/uni/ general - Dead Week Edition

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The semester just started at my uni, so really don't have any work yet and also can't tell if I'm going to fail anything

>>36545708
WAAAAARWEEEEEK

>>36545708
2nd year 2nd semester

have to retry 5 exams so far, probably more if i don't change this semester

1 project to do, haven't started yet, this week is inspection on it

have to do driving exam theory also this week because parents are giving my a lot of shit

all of this normally could be easily handled but

depression, severe depression
it makes everything so much more difficult, no motivation, willpower

>>36545708
>gonna graduate in 2 months
>gonna get a job soon
>gonna move out soon
>tell mom I will move out soon
>she be like why would you want to move out
>the fact that she would ask such a question is part of the problem

I am gonna make it brahs.

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>2 more weeks
>4 A's 1 B
>2 MORE PAPERS
>ONE MORE LAB REPORT
>5 EXAMS

First exam this week, then one exam next week, both lab finals because they end a week early

it's almost ogre

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>>36547062
>>36547069
you two give me hope
light at the end of the tunnel

okay, i'll snap out of this fucking depression and make it

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>papers assigned since February
>due in one week
>open-ended so haven't even picked a topic

why do I do this every single time?

The big question is: can I motivate myself to study for my exam this friday? If I can, then i am sure I will get a great score.

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>didn't study for finals because I was planning to kill myself
>fucked up killing myself
>now I have to go back for one more semester

BONUS ROUND

>>36545708

I have passed all my students

One came and complained about the mark

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>>36545708
>How are those grades?
Pretty meh. I've stopped caring and I think they are all slipping from Bs to Cs, but I dont really care anymore
>Gonna fail anything?
I dont think so
>How many exams/papers/projects left?
3 Finals and 1 Final writing assignment

Living is just the logistics of breath

>>36546979

I feel ya anon, everything feels draining regardless of the difficulty. Overthinking makes things worse... but it's like an addiction. You can't stop doing it.

>>36546979
Bitch nigga sort urself

>>36545708
>How are those grades?
2 A, 1 B+, 1 B, 1 B-
>>Gonna fail anything?
Nah
>>How many exams/papers/projects left?

2 exams left

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Working on my thesis due 20th may havent done shit HELP ME LAWD
Alsy havent done shit for my apprenticieship

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>>36545708
>tfw finished group project and presented today
>only 2 more weeks of class left
>I'll probably never get to see the shy qt I was grouped with again after this
I wish I had met her earlier in the year then I might have actually had a chance to ask her out

who here /mundanestudentjobs/?
I scan old shit for 10 hours a week.

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>>36548644
better originaliano picture

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>>36548606
>tear ankle
>have to get picked up at CC
>find out lots of people get picked up as well
>see fembots
>too embarassed to talk to them because I won't even be walking straight for at least another 2-3 months

if they were interested they would ask what happened like lots of other people have

AT LEAST YOU KNOW HER NAME

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im the leader of a group doing a project where we update an existing website

im the only one who is "a web developer" because i've fucked around with the dev panel in firefox and i am dimly aware of how javascript works

it's so fucking frustrating, two group members don't even make a fucking effort to understand anything that i'm doing, and all i'm really doing is copying how the website is already set up to add new content. one is very competent tho if it wasn't for her i'd be totally fucked.

w/e i plan to skewer them in the exit interviews and one of them has already failed the class twice (three fails in a class means you are banned from that subject for life in germany, have a nice trip back to bangladesh mrs. pajeeta!)

>>36548644

i had a student job once where i scanned and georeferenced old trench maps from world war 1 (ie the maps the commanders used in the trenches), kinda boring but it was very humbling to hold these pieces of paper covered in scribbles from men who probably got shot at and mustard gassed

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>>36548606
>just finished my last day with her
>she was married anyways

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>Tfw getting 1k extra "scholarship" paid directly into my bank account despite having bottom tier grades because my family are poorfags
>Tfw 3rd year is a year abroad in shanghai, totally funded by student finance

feels good being European it really does

>>36547572

I'm basically done. Just one more week at this internship and I get that fucking goddamn diploma and get a decent job.

