The circle of life

>>36375331
I go through this cycle every week. Monday to Friday it's almost always optimism because I have shit to do and people to talk to, on Friday night I usually get to boredom and then the rest of the weekend is depression + apathy.
I'm an extrovert but it has it's downsides.

>>36375331
I don't even remember feeling the other three besides Apathy.

>>36375331
I only go through optimism & failure & boredom

Coming out of depression into apathy

>>36375465
>I'm an extrovert but it has it's downsides
I can relate a bit
I'm a huge introvert mainly because of my asperger but I usually drink when I can and when I get even a little bit tipsy I turn into a huge extrovert and just HAVE to be with people. And when it's during the week and everyone is either asleep or at work, it gets quite frustrating

>>36375331
On apathy somewhere in the middle

>>36375331
Just went from optimism (got good grades) to failure (have to redo a 40 hour set of assigments that doesn't teach me shit because I missed a single assignment before).

I honestly want to drop out because of this, but I also don't want to wage slave... How the fuck do I become a self sustaining neet..

>>36375652
>become wageslave
>give yourself a work injury so that you're unable to work anymore
>collect insurance and neetbux

I skipped depression, now I'm somewhere between apathy and optimism.

>>36375331
This image pretty much describes my struggles with creativity.

>Wake up, feel super energetic, I put on some metal and start drawing some things (optimism)
>certain part of the drawing becomes difficult, I try to "slug through it"
>realize the drawing is shit, get bummed out by it (failure)
>don't feel like opening photoshop anymore (depression)
>meh, going to just play videogames for the rest of the day(apathy)
>go to sleep contemplating suicide, praying for help
>wake up the next day doing the same exact cycle.

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>>36375331
This picture sums up my life perfectly, well done anon.

Wake up.
Ang