God it feels good to be normal again. Took a long time to recover cause i was wuite addicted. (1 day i put myself upside and came in my mouth, after i finished cumming, i sat there in my dark room,feeling absolutely disgusted and asked myself "wtf..where did my life go so wrong?"
I used to take medication that fucked up my sexual drive big time. Went from watching potn a couple minutes a day to edging 6-12h straight whenever i looked at something erotic. With the change of medication,my sexdrive got back to normal ,i just had to kick away that fetish because hundreds of edging to femdom eith fuck you up mentally, mix that with being in a very toxic environment ever and having huge health issues and needing to maintain your A+'s streak in school
If girls disrespected me,i felt turned on and powerless lol. Girls who had a crush on me stopped being interested cause i had become a pussy. 1 time my date kicked my leg
by mistake under the table and i got a huge boner.
Now ehen a girl to act bitchy with me,i'll put her back in her place. I can't get off unless i'm on top, i'm assertive and take the lead
Femdom was truly a poison ,glad to be free because it's a downward spiral,your self esteem and self-worth will greatly suffer. It starts with light femdom and next thing you know,you're thoudands in debt and you truly see yourself as a subhuman,0 self esteem and let people boss you around. I never got too far into that fetish tho
I see many people here have that fetish (it's 4chan so it makes sense), i wanna hear stories from people who managed to get aeay from that shit
What was the name of the medication?
>>36471430
Google the symptoms and you'll find it. Porn binges caused by hypersexuality can be a common side effect if the dosage is too high
Looking to binge on porn or something?
>>36471576
No I was on a med that caused similar problems. It was dextroamphetamine.
>>36471213
How did you get off it?
>>36471783
Vyvanse? I was on vyv 60mg. Did you feel fucked up after binges too?It felt like i was severely drunk and i couldnt read shit anymore,blurry vision,my brain would hurt,my hand would shake if i tried to do a precision task (like touch a small dot),huge headaches,insomnia,unable to spewk properly just to name a few
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>>36472350
Off what? Femdom?
It took time. First staying away from a toxic environment helped alot .Thrn no matter how strong the urge,i'd fap to thoughts of being the dominant one (even tho it was almost impossible at first) ,i'd push anything femdom related away from my head and learned to become disgusted by the idea of femdom
Worked on myself irl,gradually gained back my confidence and self esteem,gradually became more assertive and didn't alloe anyone to be a kunt with me.
Forced myself to take the lead,etc. Then before i knew it,i didn't have to force myself anymore. I was naturally indifferent/disgusted by femdom "its disgusting in retrospective" and i'm only turned on when i'm on top or when its just normal sex.
Oh and don't even think it's alright to just fap to that "once". Remember pavlov's dog, you don't eant to reinforce the association of femdom and pleasure. You want it to disappear so you'll need to stop getting off to it and push it away. When you get a urge, replace your old action (watching femdom) with something new (doesnt even have to be porn related) to create new associations while your old habits(responding to the urge by getting off to femdom) fade in obscurity/disappear
>>36472406
Now i'm gonna listen to some "more life" ,thanks for the reminder
Last bump
(Made this sentence with my phone autocorrect:the dumbest shit you shouldn't waste time on you are very losers crying about minorities online the past year and I will get out of there as soon as possible without him opening the past and i'm doing countless stuff to be common theme on this )
>>36471213
I would if being dominated didn't feel so goddamn good. There's something I love about being shoved up against the wall and having a girl talk dirty.
>>36472406
Bruh If You're Reading This slapped fuck you talking ab
>>36474136
Wtf, are you 4'5 or something?