>research paper draft due today
>didn't do it
>skipping today
the final stretch is hell

>>36548549
These images are truly the lowest form of comedy

Be honest now, how many panties have you stolen from the communal laundry rooms?

>>36548606
Dude as a graduating senior who actually went out with and caught oneitis with a freshman and is moving 3 hours away you are lucky that nothing happened. It is absolutely not better to have loved and lost

What do you guys think?

Finish a degree in film at a 4 year

OR

go to a coding bootcamp

>>36548919
How about neither one?

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>>36548908
I'd prefer getting my dick wet once at least

>>36548820
>married
Disgusting, this girl doesn't even have any friends really as far as I can tell

Report due tomorrow, need to spend the night doing the references.

Why the fuck did I leave this so late?

>>36548919

coding bootcamp aren't worth it imo, you don't get the same networking opportunities as a real degree/certificate and anything you do at them you can do yourself for free at codeacademy.org, (i know it sounds like i'm shilling but i really do personally endorse this website for beginners who want to get their feet wet with coding)

>>36548958
references are always ass. what style do you have to use? I feel as though APA is tge stupidest.

>almost done with 4th semester
>about to fail a 2nd class
>still undeclared and don't know what the fuck to major in
probably should reduce my classes next semester and just be a wagie

Im in final year of an accounting course in my local community college/ f.e college - If I pass this year (formality at this stage) I will get into second year of An accounting degree in a local university (3 year degree)

Thing is , I've been offered a full time financial job with a local medical packaging firm - salary is competitive for my local area (i.e. not great) but at least it is somthing and there is chance for progression

I had planned on getting my degree and emigrating, but with a real job offer on the table i don't know what to do. Im 23 and time is cracking on a bit, I really dont know if I can take another 2 years of being a broke student

>>36549033
all of my professors want papers and references in APA now. What the fuck was wrong with MLA exactly?

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>>36549033

i was in a very computer-heavy STEM degree and my profs never gave a shit about citation style, basically it just had to be consistent and obvious. i never even learned citation guidelines

my psychology friend always threw a hissyfit when i told him this because apparently this makes me "illiterate" but im pretty sure he was just jealous because he was in a phoney baloney science where a sample size of 30 is considered "big" (kek) so the profs needed to be autistically obsessed with citation styles otherwise everyone would get 100 no matter what

>Calc 2 class
>barely passing with 71.5% in the midterm; who knows what the grade is now
>took the final exam today
>feel confident about at least passing it
>grades will only go up next week

I'm trembling here, bois. Even one percentage can decide whether I pass the class or not.

>freshman, 2nd semester, Instrumental Music Ed major (blah blah, job security, blah blah), trumpet player

I have to record a song for Music Tech, I have finals performances in my Aural skills class thursday and friday 8ams this week. I have a final paper for music anthro, I have a jury performance on the 8th, a concert tomorrow.
I took 8 classes this semester because thats what music school is.
I couldn't even study this last weekend because I was at drum corps, also an overdue video assignment for them.
I have indoor marching winds stuff next weekend.
I have to practice.
I reallly fucking hate my life right now.

>>36549225
>tfw was originally going to go for music
>parents wouldn't let me and instead shoved me into some equally useless major
>tried to minor but music minors at my school can only play piano
kill yourself faggot at least you still have some enjoyment in life

>>36545708
My GPA first year is 1.8, my GPA last term is 1.3.

Am I screwed bros? I'm in CS.

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>>36545708
About to graduate.
Just got a work from home job.

>>36549209
you failed

originizer

>>36549225
your major is gay as fuck

get a real job
>inb4 hurr I cood b in n orkestruh!

>>36549363
Dude that fucking sucks
Are they paying for your college? because my parents don't have any control over my major because I'm doing it with financial aid and loans because my family is poor as fuck.

>Major is History
>Minor is English
>going to a literally where college, only because I live a mile away from,it
At least I don't mind teaching

>>36549505
Actually to b in n orkestruh! I'd have to be going for Music performance, which is just the non-academic form of what I'm doing.
I have a lot of connections in the band world thanks to doing way too many fucking ensembles for my mental health.
So I'm decently confident I'd be able to get a nice teaching job with my degree.
Honestly I shouldn't complain, I do this to myself.

