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im worried about my exam tomorrow, i need a 57% on it to pass the class. the exams are so ambiguous that i cant guarantee that score. among other exams, im always so worried about this shit, no matter how much i rehearse. how do i calculate the probability of an exam going well? that's the only way i'll soothe my autistic ass

My grades are scraping by

Also my class is 80% female so I've not made any friends

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>>36500720
>Are you ready to go back to school tomorrow?
nah not yet- finishing some stuff up

>How are your grades?
really bad this semester, I'll need to repeat 4 courses. probably going on academic probation

>Have you made any new friends?
yea about 6 or so.
sucks because I'm running out of money and probabation will prorate my aid.
I feel that the material isn't difficult. It's just poorly presented, and the amount of hindsight is kind of astonishing.

too many bad exams where i go "thats what you were asking for?"

oh well i guess if i really understood it I would have gotten it right.

I really need to do my fucking work but I just want to shit around on 4chan. Maybe by writing this post I'll be motivated to do something.

>>36500720
Nope
Made a big come back, gonna get by with 3 A's

Though I withdrew from one class and am failing another so it's still an awful semester

Getting all A's this semester after shaping up. Just hope I don't get burnt out after working my ass off the past couple of months.

I want to go to grad school in the future, but my GPA is only a 3.2 atm. Don't know how I'll get the recommendations either. Only have a year and a half to work on it too, pretty anxious tbqh

any commuterfags here? How long is your commute?

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>>36501276
why go to grad school?

>>36501330
don't really care about money, only want to keep learning interesting stuff

>>36501305
15 minutes with no traffic. 30 with. but parking is a nightmare so i need to allocate at least 25 minutes to park and walk to class. So I leave the house an hour before class starts

>>36500720
>Are you ready to go back to school tomorrow?
No.
>How are your grades?
Terrible.
>Have you made any new friends?
Yes.

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>tfw found out that I cried at the party I went to last night
Wew, thank god I don't remember it.

>tfw have no friends in college even after 3 years
uhhh

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>>36501386
so you already have money. I see

>>36500720
I never go to university, I have old exams, we have the exact same exams every semester since 10 years. I learn them for 2 months every day for 4 hours and get good grades.

>>36501620
im in the exact same position as you, anon.
You don't happen to go to ucsd do you?

>>36500720
Just got 100 back on my Business midterm, was 20 percent of my grade.

>need to get C- in class
>need to get 80% in the final to get a c-
Looks like I'll be taking it again this summer

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I am about to take organic chemistry 1 and 2 over the Sumner

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>tfw regretting my shit major
>tfw too late to change it
>tfw just gonna say fuck it and go back and get another bachelor's in IT once I graduate

I'm a commuter, former dormer. It was somewhat easy to make friends in dorms but it's really hard to make friends with people in classes as a commuter. Mad props to the commuters who can pull this off, you gotta put in a crapton of effort.

My school is the US Marines Infantry and i am not in the mood for fuckin any of it. I know my shit but have no friends

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>>36500720
Are you ready to go back to school tomorrow?
i guess, i only have 1 class to go to
How are your grades?
decent i think. i think i have 1 A and 3 B+'s
Have you made any new friends?
no, but i think i lost one the other night

>>36500720
>twelve page essay due in 16 hours
>haven't started shit yet

Just one month bros. Just a couple of papers, tests, and finals and it's all smooth sailing.
Can i make it bros? I just wana watch anime guys.

anatomy test thursday, started studying yesterday, its too much i dont know if i can study everything till the test

>>36500720
No.

I smoked some pot last night and had a massive panic attack that is still making itself felt right this very moment, I felt like I was having a heart attack and I'm full of anxiety because it feels like it could happen again any moment.

I can't sit down and fucking study like this, I'm losing my mind.

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Just finished my final assignment. It's been good, lads, time to pack up and Amtrak it home. I'll see you all in August.

>TFW more scarred of mock interview that serves as the final exam for a career advancement class I'm taking then I am for the big finance exam.

It doesn't help that the instructor in charge of the Career class starting failing me hard these last few projects and so I'm at risk of failing the class. That and I need it to do summer placement so I'm scared out of getting fucked out of 4 months of my life.

