Are you in control of your life?

I'm up at 3 in the clock in the morning doing homework. So no, I'm not in control.

>>36413523
you could have gone back to sleep

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No, and I'm not sure I'd want to be at this point.
I would probably fuck it up even worse.

im finally starting the process of kicking heroin and im more in control than i have been for the last few months. long, shitty week ahead of me though

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No there's not enough money coming in.

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If I want to fuck up my life more I'm in control of that, but not if I want to succeed

I've learned more about myself in the past year than I have ever in my life

I was an unaware autist up until last year, I always knew I was a little weird but autism was a perfect fit retrospectively. Any time I think back on past social situations and how I and others reacted, it's like well OF COURSE I have autism it's so fucking clear to me.

Now that I know I'll never be normal I can stop beating myself up for not living up to normie standards. I was meant to lose from the start.

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>>36413495
No, my sleep schedule has been fucked up for 3 years now. The Iongest I've had it fixed since then has been 2 weeks.

>>36413495
You're either an hour early or two hours later.

>>36413495
>writing exams in a week
>got new vidya
>havent even started studying
oh im fucked
and also

>staying up until 3am and not getting back into sleep shedule

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah