I'm skinny but i'm not attracted to skinny girls. what is wrong with me?
>>36474004
Same, skinny white boi here. Seems to be one of the more common fetishes tho.
>>36474004
You're a chubby chaser. Can't blame you, the softness is justice. If you turn that skinny into ottermode/fit you'll be smothered in chubby pussy untill the day you die.
I hate it but fat girls give me the biggest hardons. I wouldn't be caught dead with one in public but christ I jerk off almost exclusively to chubbies.
Probably nothing, anon. A heifer like that is a pretty secure genetic investment:
>her body is already well-stocked with energy for pregnancy, producing healthier kids
>less/easier competition for her
>if there's a famine, she will either be very good at killing others for their food out of desperation/greed, or will just ride the thing out on her reserves
A fatty is the logical choice.
>>36474004
keep making those fatlards think that being obese is sexy...
FUCKING DUMBFUCKS IN THIS THREAD
Belly dumper bro here
Anyone want me to dump?
Lots of big bellies, some medium, and few smol
I like fat girls, but mainly for the tits and butts.
>>36474891
yes please keep this thread alive
>>36475039
Alright will do
belly dump commencing
text for the robot goes in this box
blah blah blah
Belly reigns from above
Hello ladies, Jennifer Nicole Lee here, do you like my bikini?
I want to know what a girl's touch feels like
medium belly for the thread
>>36475137
No, I don't. Your body is nasty and not to my liking.
>>36474004
why would you say that? fat girls are easier to get with, it's like getting lucky in life dude.
big fat belly in your face
medium smol belly with ring
This thread needs to get BLACKED
>>36475241
She's a beauty
I wish I had a girl like her
>>36475241
Agreed. BLACKEN this thread.
>>36475259
Me too anon
A belly goddess like this only comes around once or twice in a lifetime
Big belly asian gfs are also nice. Too bad they're rarer than unicorns.
>>36475496
I'm from Japan and my entire town had one chubby girl. I kinda liked her but I didn't want to approach her in fear that I'll be the guy who did a Chubby girl.
>>36475496
And there is no middle ground with them either.
Asian girls are either really really fat or really really skinny.
>>36475521
>>36475496
>>36475387
>>36475363
>>36475241
>>36475175
You are all a bunch of genocide enablers, White Woman are the key to creating a successful society. If any girls are necessary for continuing our race it's blonde, chubby girls who have babies and have traditional values.
>>36475561
Go back to /pol/
No one here cares about your dumb shit
I love those folds on the side
Perfect for a belly job
>>36474417
Y- You don't understand. It's not my choice. I know there's something wrong with me but there's nothing i can do to fix it.
>>36475561
>White women are the key to creating a successful society.
Keep telling yourself that bud. The only key to creating a successful society is artificial wombs since women are inherently inferior and detract from society.
>>36475102
...this looks exactly like my friend
>>36475561
Thanks for the (You) stormcunt
Perfect for a belly 3some
I'd die happy if this happened to me
I already had a good fap today lads but this thread makes me want another one
>>36475137
What are those square things on her wrist?
>>36474417
Why are you trying to censor other people's sexuality anon? You have your opinion, and science knows it isnt healthy, but Jesus fuck if these chubbies don't make me hard as a harpoon. It's sexy to me.
>>36475757
Hnnnng I'd love to be the meat in that sandwich
Hell I'd be the lettuce even
tfw you will most likely never experience this
Pic is of Kaleena Skye and her bf or something
tfw you will never have a girl like this who genuinely wants you to make up for time lost of not having a gf
>>36475561
Why only blondes you weirdo?
>>36475899
Because muh pure blonde blue-eyed aryan wimmenz (AKA super stacies)
What does "love" feel like, /belly/?
I want to know so I don't have to experience it
I have had sex with a belly girl but she's so self concious she'd never let me take pics of her. Lot of fun though.
>>36474316
>A heifer like that is a pretty secure genetic investment:
I haven't the faintest idea why you people think like this. Of the multitude of things that give me boners approximately none of them are related to "good genetic" or "fit mother"
I'll stop rambling and just get back to posting bellies
Hopefully some fat femanons stop by to show pictures
I'm usually okay being alone but these threads are getting to me... and I don't think robots are really capable of making contact or holding conversation so am not sure what I'm hoping for but maybe there's someone near me who will sit in comfortable silence and rub my tummy...