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>>36503994
>final project done wew
>one more week of homework/papers
>then 5 finals

All A's, I know I'm getting one B though because I have 2 finals on the same day, I'm focusing on Microbiology

>>36501620

Finishing year 5 here. Kept getting kicked out of social circles that I was always the outsider of. It doesn't get any better.

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>Tfw I graduated
Stay jelly, friends

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>>36500720
>Are you ready to go back to school tomorrow?
Hell no, engineering mechanics final and 50% is on dynamics that I suck at. Going into electrical engineering but i can't transfer if I do poorly.
>How are your grades?
decent, 3.6 last semester; engineering mechanics will decide if it will be good enough this semester for transfer
>Have you made any new friends?
Nope, the guy I knew from hs was just using me for grades and by the time I cut ties with him the year's basically over

>>36503994
see you anon, I'm done my last final on Wednesday.

Anyone else doing summer school? I have to do it for one class that a course I finished last week was a pre req for.

>Are you ready to go back to school tomorrow?
Fuck no.
>How are your grades?
Actually, I'm on top of shit. 3.88. Feels pretty good.
>Have you made any new friends?
Why even ask this?

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If I fail my exam tomorrow I'll get kicked out of university (srs, already confirmed unavoidable). I give myself a legit 50-50 chance at passing tomorrow, maybe bumped up to 60% chance if my Professor takes huge pity on me for having a buttload of mental health issues this whole course since I broke up with my BPD ex.


Feels terrible, man. Already failed out once 3-4 years ago after going through a bout of depression. I finally had my shit together the last couple years and scored fairly high grades in every course. Top of the class one term too. Stopped browsing /r9k/. Picked up hobbies. I've always been an android, had gf's, but the couple years before last year I stayed single and dated very casually in order to piece myself together. Then I met my BPD (unknown to me until the end of everything) ex when I was feeling ready to date seriously again. The clusterfuck whirlwind of dating someone with BPD, not to mention the aftermath drama they pull, has been fucking insane.


So here I am about to get kicked out right before my senior year most likely. Not even looking for pity. I know I deserve it. I should've worked on myself much more to avoid becoming someone that would end up dating a BPD. Could've got some sort of medication to help me get through this term but I saw how fucked up some friends have been because they started it, so wanted to avoid that. I don't think I can stand to see another sad, pitying look of disappointment from my parents. I don't know how NEETs handle that. Fuck.

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>>36502086
Damn, we got brodies out here on /uni/?

Based

>>36501047
assuming you're male you are lucky

I'm thinking about taking a semester off after this one since I have an overwhelming feeling that I might fail like 2 or so of my classes.
I don't know! I'm 21 and I feel like I've been in UNI forever because I kept switching my major...
I have no idea wtf I'm doing.

>tfw literally acing everything and got plenty of friends who respect me
>tfw class representant

>tfw still no girls interested in me

>>36504998
Hang in there anon. Taking a year off helped me a lot. Save up some money, and figure out what you want to study. Good luck

>>36500720
I dropped out this term because I had a psychosis and was locked up in the psychiatric unit.

My grades are horrible, 1.8 my first year and 1.3 my third term.

Gonna be required to withdraw for a year. Hopefully they refer me to a fresh start program instead.

>>36505048
should i take a year off too? i'm pretty much required to since my gpa is so low

>>36505048
Thanks Anon-kun! I hope things get better.. I just really hope I don't get stuck again..

>>36504998

It's honestly probably a good idea. I didn't take a year off, I just kept struggling, changing majors, never getting fucking anywhere. Managed to get very mediocre diploma and went right back into school. I should've taken a year off a LONG time ago. Taking that time off is going to feel wayyy less shitty than thinking "I'm just gonna see how this year goes even though I failed courses" and failing shit again... and again... and again... fuck man

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>>36500720
>Are you ready to go back to school tomorrow?
Nah still got a oral comm clash discussion assignment to do about "diversity" that I have no will to do but need to do in order to pass on top of working on some final projects for other classes
How are your grades?
Pretty shit this semester but then again I have no one but myself to blame. I fell into a pit of severe depression and alcoholism for a bit and am in the process of recovering. I am barely failing a core class at 69% and am barely passing two gen eds with low to mid 70's and I am more stressed than I have been in the past because of it.
Have you made any new friends?
Nope

Also I really need to get to work but 4chan and alcohol keep making me want to not do my work these next two weeks are going to be rough.

