and not sitting inside thinking about dying all the time.

>>36561789
Once you realize that the future is just a bad normalfag meme you'll have to find comfort in something else. Nobody here has a bright or glorious future. Sure, you might have a somewhat decent job and a used up snatch you put a wedding ring on, but it will be nothing like you dream about right now. Living for the future is just as bad as living in the past. I'm not saying living in the present is really that great either, but at least you gain a little bit out of it.

>>36558023
weird music
meditation
deep breaths when the air's cold
hot showers
looking at my eyes in the mirror

Drug and alcohol addiction. It's terrible when I'm fucked up or coming down.

But shit I feel so sane and normal when I'm sober.

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>>36558023
>me
>sane

Ohohohohoho

>>36562125
You're either mentally ill or too dumb to talk about anything, either way, go fuck yourself.

>>36563250
Sure buddy, I'm wrong, you will find a beautiful wife and become rich and won't die alone and miserable like the rest of us and you definetely shouldn't kill yourself.

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>>36558023
Not sure, I think I have a built in automatic restore point.

I made a mental back up, so when I'm too far gone, I just go back to that point.

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Fucking hookers a couple times per month. I would like a long term gf tho

>>36564524
How do you do this? I need to know for a friend.

>>36564874
Are blondes with brown eyes a huge turn off for anybody else, too? I feel this distaste is oddly specific, since in general I like brown eyes, just not on blondes.

>>36563098
>looking at my eyes in the mirror
Can kinda relate to this. also reminds me of something odd I sometimes do. While I'm on psychedelics, my teeth feel incredibly warped and unreal and once they wear off, they start to feel normal again. I noticed that I have that weird feeling in many dreams aswell, so I started to lick over my teeth to check if they are normal as reality check, I only do that occasionally, though, when I feel particullarly odd.

>>36558023
>.webm
What's this called and why do they do it? What does it mean?

Also, I'm not sure anything actually keeps me sane. Pretty sure I'm already on the wrong side.

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Anger.
I live to hate humanity.

>>36564916
Are blondes with brown eyes a huge turn on for anybody else, too? I feel this taste is oddly specific, since in general I like brown eyes, but especially on blondes.

>>36564916
It's because it's so unnatural. People with brown eyes will not naturally have blonde hair. It just won't happen. A natural blonde must have light-coloured eyes: blue, green, grey.

Two contacts in England and Ireland.

I owe those fuckers.
I can't falter yet.

>>36565102
That's probably it. I don't really like colored hair and blonde hairs with brown eyes are often an indicator for exactly that, since the combo isn't really natural. I know a few natural blonde brown combos but I still don't like it, the association probably sits too deep.

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weed. this site. curiosity.

i also want kids

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>>36558023
>implying
originaldo

coffee and dank memes

>>36558023
The one voice I. My head telling me to keep it together and ignore all other voices

>>36558023
Tbh Alcohol.

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I wish I knew
I'm starting to talk to hallucinations when I'm really tired
fucking scary when you realize what youre doing
shadow people are not to bad

>>36565894
Have you been diagnosed with a mental illness?

>>36566960
yes with a PD
back when I was diagnosed the psychotic shit wasnt going on and I haven't seen a doctor in years

>>36567497
Are you aware that you are having a psychotic episode while you are having one? It seems so surreal to think that your mind could fool you convincingly enough to let you believe things that aren't really there are real.

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>>36558023
l am not sane.

>>36558023
Hope that one day I'll end up getting my shit together and leading a fairly normal, maybe even happy life. I still contemplate suicide daily, but I'm too stubborn to take the easy way out.