So this isn't for erp or long distance stuff so please say asl as way of hello. No your height/weight/neetstatus/cocksize etc doesn't matter for belly love.
I made a kik:
spoonful.of.sugar
i probably shouldnt post, i might start rambling about pharmacy girlive already started
>>36476303
I'll bite
oregano
>>36476303
I'm >>36476353 again
Dry Rotundra?
Taytay21
I love the occasions when she makes videos
>>36475876
I've experienced it, it sucks
the sex is easier because the vagina is higher, but it's nothing special.
side belly
>>36476367
said hi back but I'm in a big US state :( sorry!
Also forgot to timestamp
moar text for the robot overlord
I miss imogeneize...
she had the perfect body type...
>>36474004
>tfw when basically have belly gf roomate and I cum onto her stomach like every night
wut do robots?
No pic
>>36476644
That she did
>>36476689
details man
preferably green details
>>36475634
Fuck! Honestly i think i am addicted to fat
I actually went outside today, saw a few cute belly girls.
>>36476779
>childhood best friends older sister (28) invites me to stay over at place to get on my feet
>cum over all fucked up on the jew's drugs and fuck her basically all the time
>working a job
>come home every night and we basically fuck progressively getting more intense every night
>wonder what best friend is thinking me and his sister are up to...?
>she can't naje me cum at first bcuz I'm too mucg of a fag abd I hust fuck her for hours straight w/ or w/ a condom
>she starts makibg me cum faster every night
>cumming every 5 minutes now
>she clenches her pussy on my dick tightly while claiming its her tight pussy
>I think its oathetic and laugh it off mentally
>last night she fully undressed big belly and everything out in the open for me to see
>she covers her face in anxiety while I mount her and shove my cock in her
>after about 20 lunges I pull out and cum in her tummy now. Soon ill just be cumning on her face every night
>last night accidently cum a lil bit inside her
>"did u cum in me anon?"
>"no of course not its all iver ur stomach"
>I actually came in her a lil bit and have been past couple nights
>probably going to dip out when she is found to be pregnant
>she invites me to cum on her while she is sleeping
>da fuck...? I havrnt initiated a quest in fulkfilking this objective yet but am going to do it eventually
>this is all a true story and actually happening. She went somewhere earlier
>have a 20 second video of me fucking her from the back
>haven't uploaded it
pic related something hanging up in her living room
>>36476917
saw a belly girl last wednesday
she was wearing all black, does this mean she's insecure? if so ill have to keep that in mind
Top down belly view
great big belly from the frontal view
Pregged-up belly gf
>>36477186
10/10 would worship her belly all night
sitting belly
>first real gf
>asian thin school nerd
>crazy subservient
>finds fatty porn on my computer
>goes wild with trying to please me
>takes secret appetite supplements
>gains weight faster than anyone i've ever seen
>hangs with her fat friends on purpose to eat
>begging for my food during lunch (on top of hers)
>bursting out of her clothes
>30 pounds in, has to shop plus size
>happy with her size because she can tell i like it
>try to get her to stop, it's clearly binge-eating
>keeps eating supplements, requests the specific birth control with weight gain side effects
>fast forward to today
>65 pound gain in ~5 months
>belly pics all the time
>huge ass still won't fit in her fat-girl clothes
>mom makes fun of her but still enables with hella food
where to go from here r9k? I mentioned her once in a belly gf thread before.
smol belly
oregano damn it
>>36474057
>ottermode/fit
>still have to be swimmer mode to attract even chubby women
Do any of them like builtfat/bearlike guys if they're clean and have some muscle? I have no choice but this. I would look ridiculous if I was ripped and lean.
>>36477293
The next logical step is to post pics
>>36474004
Skinny girls just aren't as inviting as fat girls. I know which I'd rather cuddle up with
>>36477347
looks so soft and comfy. literally perfect body.
My dream is to have a belly gf with a cute face that loves to fugg, cuddle, read, bake, and go outdoors.
>>36477573
this so much
My dream
Is it wrong to self-post post pics in a belly gf thread if you have a bf? Asking for a friend.
>>36477847
i would say no
orenagano post
>>36477847
>self-post
>Asking for a friend.
hmmmmmmmmmm
>>36477847
Go right ahead
I don't think "he" would mine you showing off a little
belly gfs are the Lord's gift to robots
Stretch marks can be pretty sexy
>>36476321
>Pharmacy girl
Were you the anon obsessed with his qt (fat) Asian pharmacist? If so please tell how that's going.
