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>had a job making $30/hr 8 years ago
>schizo symptoms started 7 years ago
>diagnosed 5 years ago
>lost job
>on neetbux since 4 years ago
>moved back with parents and paid rent with neetbux
>go on paranoid rants in my room by myself
>start telling her about my paranoid delusions and how she should be more careful
>mom finally breaks and says "you're sick in the head aren't you!?"
>she finally accepts it after 4 years
>breaks down and starts crying
>she probably thinks it's her fault
>she probably knows why I'm a KHV and will never have her grandchildren
>she probably thinks she's a failure
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>>36474115
So this all time no one brought it up what the fuck was happening to your life?
Pretty weird
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>>36474378
Not close with my family. I've pretty much been neglected by my parents all my life. I think they probably thought I was faking it or something. Plus, I have no friends or anything so It's not like I could talk to anyone anyways. Well, I did have one. He was your typical "SJW" type trash, which happened to be gay, which was cool, idc. Stopped talking to me after I said bad words like "nigger", "faggot", etc. on steam chats and such. You know, like we did when we were kids. But I guess that triggered him. If it weren't for neetbux and my parents letting me live with them, as long as I pay rent, then I'd probably be dead. I usually stay locked in my room 24/7 anyways. I can't go outside. I wouldn't post here unless I were behind 2 VPNs. They'll probably find me and take away my neetbux, which means I'll end up homeless then dead.
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>>36474115
Couldn't you get anti-psychotics or something?
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>>36474565
Nothing works. I've tried dozens of meds, at different dosages. It just ... dumbs you down? I don't know how to explain it. Like a zombie? Then the other side effects ... Just sleep all day. Lay in bed all day. At this point, I'm better off without the meds. At least I'll be able to do shit like shower, clean my room, mow the lawn ... It's like the goal of anti-psychotics is to make you so retarded to the point you're no longer conscious, like a shit drug addict. Fuck that.
The only thing that has worked is alcohol, it makes me feel good and happy, at least I can be social online and have fun playing vidya without bothering anyone IRL, but I can't drink anymore because my I've gained so much weight over the years and have other health problems because of my alcoholism.
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>>36474528
your paranoia is furiosly raging, if whst you say is true i dont think anyone could take away your welfare.
Oh and let the bitch feel the pain, every parent who didnt try to do his job at his best deserve to suffer.
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>>36474115
what was your job anon? you had to have it pretty good to make that kind of money and have no contacts or friends.
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>>36474565
Antipsychotics are fucking horrible. They often don't work, and when they do work, they only work partially and give you horrible side effects.
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>>36474115
What's it like with schizophrenia
Ever have dangerous thoughts?
Always think of shizos as violent people who will Chew your face off
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>>36474528
>typical "SJW" type trash, which happened to be gay, which was cool, idc. Stopped talking to me after I said bad words like "nigger", "faggot", etc. on steam chats and such.
>you're a typical SJW trash if you don't like hanging around people who constantly spout racist labels
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>>36476763
>complaining about nigger and faggot on fucking 4CHAN
wow you are some real faggot fucking nigger aren't you jesus christ.
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>>36474528
>They'll
who is they?
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