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Story-time continued from much earlier this morning
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>At a different bakery.
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>An Osteopathic clinic.
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>I accidentally gave him an honest answer.
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>But could you tell me one thing you like doing, or think you're good at?
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>And well, that's the kind of passion we want here
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>Hey!
>?
>I realy meant it,
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Nobody had ever rejected the manga I'd drawn before
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>Even now I don't think I can come right out and say "I like manga!"
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>I've decided to start drawing manga
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>I'd spent around 3 years working part-time jobs, and sending drafts to big magazines
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>It'd been two straight years since I'd held down a part-time job
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>No, before I die...
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>It was like after so long in that dark cave, I was finally coming out into the light.
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>It went on for several months, so I went back to the hospital
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>The illustration next to 'trends in behaviour amongst children who've been subjected to domestic violence' gave me a start.
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>The book also said that "Contact like this can also cause sexual desire. This should be curbed and rejected."
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>I was happy when she looked at or touched my butt.
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>Ahh-hhhh...
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>It's not like I want to do anything lewd with her.
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>in any case, for once it was clear to me exactly what I wanted.
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>I don't care who it is, I just want to hold someone
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>Now hat I think about it, back when I worked at the bakery I went to massage places all the time.
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>But no news of "Free Hugs" ever came.
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>Incidentally I wouldn't be as concerned about the gender of my free hugs
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>But I didn't have some deep-seated lust for any specific woman or anything...
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>I... Haven't been looking after myself at all...!!
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>wait, maybe... I'd assumed I was trying to respond to my parents expectations,
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>I don't care if it's something shocking or embarassing or whatever,
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>The pain of being forced into a cramped and tiny space
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>Ahh... Stop thinking and search!
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>I thought I was going to forget about my damn parents!
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And that's chapter 2 done.
if you're reading along, throw up a post now and then. I'm afraid the auto sage from OP-only threads will get it killed before it finishes
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>Anyways, I should start by looking at prices and terms
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>... I could actually do this, couldn't I...?
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>The next day, the world was so much wider.
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>Ever since I'd first laid eyes on their home-page...
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>After a few years of neglecting to, I took care of the hair on my arms, legs, underarms and smoothed out my crotch.
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>But this was time, effort and money that was just for me
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>The feelings I'd always denied myself, that desire and yearning for sexual contact...
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>ALL RIGHT, GO AHEAD AND MAKE A START ON THIS.
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>Ahh... I might as well just go...
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>But they must get customers with mental problems and stuff sometimes.
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>I don't even know how I'd go about fixing it...
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>think that you almost identify with her
>she's still better than you
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>I did some searches on how long it takes for hair to grow back.
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>...Haah. Finally, I'll be saved...
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>I figure anyone would recoil in hate and disgust if they were confronted with the real me.
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>I had a nightmare.
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>Ahhhhh...! Why do I have to feel guilty about doing this!!?
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End chapter 3. That was a short one. Chapter 4 incoming
>>36367421
in some ways better, in some ways worse, but this is also a story that focuses on her journey of getting better.
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>Finally, the day came.
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>I'd given up on living a real life for such a long time, I didn't have any clothes.
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>Hmm, how do I even prepare myself for this?
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>...for some reason, out of nowhere.
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>...yeah.
>YA-AY!
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>Then we just started walking.
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>...Are they open?
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>You know what kind of place this is, don't you?
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>Ta Da~
>I'll start getting the bath ready, all right
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>Any stuff with boys
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>Getting into the bath together!
shit I'm getting a cant connect to captcha, this may temporarily interrupt my dump
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>What made you want to come today?
false alarm, it fixed itself eventually
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>Go ahead and lay down~
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>My face... It isn't moving right.
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>They're hard...
>Her lips aren't soft at all...!
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>But aside from my reaction, isn't this totally some cliche erotic doujin scene?
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>Right now, maybe I'm trying some really really high level stuff (advanced communication)?
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>It's not like realizing all this would make me better at communicating all of a sudden, it's too late for...