>>36478247
>please tell how that's going.
its not
she wasn't there when i went to get more drugs last week and i don't have any prescriptions for 3 months
belly grab in pink
>>36474123
why are you ashamed of being seen with us? fuck you
Blonde bellies please?
>>36478309
Have you notice her gaining weight at all? How heavy do you think she is? Describe her features, Asian bbw is my fetish and it's not every day that it's realized in real life.
>>36478531
For you anon
Probably not an original comment
>>36478420
>fuck you
yes pleasenot that guy btw
>>36478420
Stop being an entitled prick, being fat makes you unattractive to 99% of guys and brings with it a myriad of other baggage. How about you lose weight if you want to be higher on the social ladder, you can control your health unlike many other social impairments.
>implying this isn't bait
>>36474123
>I wouldn't be caught dead with one in public
I used to think the same way in High School. Because I thought like that, I missed multiple opportunities to date qt belly girls/BBW. Society already hates you, stop giving a fuck what normies think and date a big girl before it's too late.
>>36475521
holy fuck this is the best woman ive ever seen
smol belly for starters
brown belly with a little grab
im going to be honest, i dont get why you want a girl with a belly? i have been on and off /soc since it became a board a few years ago, and the last year and half i see these threads. my gf has a belly, i mean its what ever imo but why do you guys like it? serious question
>>36479268
>but why
was wondering when the "askers" would show up
do i have to explain how i got into this every single time?
saw a fat woman naked when i was 7
now stop asking
>>36479319
so because presumably the first woman you saw naked was fat, this is why you like this? i guess thats only slightly unreasonable, how about anyone else? btw thanks for the answer.
>>36479386
>thats only slightly unreasonable
the fuck is that supposed to mean
>>36479268
honestly...
I just think they're neat!
>>36474004
small dump for u anon
Who else wishes they were this hand?
>>36479463
bloated belly
>>36479404
it means that your answer for the most part didnt make any sense at all. the first girl i ever saw naked was a pure white Irish girlfriend i had in high school. i dont exclusively look for white women, i always liked Hispanic women. many people dont look for the first thing they liked as a child. your answer is unreasonable on many levels anon
>>36479436
okay, i can understand that anon.
>>36479495
clothed
>>36479545
dark nips
Carmen stuffing her belly
i don't know but i can'[t really see myself with a fat girl. i was into a fat girl. we had like the same feelings but she got away from me.
>>36479512
ah go suck your moms dick
>Tfw not fat black women to eat mac n cheese off of
Belly of white with purple strechies
Belly flop on the counter top
>>36479664
holy shit i kek'd hard. are you 15 or something??
hell, might be if after all these years you still only like fat chicks with bellies. it shows your mind hasnt even grown.
ill leave you be lil anon.
tfw no plain and homey gf to give belly love to, cuddle and play vidya with when not working
>>36476537
>I'm in a big US state
Tell us which one, you tease. You'll have a much better chance of finding someone near you that way.
I don't know what it is about fat girls that gets me going
>>36478420
For ever insecure, closeted belly-lover there are two more who don't care and will love you just the same.
>>36479565
bikini belly
hecking origami post
>>36479772
>mind hasnt even grown.
what are you on about
i used to like sizes like pic but now i can go up to ssbbw
and i dont care if mentally im still a teenagerim 25 mods
>>36479867
last one probably
wide bellybutton
black belly
relaxing belly in bed
tfw no california belly girls
belly dancing gif
A fat stuffed belly is a happy belly
Looks like she needs a good belly rub
I need more belly girls in my life
Full belly grab
>>36479487
Me senpai
oregano
Post some with hairy legs or pits already.
Big pink and purple belly
Cherries is such a cutie
Perfect belly size on her
dear agony
just let go of me
suffer slowly
2D belly is also good
oregano
a full content belly stuffed to the brim with delicious food
is this the way its gotta be
>>36481088
No
More belly for the belly God
Don't die on me /belly/!
I haven't found a belly gf yet!
my belly collection is pathetic after a couple purges
>>36481506
>purges
why
>tfw no belly gf to make impregnate and give belly rubs to
Why do fetishes invalidate attraction?