>>36500720
ok. so im taking 6 classes will prob get an A in 3 of them, a b in one and a c in the other 2. not great, but *shrugs* fuck it.

me this guy, we are in class together. he asked for my number and we fucked. it was awful sex. got to see him in class after, this was in march.

really read for the new semester in the fall.

the parking staff at my college are fucking ziwi, loser local town, still live with mother cunts and want ot tow my car.

Like ok, I didnt have 1$ for parking the other day so give me a 125$ parking ticket. "Sure I'll be able to pay that" Right?

Ugh, they can all fuck off

Im supposed to graduate in one semester. Cant. Fucking. Wait.

>>36504998
I haven't seen an exclamation point on r9k in a while

>>36505134
Do you use your diploma? I think that's really what is scaring me off from college.

>>36505134
>failing shit again... and again... and again... fuck man
that feeling sucks man.

my psychiatrist and therapist are telling me to just take a year off for those reasons

i wish i could start wagecucking though, i applied for several retail places and i didn't even get an interview baka.

I just want everything to end

>>36505215
Summer is almost here! Let's look forward to it!

>>36503151
whats it on i can send you something

>>36503189
i have two weeks. last week of classes is this week and the week after is finals

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>dropping out of college to go to trade school so i can actually get an interesting job with good pay

gg

>>36504755
i would but my shit school doesnt have the classes i need during the summer .

>>36502141
Well what is your major?

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>are you ready to go back to school?
No! I hate it there

>how are your grades?
I have 3 f's and if I have more than one by the end of the semester I will be expelled. Problem is that even if I get straight a's it probably won't be enough considering how little time I have left until school ends

>have you made any new friends?
I'm in a private school in a poor island where the classrooms are small enough for me to be friends with everyone. Also there is only one girl in the classroom and the rest are guys so I'm not too awkward when I talk to my classmates

I start back on the 1st. I don't give a shit about making friends at all. I have friends outside of school. One of the nice things about going back to school as a mature student (19+ here) I guess. Still waiting to get my grades back for the 1 course, but I think I pulled off a 4.00 for last semester.

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>need 80% on 3 finals to get A-s in 3 classes
>one class i'm pretty guaranteed to get, while another is about a ~66% chance and the third is like a 33% chance
fuck me right
also can't study because i've never really studied before and it kills me

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>>36505191
It's like reading into a mirror "sigh"

>>36505499
i have a 1.3 and 1.8 GPA, how bad is yours? i never studied in uni, honestly that's why i failed so badly. i am gonna be put on academic probation after the RTW for 1 year

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>haven't left the house since early march
>currently failing every class
>too late to drop without a "w"

Looks like the agoraphobia is taking over again. Just got off of academic probation too.

Is this weird?

My courses have all been done for over a month now and I have no friends here so I've been doing nothing but revise and crossdress for what's gonna be 2 months by exams come around (I live alone so there's not even roommates to talk to)

I graduated back in December boys, and haven't been able to find a job since.

Job market is all dried up guys, don't graduate until the Trump storm passes, companies are bunkering down.

Should I try and study for the exam I have a low chance of passing or say fuck it, fail and do it in summer school?

TFW can fail my current class and still come out with an A. Feels good man

>>36500720
>Are you ready to go back to school tomorrow?
I guess so.
>How are your grades?
they could be better.... my discrete math class I will probably fail
>Have you made any new friends?
Yea a lot actually, I joined our college radio station they are nice people but kinda pretentious about music

>>36505852
>discrete math class I will probably fail
i barely passed and got a D, despite having a reliable study group. discrete math is fucking hard. i got rekt on exams

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Reposting old post because last time I received no (you)s.

I'm afraid I don't have the cognitive ability to pass the high-level classes in my major - stuff like rigid body dynamics, fluid dynamics, thermodynamics, etc.
Is it possible to do well in lower-level studies and hit a "cognitive wall" that limits your ability forward? I do well on tests and such but I also make all sorts of stupid mistakes - I'm awful at mental math, for example. This leads me to believe I might be latent low-IQ.