>>36549505
He could be a teacher, not a bad gig in Burgerland because you get half the year off

>>36549642
Also the pay is nowhere near as bad as most teachers act like, you can still afford a house in some nice suburb and live a pretty comfy life if you don't over do it

>>36549567
history major too, except my professor is always working to find me internships and stuff so maybe ill get a real job

>>36549394
yeah, typically if your GPA is below a 2 they'll put you on probation and unless you get it up they'll make you take a semester off and thrn try again.

>>36549697
Hopefully that doesnt change due to my country's current political situation. Also as a band teacher I'd get stipends for teaching Jazz band, Marching band, Indoor stuff. Which would bring my salary way the fuck up farther than most teachers.

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Here's my story for this semester:

>be 25
>live with parents
>first semester back on campus in 5 years
>cumulative gpa 2.1 from original college run
>freaked the fuck out that I won't do well
>4 intro level classes
>hit the books
>holy shit this is easy
>dead week right now
>3 A's, 1 A- right now
>3 exams left that will easy-to-average
>2 papers left
>struggling to care this week and crack a book/begin essays

I want to keep the A's to boost my gpa so I can gear toward the degree I want, but I'm so fucking apathetic right now. GPA will go up regardless though. Need to get a worthwhile job now. Living at home fucking sucks.

>mfw

>>36549813
Yeah I'm gonna be required to withdraw for a year. I had this term to get it up, but I ended up having a psychosis and had to withdraw from all my courses

UK anon here, second year. Have done no fucking work all year and am worried that I might slip from my First down to a 2:1. Revising now is going decently, but I'll kick myself if I screw this up beyond repair.

>>36549859
>Living at home fucking sucks
I fucking feel you man, I am only in first year but I go to uni in the same city as I live in and I figured it would be much cheaper, but it's really getting on my nerves.

Thinking of moving out for the next semester.

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Finals start next week. Of the four, three are take homes so I'm not even fucking worried.

The issue is that I got Mono, had to get a shitload of extensions, and now I have a bunch of papers backloaded and I'm essentially going to get a lovely cumshot of due dates all over my face next Monday.

Only real concern is German. I've had to miss the majority of the last Chapter and I need to do really, really well on the final if I want to get anything more than a mediocre B.

>>36549225
Music performance here, talk music major shit with me please, I've been so lonely. I fucking hate everyone in the department besides my studio so I don't talk with them much

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>checked my degree plan again
>mfw i will end up taking 5.5 years to get a 4 year degree

FUCK
MY
LIFE

decent gpa, but still
all my friends are graduating, and i'll still be here for another year and a half

>fell for the CS meme
>pajeet will take my job in under 10 years

Fuck, is it too late to switch to electrical engineering or something? I already have multivar calc and ordinary diff. eq

>>36548828
>shanghai
Just curious, but what made you choose China?

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Only have 400 or so words left on my final piece of coursework due in for Friday but cannot bring myself to finish it.

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>6 finals, 2 assignments, and 2 extra credit tasks
>one fucking week left

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>at college
>hate normies with a burning passion
>can't stand the sound of them for longer than five minutes
>wear earbuds everywhere I go so I don't have to hear anything
>no desire to make friends
>no similar interests to anyone I've seen on campus
>miserable every day
>no passion in major
>probably going to fail gen chem II
>motivation falling
>next year is going to be even more difficult than this year
>set on dropping out
>was going to tell my mother last weekend but I pussied out
>won't be home until late next month
>wondering if I should tell her before then

Is there a deadline to when I can drop out of college? Because I want to tell her face-to-face, but if I can't withdraw after a certain date, then I need to call her as soon as I can. I won't survive another semester let alone 3-4 years.

>>36550937
I don't know what you're majoring in, but the hardest part for me was getting through general requirements classes.

I started having a LOT more fun when I started taking major-releated classes.

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>>36545708
This semester has been kind of a doozie. Broke up with gf, been living next door to her for a semester due to housing contract. Really fucked with my mental health. Drove me to alcoholism/weed almost every single night. Thus, haven't really given a fuck about my grades. Pulling A's in two of my classes that I'm not super worried about.

Not going to fail anything as far as I know, but I might get a C or low B in my International Relations class.