Not that I have one, it doesn't feel like my other fetishes, my attraction to big bellied girls. But a lot of people use "oh, it's just a fetish" to handwave it away. I don't understand.
>>36478420
Because people will think that either
1. You're a complete fucking loser who couldn't get a thin girl to date him.
or
2. That you're a chubby-chasing creep who only likes her for her weight.
It's the reason I'm afraid of dating and Asian women. People will think I'm a tool with yellow fever.
>>36481795
you're obviously number 2 and self hating as fuck.
soft squishy belly on a soft comfy bed
>>36481842
People have asked me outright if I'm a bronie before and assume I watch anime.
I know damn well that I radiate sperg vibes at all times despite trying to hide my power level. I'm even trying to become a movie buff because it's more socially acceptable than vidya.
>>36481522
it was too much, I regret it just like I regret deleting any porn ever
>>36482045
why did you do it in the first place
this is belly original
>>36482093
you know to turn over a new leaf
>>36475521
what is her name please god
>>36482093
holy FUCK
I NEED THIS WOMAN
HOLY FUCK 10/10 WOULD BREED WITH ENDLESSLY
>>36482143
for what purpose
despite what they say liking bellies is not a bad thing
>>36482207
get in line nigga goddamn
>>36482209
to devote my energy in a more productive direction, maybe even a 3d belly gf. total pipe dream don't delete your stashes kids.
What are the best maguro and fitch dvds?
>>36475876
Gross tattoo. Looks like literal crap smeared on her thigh
>>36479022
Looks pregnant
>>36482207
Are you okay with the fact that she was BLACKED?
>>36482218
FUCK YOU "NIGGA" I'LL KILL YOU FOR HER
At >>36474004
Ay lmao lmao Knapp
>>36482385
you can have her now senpai >>36482371
>>36482371
What fat girl hasn't been blacked?
In fact, what girl in general hasn't been blacked?
It's honestly pointless to worry about, women are meant for breeding and that's it.
>>36482416
Thanks senpai, I'll enjoy that ride ;)
These threads reek of fat acceptance psyops, sage
>>36482560
>>36482588
same fag
edofhievgbdff
>>36482588
>psyops
but trannies are just fine right?
get lost you delusional retard
>>36482588
>I cannot even conceive of people having differing tastes than me, so it HAS to be a conspiracy!
The lack of the theory of mind in people is staggering.
>>36482748
this
I'd have to agree with you my dude
>>36482560
>dick
Gaybots are not welcome here. Please leave.
Are there any other girls here who have a really hard time judging their weight against other girls?
I look at these pictures and think, "Well..maybe I'm as big as that girl. No, probably smaller. But...I don't know. Maybe bigger?"
I feel retarded. I have no idea how fat I am. Just super fat.
>>36482913
post pics and maybe we can help you :^)
>>36482645
This is a very high class belly gf.
Do you think she would be satisfied with anything less than an 8x6 cock?
>>36482913
If you're gonna attentionwhore at least post lewds you retard.
>>36478536
I think I'm as big as this girl. How much do you guys think this one weighs?
>>36483072
300 maybe? also if you really are that big post a pic
>>36483072
Somewhere in the 300-400 range.
>>36483094
I'd guess more like 350 maybe more, hard to tell without knowing her height but she's pretty huge
>>36483072
in other words you're beautiful
post that belly hang pls
>>36483072
>as big as this girl
can i cum in everyone of your orifices?
>>36483072
Big enough to lose weight
For your health
>>36483094
>>36483164
>>36483165
Ahh, okay. That makes sense. I'm 312-315.
It's hard because some of the bellies look a lot bigger than mine, but their legs/arms are smaller.
small/medium bellies are the best bellies
>>36483236
>hey everyone!
>I'm that retard that doesn't like fat girls but opens a fat girl thread anyway!
>but i don't do it because I'm stupid!
>I do it because i care about their health!!
also i'm surprised this thread's lasted for so long. I've been thinking about starting one but i never did. i thought r9k wasn't into this as much.
>>36483409
The only reason it has stuck around this long is because there is usually just one guy dumping images, and that guy is me.
My belly folder is huge
big belly in the room what what
>>36483355
Understandable, everyone stores fat differently.
>>36483386
What the fuck are you even projecting retard?
A woman that fat should lose weight and a lot of it.
Chubby is fine.
