>terrified of being reincarnated as a KFC chicken
What stops you from suicide?
>>36457864
>implying the chickens know they are doomed or even notice when they are killed
>What stops you from suicide?
I still have hope that if I work hard enough I can pass as a girl and people will think I'm one
>>36457895
pretty sure they can tell they are living in a literal overcrowded shithole
>>36457864
what if they created something to solve my problems
what if I find somebody who loves me
if I killed myself then there's the potential that I miss something that makes life worth living which is probably an awful reason to continue living but it's all I have
>>36457864
those chickens are mad dumb
>>36457945
anyone who lives in a city lives in an overcrowded shithole, doesn't mean anything
>terrified of being turned into tendons so fat NEET can sustain and survive
I would be also, friend
>>36457864
knowing that this is it... i want to watch as much anime as possible.
it makes me really sad to think that i could possibly die in the middle of a season.
>>36457864
permanent solutions are never the answer to temporary problems
each time i ride it out, it always goes away
gotten pretty good at riding by now, dont wanna break my record of wins against life quite yet
>terrified of being reincarnated as someone who was tortured to death
fuck; i almost gave myself a panic attack here.
having language and the ability to think in that language gives some of us the illusion that we are more than a collection of electrons that will cease to exist in the arrangement that we current are in. fuck. learning a second language in my thirties makes it clear that we are just hunks of meat and shit. ;_;
i wish i could believe in something more -- please help. onegaishimasu.
there's no reincarnation you fool it's an idea to appease egos
>>36457864
thank god I don't know this feel. (OP) probably the little bit of temporary security I have and improving myself what little I can each day ...also anime