>have an "intern to hire" position
>secretly obsessed with my single manager
>not enough financial aid to stay over the summer
still don't know how to tell them i have to quit. no way i'm valuable enough to be given 3 months off. i finally feel like a normal person at the office and this is fucking up all my classes

>withdrew from this term halfway because of psychosis
>trying to wagecuck without experience or connections
>applied to a bunch of positions online and haven't been contacted for any of them yet
it's been a week or two...

>>36505498
>can't study because i've never really studied before
What the fuck is there to understand? review notes, watch youtube videos, go to office hours, join a study group

>>36506002
It can take over a month. also your supposed to show you're interested by calling back/or emailing them

>>36506009
study groups are a meme unless you're a normie

no one wants to study with some """classmates""" for some reason, even when there's an older mentor

>>36506009
>join a study group
this is a MYTH
study groups are a WASTE OF TIME if you're not inept in the subject. If you're above-average in a class, you'll probably spend more time explaining basic shit to retards than learning yourself, and half the time people don't study at all in the first place.

>>36506034
well shit who am i supposed to call? if it can take over a month, then i'll just wait. i get mental disability bux because my dad has bipolar. i might qualify for it soon as well

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>>36505892
(you)


origilahlafl

I'm probably getting 2 Cs this semester and it's all my fucking fault.

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>>36506009
Listen. All I've ever done is cram. All through highschool and college. I'm in my last semester, LITERALLY 2 more days until I'm done, and I will continue to cram only.
Being so close to being done is probably a major reason why I can't sit down and cram right now.

>>36506072
anon pls
oregano

>>36506051
that's my experience as well. even as someone doing bad in the class, others would be so basic in terms of questions asked

>>36505871
I pretty sure I will end up with a D too, im a shit test taker, If I had more time to take the second exam I would have done a lot better our profs gives let us bring in cheat sheets.....
I think I need to get a C to take other classes that require it I need to get an 100% on the final to get a C

so basically im fucked

>>36506051
do not join a study group

normals use you for your work and sabotage you. there's a reason you're only invited after you present something good to the class

>tfw you almost admit getting disability bux to your wagecucking friend
he was wondering how i bought my phone, i told him i get like $200 income every month.

>>36506154
next year i can get disability accommodations because of my mental illness. but more time doesn't mean much when you didn't study much
>>36506155
at my university, a students association holds study groups by having an older mentor leader who got an A in the course before.

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>>36500720
How does a literal autist learn to make friends? Where's the guide to human interaction?

>>36506155
This has been my experience.
>Word gets out I did well on xyz test
>3 or 4 people ask "Anon, want to join our study group?"
>Constantly have to deny them
At least it's kinda nice to get to deny normies. :^)

>>36506155
Wasn't planning to my main method of studying is doing practice exams and going to review sessions hosted by TAs

Ever since I took physics 1 I said fuck study groups
>>36506184
>disability accommodations
I should have opted to do this as im diagnosed with ADHD and depression

FUCK

thanks for reminding me I will try this next semester.

>>36506239
>I should have opted to do this as im diagnosed with ADHD and depression
why didn't you do it? my psychiatrist reminded me of it.

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I have a project that has to be finished by May 1 and a job opportunity I have to keep an eye on. People keep asking me to play in their recitals or sit in on rehearsals. I have to somehow scrape together all of the homeworks I'm missing from my theory classes by Friday. A classmate wants to study/do homework with me at some point during this week, but with the extra rehearsals I'm taking on out of nowhere I have no clue when we can. I'm also trying to find time to study with/maybe ask out this girl whose number I got last Friday, but once again my schedule is completely fucking me over. Also signup for next semester's classes is this Thursday. I've survived the semester up to this point, but as I get closer to the end things seem to only be getting more cluttered and difficult.

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>went into college only thinking about grades
>don't even bother talking to people or making friends
>end up failing all of my classes because i'm an autistic retard
>have no network group to help me
2stoopid4college, 2stoopid4lyfe

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>78 in bio class
>final worth 20%
>70-72 considered C-
>need 73 to get credit
>need 53 or higher on exam
>got 52 on last one

Spaghetti give me strength

>>36506276
at least go to the free counseling and psychiatrist stuff.