1 exam tomorrow, 1 paper I need to fine-tune, 1 I need to complete, and then 3 exams next week. One of them is take-home so I'm going to do that with a classmate. Just need to finish strong this week and then move out of my god-forsaken apartment.

>>36550937
What's your major, anon? I'm not an adviser, but honestly switching studies might be preferable to dropping out. If you've taken out loans you're probably already thousands in debt. Better to have a degree at the end of it than to have to pay for an incomplete investment.

>>36549105
You can take the job, see if it goes anywhere, then go back to college if it doesn't.

>>36551056
I'm in a dual degree bio and environmental science program, but I don't care about the environment anymore. I also don't want to get a degree in anything else, I just want to never have to be on a college campus ever again. We're 10k in debt at most, so that's not too big of an issue if I can get a job and help pay it off. Being at college ruined me mentally and socially, I want to get out before I mess up even more or do something I'll regret.

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One more final (Thursday, Databases) and a final paper for design class (also Thursday) and I'm free from uni.

>>36551130
Have you talked to an adviser about any possible alternatives?

Have you looked at a vocational school or program?
Even if college isn't for you I really think you should look into some other career options.

who /glasgow/ here

please respond

>>36551223
euro turd fuck off

>>36551239
>be american
>300k in debt
>shart in mart
>get shot
AYYYYY CARRAMBA DIOS MIO

>>36551191
Should I schedule an appointment with my adviser? I haven't considered vocational school because there isn't a certain job I want, I'll take anything.

>>36551322
>be latin american(sic)
>get shot before enrolled in college

>>36550720
I'm studying Chinese, hopefully walking into a comfy gov job after I grad

I have the option of about 5 different partner unis, I don't really feel like living through a Siberian winter in Beijing so I applied to shanghai.

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>dropped out of a 3,5 year chemistry program after 2 years to pursue a degree in the Japanese language

Wish me luck for the entrance exam, robots.

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>>36551346
Definitely talk to your adviser about other interests. He/she can help point you to other departments if there's something you haven't considered before. Even if you need to take a semester/year off, I really think trucking through it to be a better option than paying 10k with nothing to show for it.

As far as vocational school goes, I can't really give you any advice or hints other than that plumbers/electricians/carpenters are disappearing, but the need for them isn't going anywhere. Honestly, sometimes I wish I had more interest/knowledge about those fields. I have one year left in a major that I like with a pretty good potential for job placement, but I wonder what I'd be doing now if I had looked into those options rather than jumping into school.

Finally finishing my last semester in the summer. I wish I didn't screw around so much when I first started. I'm 25 now and people my age are already starting families and have decent paying jobs while I'm still living at home.

Doesn't help that I have the stereotypical Asian parents. To them I'm already a failure in life.

>>36551470
Why? Are you going to be a teacher?

I kinda want to do it too

Another day alone without talking to a single girl.

The only opportunity I get to talk to girls is if my roommate brings a girl back to our room. He hangs out with this one girl a lot who he's apparently not into and is "just friends" with and I want to fuck her but I don't think she'd fuck me. I think it's because that's one of the only 3 girls I've talked to for more than 5 minutes in the past 3 months.

>plans set for the summer
>professor gets me a spot in a good internship
>have to decline because I'm already flying home and have a job there
>professor is upset I didn't accept
s-sorry?

How are all of you niggers fucking up so hard in school?

It's literally how you make your future and get the chance to get out of robot-dom.

Fuck relationships and fuck your feelings. Just work it all away. It'll be worth it because then you'll get the money to be able to cry in your own nice home rather than be depressed in your parents' house.

>>36545708
>grades?
Looks like it's gonna be 1 A-, 1 B+, 1 B- and 1 C.
>gonna fail?
Yeah that 1 C might become a D, depends on how I do on the final, I already started studying and it's next Wednesday so I've got a lot of time and I'm feeling good so we'll see.
>how many exams?
4 exams, 1 Thursday but it won't be hard, and then one next Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, and then I'm done! Feels good I'll be home in time for dinner Friday night

>>36550711
Same here. Luckily, I have time to change. I'd rather cut my dick off with a spoon than take another semester of this dull bullshit.

