>graduate from university
>get an incredible white collar office gig
>money is there, hobbies are there, the only thing I need right now is a gf ;_;
>tfw no gf ;_;
>out of nowhere a qt appears at work
>at least a solid 8/10 (no bias I swear) brunette
>really extremely incredibly unbelievably shy
>so shy I feel like a turbonormie around her
>whenever I go out to smoke she "accidentally" happens to be there all of a sudden and talks to me
>weeks go by
>now she's texting me to text here whenever I decide to go out to smoke so she can tag along
>dropping hints about how she's not even married yet and stuff (21yo)
>I send her some of my music and she likes it
>very awkwardly tries to get me to go with her to eat, I deny every time because retarded
>been almost 4 months now, still haven't done anything
>these last days I'm thinking I'm getting a little closer
>this evening, chatting on Messenger
>telling her some jokes, she laughs
>before logging out, she says to me "gotta go sleep, I'm too tired", and then "goodnight my friend"
I want to
F U C K I N G
D I E
How could I fuck this up so bad? HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
help
oregunio
>>36521884
>be me
>4'11 womanlett
>8/10 body 6/10 face
>meets boy
>connects with boy for first time
>learns hes autistic
>be me with depression and recluse
>we grow together for months and date
>he shows me /pol/
>I help aid him in shitposting4trump
>become bigger shitposter than him
>gets threatened on /b/ when photos dumped
>autist bf leaves
>be me broken heart
>no more sex ever
>no more cuddles
>now scared of interaction face to face with guys
>been recluse since august
>lost tons of weight
>posts on /r9k/ now to not feel alone
>usually just ends up getting called roastie whore
*ik gtfo reeeee*
>tfw I just want to connect with other shut ins
>tfw nobody irl gets me
>tfw I just want human interaction again, but scared desu
>>36521884
just ask her on a date you faggot
>>36521884
Kill youself. This place used to have actual problems you faggot. If I found you in real life I'd follow you home and poor boiling oil on your face in your sleep.
Your life is fucking fine.
>>36523070
you can be my gf if you want.
>>36523070
Then don't interact with /r9k/. It's a toxic place for women thanks to roasties attentionwhoring. If you live in my region I could talk to you. Just to let you know, I'm not interested in relationships.
>>36523070
ill interact with you i swear
>probably won't reply
>>36525973
do you have discord , anon, in case this thread dies?
>>36525973
>says I ont respond
>doesn't respond to me