>>36483355
post proof
oreagno
>>36483456
He isn't projecting, he is stating the truth
If people don't like looking at fat girls, then why do they view the thread? Its not hard, just hide the thread and move on.
Then again, that is too difficult for some people, and they find it easier to enter the thread and berate people for their sexual fetishes and preferences.
>>36483456
>projecting
>using words you dont understand
Goodnight /belly/
If this thread is still up by tomorrow morning I'll keep dumping images.
In the meanwhile, happy fapping and good night.
>>36483437
i always want to start a folder but then i remember that stufferdb's around
but idk how often that's updated and where it pulls from
>>36483526
New material is uploaded pretty much every day.
I also get a lot of these images from tumblr. Lots of good fat girls on tumblr.
>>36476644
fatherfuccer on tumblr
>>36479022
That's reiinapop, she's not pregnant, she's actually gaining weight on purpose now or something
>tfw no belly pillow gf
>>36483492
No, he is projecting.
I browse these threads for the juicy thicc girls. Then you retards come along and act like I come here specifically for shapeless blobs.
Keep your whiteknighting to yourself and just jerk off faggot.
a long time ago there was this girl that went by mmdamn and then fefegege and finally sinuousguts and then the disappeared. anyone know if she ever started posting again?
>>36484249
nothing about this post makes any sense
>>36484604
Just enjoy the thread and don't think too hard kid.
>>36485060
>kid
tibb
>>36485243
THICC pls be in midwest ;-;
>>36485280
East originally
more bellies please
quite original desu
>>36485243
I don't think you're as fat but pic says juicy jacqueline
Does anyone know aupu's new tumblr?
>>36482031
>radiate sperg vibes
I know what you mean/ Sorry bro
>>36482371
I saw the video, his penis is pretty small.
>there are fat girls reading your posts right now
>>36485437
Thanks. Checking her out now.
And I think I am. It's just the angle.
>>36485968
hmmmm maybe you should take one from another angle
>>36485437
>juicy jacqueline
>>36485968
Okay, I'm dumb. Just checked out her tumblr. We're not as close as I thought.
>>36485890
hi anon, I like your blush
>>36485890
wait seriously?
a 'healthy' girl might even read this comment, time to say something really important.
chubby girls should be dominant girls, there the 2 best kind of girls and yet they never overlap REEEEE
>>36486240
yeah i need a chubby gf to make me worship her asshole and stuff
>>36485890
>there are qt belly girls stroking their bellies to your posts
>>36474004
FAT BEGONE FAT BEGONE FAT BEGONE REEEEEEEEEE
>>36486573
>REEEEEEEEEE
reddit pls leave
>>36486650
>pretty
>thicc as fucc
there arent enough girls like this ;-;
>tfw no chubby belly gf
original
>>36486240
>yet they never overlap
They do though.
Being heavy makes it easier to pin your bf down and force him to cum inside you whenever he wants to or not.
'cause once he's beneath you, there's no getting out.
Keep looking.
I sometimes wonder what goes through a skinny girls head when I basically look through them
I dunno, maybe I should use that disinterest to catch one a fatten her up
fuck I dunno
>>36486999
please stop giving me a hardon it's 5:00am I can't fap
>>36487051
fap anon
needs must
>>36474004
My fwb is now 224lbs. She was 190 when we met over a year ago. I don't know if I should keep this going. Should I listen to my dick and let her keep growing or should I break it off like a decent human being.
>>36487075
please fap
5 is a good time
>>36487077
listen to your dick, what's the point in breaking it off?
>>36487051
you can do thiss
right now
do good
>>36487077
why would you break your dick off?
>>36487096
I could have another skinny victim turned fat.
>>36487051
how hard is it?
do it now
>>36487075
>>36487106
>>36487128
keep going
k e e p g o i n g g
>>36487051
kiss the soft sweet goodness
>>36487051
kiss it everywhere
>>36487128
>>36487157
the bush is really really doing it for me
>>36487145
bursting out of old clothes
>>36487157
>ywn get to eat out a fat girls hairy pussy
FUCKING KILL ME RIGHT NOW
>>36487174
image limit reached but I had so many more.
Im sorry.
