my life is just a never ending transition from absolute highs and the deepest lows. I spend literally hours a day in front of mirrors either hating every inch of myself or suddenly deciding I look and feel fantastic beyond rational levels. supplemented by weeks of me working out to try and get out my funk that never ends. IT NEVER ENDS. I CAN NEVER ATTAIN STABILITY AND CLARITY. I AM ALWAYS ABSOLUTELY AND TOTALLY INSANE.
sounds like manic depression desu fampai
>>36389039
Get rid of the mirrors
I did the same sanity will return
>>36389213
fuck off schizo
>>36389039
>feel fantastic beyond rational levels
Congratulations you're bipolar
>>36389039
I stare at myself in the mirror and laugh hysterically as i come to terms with my subhuman orbits and mandibular development.
I'm pretty sure male hormonal cycles are a thing. Especially if you're a teenager
>>36389039
This is borderline personality disorder. Look it up nigga.
if thw highs and lows last a while like at least a few days it is probably bipolar disorder. they make mood stabilizers for it. you can give them a shot
Same except I'm neutral 50% of the time, super low 45% of the time, and 5% of the time have such fucking highs that I feel like I can change the world if I stayed in that zone for longer than a few hours
>>36389039
That sounds like bipolar anon, go to a doctor.