>>36506247
I had a buddy of mine about 2 years or so ago that did it for bio 2 but that was the last time i heard about it and totally forgot it existed until you reminded me of it... I think I will try to get the accommodation before the upcoming final but it may be pointless now since they already give us extra time for final exams...

i don't see any psychiatrist my doc gave me a script of lexapro and addy and I left

No friends, bad grades
this semester has been hell

>>36506310
>my doc gave me a script of lexapro and addy and I left
full of refills? how do you get diagnosed for ADD?

Why can't exams be 100% of course grades? Enough with the fucking homework and projects
I KNOW THE CONTENT
STOP WASTING MY TIME

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>>36506282
I share in this felerino my final for one of my classes is worth 40% of my grade

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>>36505694
Well, if you have enough time to get a general idea of the concepts then definitely study; depending on the topic you can at least get partial marks which could pull you through the course.
putting in some time now could save you a lot more time over the summer where you would have to learn the material anyways

good luck

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>>36506306
You think they could help me somehow? Maybe give me some autismbux or a gun to shoot myself?

>>36506334
I was already diagnosed with that since 8th grade and my mom did take me to see a psychiatrist for it years ago

>>36506349
you sound like my friend, smart guy, does good on all the exams but all the extra bullshit fucks him over since he works full time and doesn't have time to focus on it. he barely goes to class and will show up and ace most exams....he got kicked out of school recently though

>>36500720
I'm going to see the school psychiatrist to try and get a waiver for the PE requirement due to anxiety.

How should I go about it?

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I didn't get my 5000 word report finished last night after working 12 hours on it.

I got to about 4500 words but it was so horrible I would rather lose 10% being late then turning it in as it was.

Anyways.

Playing tunes in my study room until I finish around midnight. Feel free to join, play tunes, banter and chill.

https://www.dubtrack.fm/join/doodlewang

>>36506567
What type of university has a fucking PE requirement

how do you learn propositional logic

this shit makes me want to kill myself

>>36506446
I don't get why college puts you through all that shit. I get that for many people the alternative work helps keep up grades, but the point is to learn the content, and grades are supposed to reflect how well you learned that content. Tests are the best way to reflect this.

>>36506628
It's common for many universities to have filler classes for the first year as most are undecided on their major. Typical in the USA really.

Your first year will consist of something like
Maths
English Related Writing course
Social science course
PE

Then semester 2 might be
Maths 2
Another bullshit social science
Maybe a chemsitry or biology
PE


Then from 2nd year on you will something related to your major such as pure science course, pure engineering ect.

>>36506705
I go to uni in the USA and PE wasn't a requirement at any school I applied for or the one I go to currently, that's weird

>>36500720
>friends
since the beginning of the semester, I now have approximately 4 additional people willing to converse with me, one of which appears to desire my company
do I have any active relationships at all I would define as a "friend"? certainly not
my grades are top, but there is every reason they should be
all in all I would rate this feel 5/10

>>36506735
Maybe shit ones then.

I go to a uni in Australia but my brother went to one in America. He basically had to take X amount of electives every year and you can take PE as one of those electives so people just do it.

>>36506628
my university has two PE requirements, one has to be swimming.

why whyh WHY are there hardly any all-guys schools left ?

>>36506735
yeah same here, I've never heard of any required uni PE that's fuckin weird
that's like some old timey harvard ubermensch shit when college used to actually mean something

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I've got the rest of this week then I'm in the clear. It's gonna be hellish but at least it'll be over. Any International Relations/Poly Sci majors here? Trying to boost my GPA for grad school rn wish me luck m8s

>>36505251
i wish u the best of luck anon

>junior year of college almost over
>still no friends
>still a kissless virgin

This is not the best time of my life

>>36506824
I considered wabash college back in high school, seemed comfy

>>36500720
I'm learning to find the moon in a telescope this week. Honestly can't wait. Uni is freaking awesome for geeks like me.

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>>36506584
I'll be on again.

comfy

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No but just accepted going back for a few more weeks
Grades are ok 3 A's one b maybe a c
Friends yeah fraternity does that a lot but sometimes you just wanna be alone

>>36506992
o rlly? I'm checking out Hampden-Sydney at the moment. College how it was intended.