>STEM Major
>2 finals left
>1 bullshit powerpoint

I'm gonna make it, just have to hit the books for three days and I'll be ok.

Anon who made the earlier thread, unless I get a 96% on the final exam I'm going to get kicked out of my major, is gas mask still considered the best way to go out?

B-,B,B-,B,B+
Better than last semester

Have to write a 5 page paper that's due tomorrow which I've finished one pragraph of

Haven't started studying for any other tests

I hope I don't fail

i have an exam at 6pm and another 9am on friday

why the FUCK is the exam period for my school so fucking long?
my birthday's on thursday and i'll be spending all day studying instead of playing video games REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>36551965
i really enjoyed the CS classes i took, but enjoyment doesn't lead to jobs

>>36551470
Why not double major?

>>36551470
Are you going to study abroad?

>>36551688
That's the plan. I really like Japanese (already have a JLPT N1 certificate) and am not that concerned about making money, so this path is something I want to try before I give up.

If you have a passion, I'd say go for it. At least for me, chemistry was like torture, I just chose it because it seemed like something people would respect. I feel much better now that I'm moving towards a goal that's of importance to me.

>>36551915
I never learned proper study habits and am in turn incredibly lazy so I'm going for a meme libarts degree and hoping I can get a teaching job telling kids about WWII.

>>36552483
Just be careful anon. I know a few guys that taught over there, and they got completely burned out after a year or so. It isn't easy living there.

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>final lab practical friday
>shit studying
>need a fucking 53 or higher to pass
>been drinking to ease the stress
>think I might be developing a dependency
>tfw can only study buzzed or drunk now

I have to present in front of the class Thursday. I'm scared. I'd literally rather eat a piece of dog shit than present in front of an entire class

>>36552972
I felt the same way until I took a teaching assistant position at my university

Had to explain class material to 70+ students at a time and answer any questions off the top of my head, three times a week for an entire semester

Killed my fear of public speaking in a couple weeks

How are some of you moving out after graduating? Do you find roommates or something? The costs of renting an apartment where I live are ridiculous. Even for a shitty one. Right now I'm trying to find a decent studio apartment, but it looks like I'm going to have to get a roommate.

>>36552972
no one is paying attention to you except the professor, really. Just focus your attention on someone who's playing on their phone and you will feel better

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>>36545708
>How are those grades?
shit the bed in calc and engineering mechanics but will hopefully still pass and transfer my avg gpa should be around 3.3
>Gonna fail anything?
there is a small chance with calc or engineering mechanics; i just as hell hope i don't fail
>How many exams/papers/projects left?
Last exam on physics tomorrow; 89% in the class but need 90% for an A+, haven't studied for shit but I really should because i'm so close, but at the same time 89% isn't something to complain about and part of me just wants to chill.

After tomorrow I'm done and hopefully the costco interviewers liked me today so i can wagecuck for them all summer and buy a bike

>tfw asian stacy in front of me in class kept bending over, exposing her back multiple times
HNNNNNGGG

>>36552483
>already have a JLPT N1 certificate
Shit son you're already there. Good luck, I'm a fuckup in uni just to be there. Still unclear on what to pursue.

>>36550800
that's like a page and half, man

c'mon, stop being such a bitch and just do it.

reminder, 85% of the students always do last-minute shit

you are not alone

>>36553698
feels good to be the 15%
who /discipline/ here?

>>36551470
>tfw dropped astronomy major in freshman year to study Spanish (major) and Russian (minor)
>tfw studying abroad in Guatemala and doing service learning in a hospital, leaving on Sunday
>tfw have a TA internship lined up for the fall

>studying languages and "passions"
why can't you faggots study real shit and suffer with the rest of us

Have calc 2 in the summer so I can start calc 3 in the fall. JUST

>tfw had a library interview for today
>even took a shower preparing for it
>get a call an hour before, saying the position is already filled
JUST

How the fuck can I start wagecucking? I have no job experience

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>>36553894
What if I do both?

>>36552940
I know that feel all too well my friend.

>Get home for lunch, take a shot or two with my food in anticipation of studying.
>Still too unfocused and need to go smoke a cig before I can get any work done.
>Head out eventually for my job after drinking a beer.

