Mommy and you

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>>36416999
Doesn't matter because we're not the same people, I'm being framed by that fat fuck and his friend. Spinning their webs. Fuck them.

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Come on, is r9k afraid to post about their mothers?

>she beat me as a child
>shouted at me, at my dad, at my sister, at everybody
>always made a scene in public
>when i had a girl in my room, she was walking in front of my door asking what is she doing in there

I hate her so much. I can't move out because no money. I need to finish uni before i find a job which is 2 more years.
Failed a year because i was afraid of people talking me up in the hallways so i just stopped going. Otherwise my grades were straight A's.
I should just kill myself and make sure she finds my body so it fucks her up.

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>>36417475

Kill her before anon.

Give in to hatred.

love her dearly

she brought me here so logically i should blame her but i can't find the strength to do so.

she'es, in many ways, like me. She isn't a normie she just want strong enough to say no to cock. She was living proof that there are fembots and that their voices will never be heard. in many ways they have it worse than us

anyway she nurtured me, taught me everything. I love her for it which is why i'm waiting for her to pass before I join her

I hated my mum.

I could only sleep dreaming of murdering her. Sometimes, when she and my dad where asleep, I'd go to the kitchen and hold the knife - slashing it about, resisting the urge to stab myself.
Or, crying into my pillow.
Or, playing this game I found online called the 'torture game', where you use an assortment of weapons to torture a body
Or, fantasising about my suicide - I'd imagine lying down on a train track, or running at a police office with a fake gun or a real knife to prompt him to use his weapon. Sometimes, I'd fantasise about immolation - setting myself on fire, allegedly the most painful way to kill oneself.

My mum forced me to eat my own vomit once. I gag whenever I eat eggplant. She forced me too, several times. And, this time, she made me eat my vomit.

She threw countless objects at me, hit me uncountably many times, and scratched me.

But the verbal abuse was far worse. The horrible things she'd dredge up from the pits of hell where unimaginable to my little mind. She'd accuse, me, a child, of wanting to rape and sexually abuse her, together with my older brother, and my father. She'd threaten to tell the police that she was a battered women, and there were homes that would take her in, and no one would believe she, as a woman, and a leader of the community, the friendliest and most helpful face around - always saying nice things in a nice voice and being good and homely, was actually the horrible witch who would night after night, upon coming home from work, or day after day, on weekends, rip us apart.

And it was far worse because of that contrast. In fact, she was nice to me, loving in fact, when she wasn't cruel. The switch was unbelievable. When I was already an adult, and brought her cruelty up, she'd simple deny it, it didn't exist.

she's currently sending me weed jokes so pretty good i guess

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I have severe mommy issues. She was distant, strict, and generally mean. My Dad was cool though.

As a result of this I have a massive MASSIVE fetish for nurturing milf hentai and gentle dom. Even pics like OP make me feel funny and sad inside

Growing up she was nurturing but often had a tone in her voice that left me and my sister feeling like we were inadequate or like we disappointed her.

When she found out I was watching the porn I felt ashamed and she reinforced those feelings by shaming me.

She has been overweight for a while now, she's almost 60. My sister is getting the double chin too and I'm a skele.

I feel like she could have done better
My dad died soon after we were born so I guess I can't blame her too much

We get along better than we used too

What could have been....

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>>36416999
My mom is alright. She works hard to take care of me and the family so I really have no right to complain.
It's funny, she takes all the credit for raising two "successful" kids, but I know that my sibling and I pulled ourselves up. If my mom had her way, I would still be attached to her with an umbilical cord.
Bitch stunted my growth by not letting me go until I was around 20.
Also she does nothing but complain and bitch and it drives me insane.

Loving but an immensely domineering and belittling presence.

Talked down to me a lot because she wanted me to be better, but I think it just hurt my self-esteem.

I think that's why I have such a passive, anxious disposition toward women.

>mom rummages through my shit while I'm at work and finds my weed
>throws away around 300 dollars worth of weed/pipe/vaporizer
>confronts me sobbing because she thinks it's fucking heroin
>few years later she is ribbing me about being a pothead like it's all cool now
fucks sake mom

>>36416999
the cunt doesn't care that I don't have a job at 20. she won't let me do the dishes or house maintenance, she never expects anything from me, never raised her tone. she let me spend my entire childhood and teenage years in my fantasy world

i'm a college student but im still scared shitless of still living with her when i'm 30+. Fuck this bitch, I just want to be an adult but it's so hard when you don't have incentive

>>36417918

Lelmao why don't u just share your weed.

>>36416999
She was a dumb cunt who successfully sheltered me from the world all throughout my adolescence so when it came time to leave the nest I had no life experience regarding anything. Despite treating me like shit she enjoyed parading me around in front of her friends as if my own accomplishments were her own.

Even as an adult, she still has this "I ignore all the bad things in life and it's like they're not there" mentality and it drives me fucking nuts. I had to find out so many things myself, the hard way, because she absolutely refuses to challenge her idiotic world views. She would say something insanely idiotic, and even as a child I would know she's making no fucking sense, and if I would ask her to elaborate on one of her opinions she'd either shut down the conversation entirely or punish me for trying to understand her opinions.

Now I live in another country and she wonders why I don't talk to her. Fucking fat cunt.

>>36417940
u fink ur funny m8

>>36417885
>thinks leaving home at 20 is late

FUCK YOU NORMALFAG GET THE FUCK OFF MY BOARD

She made it clear that i was an accident. My father left me too, i'm not nigger tho