Im NEET faggot

>>36507060
your enthusiasm makes me angry
college killed my interest in astronomy

>>36501173
was in a similar situation
whats your major?

>>36507160
I was joking my man, school fucking drools

>>36506805
No one in america really takes physical classes, my school offers pretty much every sport as an elective but with the exception of tennis they almost never get enough sign ups to make the classes

>>36504915
>wanting to surround yourself with roasties with no regard for your existence

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>mfw I've already graduated
may god guide you on your quest, unibots

>>36506950
My heart races and I tense up anytime someone says that to me
Eventually I had to tell my parents to never say it again

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>>36506208
>tfw 0 responses
I just want to be able to go to clubs and talk to people

>>36507590
just B.E. yourself
yeah I don't know, and frankly, being here is an indicator of that

>>36507674
The problem is myself though anon, I have no idea how to act like a person, I start out every year going to the nerdy clubs hoping to find some other autists but once I get there I immediately see everyone is mores social and interacting with each other right from the start when I have no idea how to and on the extremely rare occasion when people talk to me I have no idea what to do

>>36507770
There's a degree to which it can be taught, but if you're really this hopeless at college age I don't realistically see things getting better for you. It might be time to resign yourself to waifus and internet friends

>>36507807
one one hand, I don't agree, it isn't hopeless, he doesn't type like an autist, he probably just hasn't kept up with the shitty conventions of conversation that norman expect these days
however, I don't think there's anything wrong with a peaceful life of waifu loving and robot friends, so maybe that's good advice either way

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>>36500720
Grades are excellent, no new friends because they all look like disloyal backstabbers

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>>36507807
>>36507881
It's not even like I'm looking for a gf or anything though, I just want to be able to talk to people and make a few friends so I'm not alone 24/7. I feel like there should at least be some way for me to learn to be competent enough to hang out with a couple of people in something like the anime club.

>midterm average for class was high
>xd gotta make the final extra hard so we can artificially create a difficult environnement to say our school is prestigious

im so fucking glad im one semester away from co-op and will never have to worry about grades again

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>That feel when in my last year and Im failing 2 courses and this will cause me repeat my final year

>>36505583

lmao literally same feels

i don't even have the chance for academic probation again. i'm going to be dismissed if i fail another course. which is going to happen in 8 hours.

>>36500720
>ready for school tomorrow?
Eh I mean I never am but since I dropped a class I only have 1 class at 3pm on mon/wed/fridays so it's not bad at all. But I am sick rn and I can't lift so I'm pretty pissed. Probably just gonna study for my finals.
>how are you grades?
I'll get an A or A- in two course guaranteed, just really easy intro courses that I had no problem with, one course I need a 60% to guarentee a B- with an average of 82 on all the previous tests so I'm not super worried about that class, I'll still study but it's not stressing me. And my last class is where I'm nervous, I need an 80 on the final to get a C in the class or I take it again over the summer. I studied for it today and probably going to again tomorrow. I really don't want to take a summer class again, last summer I did and it was awful, granted it was 5 credits worth of work but still. I loved the freedom of being able to do whatever I wanted after work when the class was over.
>made any new friends?
Not really, I met a bunch of new people towards the end of last year and living near them now in the dorms so I basically just got closer with them. They are all pretty neat and will be living with 2 of em next year, we've got a lot of similar interests so I'm happy.

I had an emotional breakdown Friday night, called my dad and actually cried for the first time in a while. Stress finally caught up to me. Thought about killing myself that night. Might drop out or change my major. It's not that I hate my current major, it's just I don't think I'm smart enough.

Sorry for the blog post, I like these threads because they help me vent

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>>36508062

you have to accept that you're going to sperg out and say stupid shit to people. it takes practice to socialize well, normies just go through life practicing it unknowingly and without effort. but they've all said stupid as fuck shit and did really spergy type actions....... except they did it when they were a lot younger so it didnt matter much


would you rather sperg out in front of a handful of people for a year or stay a shut-in antisocial for life

>>36503721
Same shit happened to my friend. I had to come over to calm them down. Had to chill by a hospital because he thought something else was wrong. He was so paranoid that he pissed in a bottle instead of getting out of the car.