It just recently hit me how I drink at least a few drinks whenever I need to get anything done.

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Got to do a presentation for my topography class tomorrow

Everyone has had to do a presentation so far

Fucked up on my first time and didnt have my presentation ready and someone else had to go

Went to professor to get another try

Said I could have another chance, and he would warn me in advance so I could prepare
turns out I am presenting the last paper of the semester
a paper written by him personally
I dont fucking understand it as much as I should because its like ten pages of dense bullshit
My presentation sucks so far because I dont know how to organize it
I am gonna super half ass it
I can just imagine how bad its gonna look

Fuck why cant this train of pain and anguish just stop?
I want off this bullshit ride.

>>36546842
This. Jesus, what a week.

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I've been avoiding my advisor for the last three weeks after dropping two of his classes without telling him before I submitted the withdrawal documents

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I am in my final semester.

Except it's not actually my final semester because I fucked up some classes earlier and now I have to take a few during the summer to graduate.

Except I might be failing the only one of my courses that requires an actual project and only passing the others because of reading the practice tests without doing any of the homeworks.

So if I can't write those papers I won't graduate at all.

I don't know why I am doing this.

Usually I feel exhausted at this point in the semester, but right now I just feel dissociated.

I can't bring myself to do much of anything at all. Most of what I have brought myself to be able to do the last few weeks has been from inertia alone.

But I don't feel sad or depressed at all. Just bored.

>>36551394
nice man! I'm also study abroad in China. I went there for an internship last year. It is fucking awesome, you'll love it. You go from being an autist to being the biggest chad ever in the eyes of your Chinese friends. Everything you say or do is funny/cute.

i'm running out of steam my brain feels like it's dying

>go to college commuting from parent's house
>finishing 4th year with no signs of graduating until 2020 because i finally switched majors after fucking 2 years of making a decision
>mfw told myself 4 years ago that i would have a great time in college even if i commute
>always in neck pain from spinal fusion
>still an apathetic khv at 21
>mfw no friends since 2009
>GPA going steadily downhill
i blew it so fucking bad.

>>36556192
from what major to what? if not STEM.You know the drill by now.

>>36556733
i switched from STEM (biology) to economics

>>36556846
yare yare daze..anon..

Got accepted TO UC Irvine, UC Riverside, UC San Diego, and Cal Poly Pamona. Feelsverygoodman

I have a power point I put off for a month soon. Issue is it's on a African country so underdeveloped there's no information on it.

>>36545708
>High 80s
>Not failing anything kek
>I have so much fucking work and I feel like my legs are gonna snap cuz I ran a 10K two days ago and they still hurt and I'm just so fucking overwhelmed dude I have so much work help m

>have full ride to school i hate
wat do?

>Maths exam at 9:30 tomorrow
>It's 3:50am right now
>Planning on not going in

Anyone know what happens if you don't turn up to an exam ?

>>36557136
You fail dumbass

>>36557217
I'm not planning on continuing but i get funding on my course and I don't want to end up paying it back if i don't attend the final exam

>>36557269
You still owe for it you're not buying a final exam, you're paying for a class, the professors time and the use of the campus over the duration of the semester, not a single final exam

>>36545708
>How are those grades?
gonna fail the entire semester
>Gonna fail anything?
gonna fail the entire semester
>How many exams/papers/projects left?
1 exam left tomorrow

no job for the summer, applied to 70+ co ops and heard nothing. no interviews. spiralled out of control from there.

even the job i had last summer working in a call centre didnt reply. i emailed my former boss 2 times and went in to hand in my resume at the front desk.

so yeah im probably going to stay up most of the night looking up ways to kill myself and go in tomorrow stare at the paper for 2 hours and hand it in blank.

>>36557507
>You still owe for it
scotland here we don't pay for further education. I mean i get funding as in my course is paid for me

>>36545708
>85+ in everything
>fairly close to failing Phys ed, but I should be fine
>only a couple exams left

>>36557845
>phys ed
What country are you in?

>>36545708
>How are those grades?
I think I'm gonna get 1 maybe 2 C's, a couple B's and hopefully 1 or 2 A's.
>Gonna fail anything?
Fuck no, if you actually fail a class and you genuinely gave your best you should literally kill yourself.
>How many exams/papers/projects left?
1-2 lab reports for one of my labs, 5 finals. One final is worth 40% of my grade. Fuck. Luckily it's linear algebra so it's easy.