>>36487186
it's ok I think I'm gonna get there
>>36487187
think about cumming down her throat so it fills her sexy tummy
>>36487186
heres a new thread, get posting please
>>36487284
>>36486999
trips of truth, you have shown me the light and I will not stop my search for my chubdom
lazorchief is a god among men
>>36474004
i think you have a repressed urge to smother yourself to death
>>36486999
This is the exact reason why i love chubby/bbw women, I'm somewhat short and skinny so being cuddled and having all that warmth is amazing. Last girl I was hanging out with was like this I was 20 she was 24 and dominated me/seduced me and I ate and fucked that pussy like a madman.
also bigger girls have nicer faces for the most part and give better head.
I look like the girl in OP's picture, will one of you please be my boyfriend?
>>36487387
why would you throw raw meat in front of starving dogs like this
>>36478735
What if your weight is caused by your mental impairments?
>>36487387
of course, post pic pls
>>36477306
I love bearmode. I cannot be with a skinny guy without feeling insecure about the size difference, especially since I'm tall. But I would prefer hairy body and face as well.
>>36487528
>without feeling insecure about the size difference
this is why women are dumb
they're literally the only ones that have a problem with it
>>36487399
>>36487489
I really just want a boyfriend, I've never had one before. I'm really lonely. And I don't just want to camwhore. I want someone who doesn't mind being in public with me. So please give contacts if you live in the United States.
>>36487673
>I'm really lonely. I want someone who doesn't mind being in public with me.
Aw, I'm sure you'll find someone who enjoys spending time with you.
>give contacts if you live in the United States
You're casting a pretty wide net there. Don't want to narrow it down to a state or region?
>>36487387
I won't be your boyfriend, but I will give you the d. Good enough?
>>36487673
location?
I'm in central california
>>36487528
This is literally pointless.
If you're fat, you're fat. Having a guy bigger than you is not going to make you look skinny.
You ain't fooling anyone, so what's the point?
People that would make fun of your bf for having fat gf are going to do that regardless of how big or small he is compared to you.
Everyone else is just not going to give a fuck.
It's ok to have preferences, if you're only attracted to big bulky guys, then that's fine.
But don't justify it by "muh insecurities".
Otherwise you're no better than those guys who "like chubby chicks but would never want to be seen with one in public".
If people are already going to judge you for being fat in the first place, what's the point of limiting yourself like that?
>>36487752
Wew I'm in the bay area. Do you mind holding hands in public?
>>36487823
No. Oh gosh. I didn't expect things to actually progress.
>>36487846
I think I'm going to kms if I can't even get a bf from a chubby chaser thread from r9k.
>>36487859
i would be your bf but i live nowhere near you
>>36487823
Not him but I'm near Sacramento, which is kinda so close and yet so far.
>>36487877
>>36487940
It's ok I'm already planning on kms. I just wanted to lose my virginity before I go.
>>36487964
Well you could try the new thread: >>36487284
Why would you want to kill yourself, though?
>>36487964
why are Americans so dramaticand so lucky
>>36488004
Hmm never had a boyfriend, never had any real life friends, severe depression, no future, stuck in a pit, no one to help me out.
I used to think losing weight would help, I got down to a heavy weight. Vile disgusting saggy extra skin that constantly smelt like BO no matter what I tried. A robot friend of mine I was in love with, said no when he saw it. I realized I permanently ruined my body. And it didn't matter because my mental illness would prevent any happiness either way.
>>36488086
Healthy weight*
Jesus kek.
>>36488086
Well at least there are people who will like your body just as it is. I'm not really sure what to say about the rest of that, though: being depressed and having no support network really is being stuck in a pit. Have you tried counseling or self-help?
>>36488137
I've been in therapy since I was four. On pills since six. I just always felt like if I wasn't so alone, that might help. I can't live for myself, because I feel like a worthless piece of shit. But if I had someone to love, to live for, maybe things would be better.
>>36488086
how fat are you though
stop muting me
>>36488195
I've been on pills since I was about 8
cool story sis. There's a girl I was hoping to get something started with. But I broke her heart and don't know if she'll recover. Not sure if I should move on
>>36488195
>I can't live for myself, because I feel like a worthless piece of shit. But if I had someone to love, to live for, maybe things would be better.
I hate to say this but that's just not true. You have to love yourself and live for yourself because no one's love can take the place of your own and your feelings of unworthiness are liable to sabotage any romantic relationship. The healthiest relationships for you would probably be platonic ones which give you the support and understanding and insight you need in order to learn how to love yourself, but I think you'll probably have to experience a codependent relationship and have it fall apart before you can accept that this is the only way.