>Hey, daddy! What are you doing in the backyard? Can I help?

>>36455497
Yes, pull those panties down and sit on daddies face.

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>>36455497
>"Sure you can sweetheart."
>give her a toy trowel
>she plays around with the dirt a bit, not really digging
>"Daddy why are you digging a hole?"
>turn to her
>"I got something to bury sweetheart."
>"is it that box?"
>points to the cigar box next to me
>"What's in it daddy?"
>open it
>a few pictures, scraps of yellowing paper, CDs and flash drives, a couple external drives
>"Daddy you look so funny! You were so skinny then, you look like an alien!"
>let a pained smile take my face
>"haha, I sure did..."
>"Daddy why are there so many pictures of this sad frog and a sad man?"
>purse my lips, remembering all the time I wasted saving, curating, and posting those
>the emotion I put behind them, how deeply they resonated with me
>"I'm just burying some things I don't want to see"
>"Can I bury something daddy?"
>"Sure sweetie"
>she runs inside
>comes back out with a cheap McDonald's toy
>"I used to really like this toy, but it's dumb now."
>"Throw it in sweetheart."
>she tosses it in
>I throw the box to the bottom of the hole
>she kicks in dirt playfully
>"Good riddance!"
>I chuckle
>"Let's go inside sweetheart, Mommy's probably making us both something real good to eat for dinner."
>I hug her tightly
>take her hand and walk inside, kicking some dirt into the pit with my heel
>then I wake up, gasping and dreched in sweat

>>36455905
you actually want to be a father?

>>36455905
Man if I knew you IRL, I would hire you as a writer.

God damn it.
Don't do this to me.

All I can think about when I'm doing work around my house is how nice it'd be to have children to teach about it.
I want to teach them about how to look after the garden, how to fix the car, how to build and repair things, all of that.

This feel is crushing me.

>>36455497
Hey man, dont go digging into my desire for having a daughter again. please delete this post

>>36456999
It gets worse. I'll be 41 this year.

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>>36458048
>>36458122
>tfw you can't even adopt as an option/last resort because they'll assume you're either a grifter or a pedo

>>36458122
Well fuck.

I'm 25, I was kind of hoping it'd go away over time.

trying to give this helium two electrons.
well, what do you know about nuclear fission ?

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Yea honey. Goo sit over there while daddy get's the play ready

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We're going to the pool, sugar. Go grab your swimsuit and rubber duckies.