>going to college next year
>mech engineer so far
>dont know how hard it will be
>anxious to be moving away from parents

W-what do I do lads? Is college that bad?

>>36558135
It's pretty simple.
Put the work in, you get results out. That has absolutely been my experience so far. Just focus on learning the content, you'll quickly find that most engineers bitch more than necessary. You'll probably spend more time on work than your liberal arts major friends, but it's not that bad. I struggled in high school yet make high honor roll in college.

The anxiety about moving away from home I can't dissuade. It sucks. It also sucks having to keep all your belongings in a dorm, making sure not to get too much stuff so you can pack it up in the back of your car at the end of the semester and bring it home.

Don't be too anxious. College is very doable. The "leash" that teachers kept you on in high school is loosened. Nobody will make you go to lecture, but fucking go. It's what you're paying for.

t. aero eng

>>36558135
It is bad, yes. High school was for me at least infinitely more enjoyable.
As another anon said just do the work. Go to lecture. Study for exams. Do the homework. If you put in the effort its is almost impossible for you to do get below a B+ in a particular subject.

I was very lucky to get a single room first year (practically none at my school get them). The roommate experience was something I did not have to go through so I can't tell much about it. Leaving home isn't that bad after a month or two, you eventually acclimate to your new environment. Also first year is all into courses so if you are not literally retarded you should do well.
Though this whole experience has made me quite numb and I'm practically a zombie during the school year but that is just my experience.

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>>36558135
As somebody who was valedictorian in high school without studying much at all and is about to graduate from uni in electrical engineering with a 3.6, it's not that bad.
I didn't study much, mainly cramming for an hour or so the night before. I definitely feel like I could have managed a 3.9+ had I actually put in the work, but I wasn't about to doing that. Your mileage may vary with how much studying you'll need to do.
Living in the same room with someone else also varies. My roommate the first year was a great person, then I got a single the second year, and finally a fucking normalfag the third year who made me want to die. Then I started commuting for the final year, and honestly wish I had done it the entire time.
Definitely don't start to get into the habit of skipping classes. I only really started to do it in my final year, since I could also justify it with not wanting to drive ~50 mins to uni that day.
Really try to get an internship your sophomore and junior years. I failed my interview sophomore year, took the summer off junior year, and barely managed to get a job lined up before graduation.
Hope this rambling helps, just got done writing my final paper so a bit more verbose than usual.

>>36558283
>>36559095
>>36559401
Well thanks for that friends.

I went pretty hard in high school and I just don't know if I can keep up that momentum into college. I just don't want to stress over small things and do good. Though I was a high school A student its much more likely that I become a B student in college due to my fatigue during HS.

>exam tomorrow
>gonna fail
>others will fail too but it will be because they were partying
>I will because I sat alone in my dorm on 4chan
feels bad man

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>might have a double room next semester
Not gonna make it. I need my personal space pretty bad bros
I have a skin condition that can flare up and makes me super irritable and I need personal space to go and cool off

ill be getting b's in most of my classes, used to a's, probably disappointing my parents but whatever

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I hate that feeling of social isolation, it's like when you talk to people, but you don't fully connect with them, y'know? Most of my friendships seem superficial.

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>wear a beanie to hide my receding hairline
>kids make fun of the teacher for being bald and everyone laughs

ruined my entire day. might cook some chicken and go to bed.

>>36547874
why Moby Dick is the best English language novel ever written.
>litterally not joke

>>36550345
Bro, don't stress it. Just enjoy the extra time socializing and relaxing because if you end up with a 9-5 job, your time is gonna seem so finite every day.

>>36561229
iktf man; feels like i'll never have a deep conversation with them.
a lot of blame goes on me though because i don't like show my weaknesses to people unless i really know them well

>>36546816

one more exam in t-7 hours. gonna go to bed, sleep 5 hours and then get the caffieniest coffee money can buy.

>research paper
>didn't start
>didnt even research
>tfw i fucking hate everything

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>>36561288
Keep your chin up my dude

>>36549859
literally do vyvanse