I NEED TO GET BETTER

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Will forcing myself out of this board help me?

I feel like everyday I absorb more toxic shit. I become more insecure, self-hating, and also a bit gayer every time I come here. I used to avoid any dick threads but now I open every dick picture.

I think I can stop coming here if I really want to. But you guys are like the only people I talk to. I don't really communicate with anyone else.

I want to become a lawyer so I need to develop social skills and be a normie. But I can't do that with this place dragging me down.

Maybe I'll make some normie friends. It's going to be hard because I'll always compare them to you guys. They'll make unfunny jokes and constantly lie to themselves, and I have to be okay with it. You guys are always honest. Even in your blatant lies, you are honest by making them such obvious lies.

It's going to hurt never coming here anymore. My hope is that eventually it will go away, and I'll see this place as just an afterthought of an edgy and depressed phase in my life.

Guess I'm just venting. Here is a nice wallpaper for dual monitors as a reward for reading this shit.