How do I escape my overwhelming despair?

>>36481244
get a job
(very true and original)

By playing videogames like persona 5 where you pretend to be a chad or you could try to improve your life too

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>>36481244
>Wanting to escape despair

Let despair wash over you, anon. Let it caress your body all over until all you feel is a wretched, torturous sense of true despair that muddies your mind with its filth and depravity! Become a true vessel of that despair and carry it forth into this hope-filled world! Spread your despair like a virus and I shall reward you for your valiant, despair-induced efforts!

>>36481244

Leave 4chan
MGTOW
Exercise
Keto-diet
No ejaculation
Mindfulness and void meditation

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>>36481343
I try these things for about a week, but I always relapse. I can't commit to anything anymore.

>>36481446

They will only work when you can capture the feeling of despair and make it permanent in your mind.
The real problem with despair is not the despair itself: it's the moments when you escape and forget the feeling of despair for a while, when your mind is distracted from it by something else and you feel like the desperation is gone and illusory. But then of course it comes back.

The trick is to experience despair and keep it there, using the psychological pain itself as a motivator to get out of it.
If you keep the hand on the hot stove long enough, you'll do anything you can to get out of it.
Perhaps you're not pressing hard enough.