>>36505266
What trade job? I'm interested in this desu I think I'm just finding out I'm a brainlet.

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>>36509144
The problem is I sperg out every year, I'm going into my third year and I've tried going to clubs every semester and every semester I've sperged out and either not talked to anyone or spilled spaghetti so hard whoever did talk to me didn't bother the next meeting.

>>36500720
need to work on my final project, but don't want to ask for help. at the same time I feel really lost

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>just did the math and realized it's mathematically impossible for me to not get kicked out of university after this semester

had too many semesters like >>36505583 and it finally caught up with me

>>36502086
damn that sounds rough. org chem isn't so hard though, you'll pass it I'm sure

>>36501305
Roughly one hour. A 45 minute bus ride and a 15 minute walk

about to start studying for my test tomorrow.
allnighter seems likely

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failed most of my courses last semester, will be kicked out if I don't pass with decent grades this time
still no friends because of autism
I get really angry every day walking around campus and seeing everyone happy in their groups
I'm also sick now but still have to go to classes because I can't talk to people
will probably kill myself soon

>>36506584
godspeed essayman, I got a lot of work done listening the past few hours
I'm sick of doing work now though

>>36507219
Information Systems, sometimes offered as a CS concentration- its offered under business here.

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>midterm tomorrow evening
>6 page case study report due morning of next day
>haven't started report since too busy studying for midterm
Looks like I'm gonna have to pull an all nighter. Hope I can make it. How many cups of coffee would I need to stay awake?

>>36500720
>grades are all shit
HAHA
TIME TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF
BELT NOOSE HERE I COME!

>>36511557
Pulling an all nighter is a meme, you'll be too freaked out to properly study, trust me, i've done it too. You're better off getting like 1-2 hours of sleep, then studying. Give yourself enough time to shake off the grogginess.

>>36511601
I'm only pulling an all nighter after the midterm tomorrow to write the report. I kinda need to since it's a chunk of my grade even though I'm doing well on the exams. Fuck this meme class.

>get 90+ grades on all the exams
>"UHHHH WELL THOSE ARE SOME NICE SCORES BUT UH YOU DIDN'T ASK ENOUGH QUESTIONS IN CLASS SO UH WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO DOCK YOU POINTS ON PARTICIPATION"
>"SO UH RIGHT NOW YOU HAVE UHHH A C SO MAYBE ASK SOME MORE QUESTIONS IN CLASS"

life is a meme

>>36506093
ill help u. new ANON heere. yes it is possible . but that just means you are n o r m a l iq not low. maybe a bit more effort can help ... :)

those working on your theses, what's your productivity like? I'm lucky if manage to write one paragraph per day

>tfw ADHD

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>tfw making a C in Speech
Mandatory speech courses were a mistake. It's discrimination against robots, I tell you.

>ye
>solid, trying to net straight As this semester on 18 creds to get into a summer abroad program I weaseled into despite being a full point below the gpa min.
>nah
can't make no friends when I'm I'm writing a 10-15 page paper a week for 14 weeks str8

Everyday feels blurred together lads

My life has no variety. its just
>wake up
>get dressed
>Drive to class
>walk to class
>listen to lecture browse, browse websites because no way I can pay attention to every detail the professor says and he uploads notes online
>walk to next class
>almost fall asleep due to it being boring
>play on phone to keep me awake
>go to lunch since i have an hour and a half between my last class
>charge my phone at library and eating there
>go to last class
>almost asleep again because economics so play on phone again. Notes are online as well
>its late and I have to drive home
>afternoon traffic
>get home and eat dinner
>work on assignments before I sleep
>sleep and repeat

How the fuck do people make friends here without living in the dorms. I want to break this cycle

good morning n*ets

my RA still doesn't know i'm on his floor after three semesters of living the next room over. trust me, it feels good knowing no one knows who you are in the dorms

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>Wake up
>no gf
>tfw no gf

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>Registering for classes
>Look up class I'm taking
>Class is filled up
>Okay, I'll just force it and get the other ones while I can
>EVERY FUCKING CLASS IS FULL
HOW THE FUCK DOES EVERYONE ELSE MAGICALLY REMEMBER PREREGISTRATION AND FILL OUT EVERYTHING I NEED TO TAKE
EVERY FUCKING TIME
I HAVE TO FORCE ALL MY FUCKING CLASSES
EVERY
FUCKING
SEMESTER
WITHOUT
FUCKING
FAIL

Hell, no, i don't want to go back to normieland.

