Post blogs, unwarranted self-pity, and general bitter, juvenile complaining.
I had a group of "friends" who I learned on graduation night that they weren't my friends but were too "nice" to tell me to fuck off, which explains why they never invited me anywhere. Other than that I was a good student and invisible to everybody else
>>36546563
>who I learned on graduation night that they weren't my friends but were too "nice" to tell me to fuck off
That's sounds actually pretty decent of them for adolescents. I can't imagine having been tolerated like that by anybody. People made it very clear that I wasn't wanted or respected
Constantly beaten by the guys and psychologically tortured by the girls. Made friends with a Chad that lasts for 15 years now. That's about it.
I'm 25 now, still KHV. All I want to do from here on is wait for death to claim me.
A lot of dude weed lmao and me avoiding hints from the ladies.
They came up to me and complimented me, but me being the skeptical guy I was, I just passed it off and continued with what I was doing.
>>36546538
I don't remember. I've been so depressed and checked out of life for so long that I basically didn't form any memories my entire life. It's all just a grey haze of misery and loneliness.
It was boring, to say the least.
There were no bullies in my class (as in the group of kids that went from grade to grade together, not a classroom); most of the "cool" kids were actually pretty cool and would still talk to you if you weren't a somebody.
Gender-segregated cult-like haven for the craziest people alive. Thank you for asking.
>>36546538
Good grades, no IRL friends, ego death
Ate lunch everyday alone behind the janitor's shed on the corner of campus, would pick my zits, be miserable, and masturbate. Sometimes roamed the campus during my free period looking for inappropriate places where I could shit and pee to get back at all the happy, normal people. I was a pretty fucked up kid
There was a project the school did when I was in grade 10. I don't know purpose. Some kind of social thing. We were to write down three positive things we knew about every other student in class. The data was then aggregated and the top three statements chosen for each student. Each student then received a copy of this aggregate data. It quickly became obvious that the teacher(s) had inserted stock positive things to add to some students' three statements if there weren't any from the other students.
I learned that the other kids thought I was sleepy all the time. My three things were two teacher added stock answers and 'sleepy'.
Anyway, in general I did not like high school, could not in to social, gravitated to the only group of boys who would tolerate my presence and considered them my "friends" despite the fact that the majority of their interaction involved hurling insults at each other and mostly towards me. I dropped out in grade 12 and finished by correspondence. Grades shot up because no social so i could actually focus. Went to uni, which was better because mostly the other students also gave a shit about the work. Still no social though.
Upon reflection, i probably could have made a lot of good friends. I always paranoia that they were only pretending to be friendly so i kept my distance. Most of those people never got past the "school friends" stage.
Yeah, yeah, normie whatever.
>Look! Anon smiled!
>Look! Anon laughed!
Had just got out of middle school where I was bullied so I was just the shy kid who never spoke.