i dont want to die

when i share my feelings, im called edgy
im not trying to be such but they dont see it in a different light

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>never talk about my feelings ever
>tell them once to a roastie
>gets called an attention seeking edgelord

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>>36509510
Try acid it'll help

>>36509581
society knows nothing of what edgy really means anymore, my friend

any concern, any cry for help, its all apparently for attention
the stigma is awful

>>36509624
i cant find any acid
i cant even get myself pills - even though they'd probably do more harm than good

>>36509651
You can buy it online through the darknet. Or if you're in Oregon you can come to me you'll buy some acid and I'll rape you

my life is crumbling and i wish i could say i could stop it
but im so weak, im pathetic, its a fact
i have no ambition, no motivation, no passion
its all gone
people tell me to just fucking do it, just do it no matter how much you'd hate it
i stand there, Eclipse open, reluctant to learn but HAS to, i write the first few lines but youtube draws my loser soul away eventually and it all repeats the next month and again and again
its torturous and it wont end
pills wont make me happy, only lessen the trouble
drugs will just be a gateway
death is the only option but i'd leave so many people behind itd be selfish to take that course of action
im stuck, i dont know what to do
im confused and im losing my mind
mental breakdowns are frequent and i hurt myself
its so illogical and pointless but i do it