ITT: we explain our very weird situation
>20
>5'6 129 pound manlet
>that quiet kid in highschool
>only had friends because of my dark humor
>still got physically abused
>walk in om mom cheating with dads bestfriend
>lived in garage first half of life
>heart problems already
>insecure, anxious, depressed, borderline schizo
>3 years since i graduated hs
>one semester at community college
>2 min wage jobs
>currently NEET since october 2015
>bitchboy to grandfathers plumbing buisness
>help friend with his mowing buisness
>spend rest of day hiding in my basement
>get invited ocassionally to events because of my personality
>cant relate to anyone tho
>still a good goiym in familys eyes
>uncle woodworking shop hiring
>oh anon, apply to that!
>obligated
I just want to be a NEET forever
Reminder that there is no such thing as a cyborg, either you're a normie or a robot. There is no in between. Stop trying to pretend you're a special snowflake.
>>36521566
>haven't been able to find a job in 10 years
>moved around a lot as a kid
>moved around a lot as adult
>started developing o.c.d as a kid from the stress
>never in my life have I settled in one place longer that 3 years
>Hard to make friends, ocd would prevent me going to their house if I did make one
>ocd made me araid of catching something from girls
>don't trust anyone
>developed full social anxiety, I start shaking if someone knocks on the door like my body is getting ready for an attack or to run
>start shaking if I go out side now
>constantly anxious
>losing weight because heart wont stop pounding
>probably will develop adrenal fatigue
Absolutely not of your tldr life matters
Looks matter, that's it. More than being a manlet if you're ugly you're fucked
>>36521623
fuck off pussy nigga eater bitch faggot your lying
you're not a cyborg, you're just a robot surrounded by kind decent people except for your broken ass family
>6'3", 21 yrs old
>dropped out of college
>currently employed as a jr dev (60k/yr)
>have no roommates
>have no friends
>all of my hobbies are solitary
>most girls in my area are single mothers or not willing to date black guys (even though I'm not fully black)
>have black female coworkers but they're all hoodrats so I can't relate to them
>all I really want is a qt to sit on my face on a regular basis
>>36521566
>6'0 120 pounds lanklet
>also was quiet kid at school
>really small dick
>absolute sperglord
>Horrible hygiene, shower rarely, barely brush teeth