Stage 3 physical depression

I know that feeling, I'll still fap to avoid wet dreams though.

>>36469169
Avoid why? Wet dreams are pretty nice

>>36469020
I've felt like this for a week now, it's not too encouraging to hear that it's been a month for you. I just want this feeling to end.

After reading some really sad book I got this kind of depression. I couldn't fap for a week or so, but I got better later.

inb4 gay

>>36469020
have you met shrink already? are you on some kind of medication? if not, why?

>>36469020
fapping is boring but I have sex dreams which fuck with that lonely feeling too much

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>>36469224
It's just that the visuals don't go well with the feelings. Porn is just empty movements to me now. Tried various kinds of porn to make sure it's not just the regular boredom you get once in a while.
All i want to feel is some love.

>>36469282
LUL. Wasting money on someone to tell you that you should be happy xD

>>36469370
not sure if bait or 10 yo

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>>36469274
i was the same after playing Life is Strange

>>36469215
I dunno what they are like for you, what you see in them is nice.
Thing is it's not that pleasurable, but you're still left with a mess.
It's like getting fat without eating or tasting the food you eat, you get the negatives without the major positive.

>>36469339
sending love <3

>>36469020
Yeah once back in 2014 but I don't know I was more anxious than depressed, I thought I had cancer so I stopped fapping

Right now I do feel empty and just tired of life and actually wanting to shoot myself, I'm just so fucking tired, ever get that feeling when you experience something really shitty that just makes it all worse instead of better? I feel like my eyes want to cry but I can't cry and it's awful

I started Uni a month ago and I fucking hate it, it just makes everything worse, and I already have huge problems with this piece of shit pretentious fuck of a professor, I never asked for this, I don't give a fuck about the STEM shit and how much money I can make or the jobs I can have, I'm not going to get married, I'm not going to have children, all I want is to make a movie and if I can't accomplish that I'll just buy a gun and kill myself
Seriously, it's complete bullshit that I have to put up with this for a whole fucking year until I try again with film school, I should've just gotten a job

btw I can still fap but it's something I do because I have to, like taking a shit

>>36469568
If you want to make a movie why didn't you try to get qualifications in that? Sorry you fell for the STEM meme

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>>36469020

yes i do, i've had it for a couple months now