>Are you ready to go back to school tomorrow?
Yes, gotta present a final project.
>How are your grades?
Probably going to scrape a 3.5 this semester. 20 credits, so I can't complain.
>Have you made any new friends?
Made a few, made some enemies as well. A Stacy brought meth into my house, so I got her expelled from her sorority. That didn't make me popular, but fuck sorostitutes.

>>36514419
Why did you snitch

>>36514479
Because her little drugs could get me and my friends in trouble. She's lucky she's not doing some time right now.

>>36514174
speak with your program coordinator

i hate morning class.

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>the Nintendo Switch is out
>Breath of The Wild is out
>Ace Combat 7 will be coming soon
>I had no FUCKING idea because I've been too busy with classes/jobs to play games
>too poor to buy anything even now that I'm aware they're available for purchase
>who knows how many chapters of the manga I used to read a lot have come out in the past two semesters, no time to catch up on them
>perpetually stuck on the 12th or 13th episode of Gundam because once again, no time
>most likely won't even have time for anything during the summer because of camps and jobs
FUCK REAL RESPONSIBILITIES I JUST WANT TO PLAY SOME FUCKING VIDYA AGAIN, FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO SOMEHOW HAVE TIME TO WASTE WATCHING ANIME AND PLAYING GAMES WHY THE FUCK CAN'T THAT BE ME

>>36514479
>enabling degenerates to use meth

>>36501003

how'd you do?

i failed mine for sure which means im academically dismissed, for the second time

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>Didn't go to class again this morning
I-I'll go to my afternoon one I swear

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>failing a class that will get me kicked out if i do
>due to really bad depression that really sort of got thrown onto me by life events
>had professor for other courses before and is in my top 3 favorite professors so it makes me feel even worse
>near the end of the semester i say fuck it and go tell the professor just so he won't think im intentionally skipping his classes
>he gets deep and tells me of his struggles with depression and how it's even on-going
>gives me loads of advice and help to try to help me through the course, knows ill be kicked out if i fail it
>just fucking bombed the final anyway


jesus christ im a failure

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>hate rotations
>go to hospital not feeling like doing anything
>sent back home because measles outbreak
Feels good man. Thank you anti-vaxxers!

I propose we change STEM to

STEM(edicine)B(usiness)

That covers the only degrees worth getting. A degree in math is like a degree in English, unless you teach it it's fucking useless

>doing a semester in japan
>im a senior being forced to take sophomore classes with japanese kids than cant even drink still
>the credit conversion wont quite just make it so i wont be able to fully graduate when i go back home
>my friends will graduate on time while i'll have to take more classes for another semester

wew

>>36500720
>Exam on Friday
>It is comprehensive of all material covered in the last 3 years
How can someone even think this is possible?

I'm putting all the cards on the table with this fucking WorldLit paper

I'm writing it on how the decaying of bread in gilgamesh is synonymous to the decomposing of the human body

reading that back i'm actually realizing i'm gonna fail. Fucking great

will never feel ready for this cal 3 final. there's just so much shit that can go wrong

I'm supposed to graduate next month but I'm about to fail a class. Not sure how to tell my parents.

>>36509149
Yeah man.

I had always looked down on "panic attacks" as some kind of fake tumblr ailment that consisted of them just going over emotional.

Now I know that it's a PHYSICAL ailment that is fucking horrible. No joke felt like what I expected a heart attack to feel like. Heart was beating faster than it had ever before, palpitations, my chest muscles were fucking tight as shit, and the adrenaline focused in on it and made me feel like I was about to fucking die.

You ever get scared REALLY fucking bad and the adrenaline made it feel like your heart was about to explode? It was that except sustained for over half an hour.

That shit is not a joke. I don't know what brought that out of me, but I'm really not eager for it to happen again.

Good news is that I feel better than I did yesterday and can go to class.