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>This might help...!!
shit, that one wasn't an original comment
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>I was already starting to think I might be done for.
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>You ok? It doesn't hurt?
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>...? your hymen...?
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>Mh? Herre...?
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>... Want to stop?
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>This should all be incredible to me.
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>Am I going to die like this?
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>It's not fair on her for me to be like this, and we aren't getting anywhere.
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It's probably the 15 minute reminder call.
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>Is there anything you want to ask?
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>She'd been so kind and gentle with me.
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>Ahh, hey it's like~
>We just look like any old friends now!
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And that's chapter 4.
The final translated chapter is incoming (luckily it is also the end of the story, although I think there's still an untranslated epilogue out there)
Bump the thread for a second if you can, I'll be right back with chapter 05
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>>36367277
hi im reading
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back, 22 pages left
>>36367911
Hi anon
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>I fell asleep as soon as I got home, and woke up in the middle of the night.
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whoops I missquoted the last page, fuck
>I'd heard that first kisses taste like lemons.
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>I'd spent 28 years struggling with how much importance I'd given to sex...
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>I started reaching out for things that alluded more freely to sex, things I'd never considered I had any right to be reading.
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>Then I started looking for my hymen.
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>Incidentally, it wasn't anything like the ero-doujins at all.
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>I didn't think I was being so heavily influenced by the books I read.
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>As the days went on, I noticed my memories of that day were suddenly becoming all romanticized.
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>what could I draw that people would want to pay money to read?
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>Guess I'll go with a character that's me but doesn't really look like me
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>And at last, the place I'd been to caught on.
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>>36367950
this is pretty neat so far! thanks for uploading
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Mabye the reason I'd been so bad at dealing with people in person, had been how hard I was trying to make them like me
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>I think the report was helped a lot by my subject matter
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>I'd been sure it was because they were all drinking that "sweet nectar" that nobody had told me about.
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>Anyway it felt like sweet nectar, so that's what I'm calling it
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>Getting a response from the art I was able to draw, and having people be kind enough to read it...
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thank you for posting this op
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>I was free of the feeling I was being crammed into a tiny space, or that I'd never be able to grow up.
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>Maybe these things I'd restricted myself from doing, were exactly what I'd needed all along.
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>back when I first put the report up on Pixiv, I still couldn't muster the courage to write "sex"
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>In the first place, the path to becoming this proper adult that my parents are imagining I should be runs in a completely different direction to the type of person I want to be some day
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>I know I things havne't been going great for me for a while now, but I feel like they're about to get a lot better.
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And that's the end.
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>>36368202
glad you guys enjoyed it. I really liked it, too.
the author seems really great
her info's all over here
http://bato.to/comic/_/comics/the-private-report-on-my-lesbian-experience-with-loneliness-r19652
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That was really cute, made me tear up a bit too
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>tfw this frame
kek
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describes my life pretty well
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I really love this comic. Describes foreveralone NEET artistic sex-shy lesbianism perfectly. I'm glad the artist is doing well.
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That was pretty nice, thanks OP
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>Because I didn't think anything of myself, the things I did manage to do were always nothing special.
Someone please hold me...
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this manga deserves some sort of recognition
it's really something else
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Cried probably five times while reading through this thread. How do I fix me?
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>>36370862
I don't know anon
if there's anything the writer seems to be saying it's that there isn't a clean-cut way to just suddenly fix things.
Her journey was kind of a meandering one, but the pivotal moment seemed to be her identifying one of her own strong needs/desires and addressing it directly while ignoring what society and others in general would think. It was an unambiguous act of self-care that manifested itself as visiting a prostitute, for her, which opened the doors for her to see how to take care of herself in other areas of her life.
I don't think anyone can figure out what would have that significance for you, but I hope you look for it and I hope you find it.I love you.
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What is the name of this series?
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>>36371336
>The Private Report on My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness
these scanlations appear to be a personal project by tetsu-scans.blogspot.com
the manga has been licensed for North American Distribution
The author has done at least one other book (see info over here >>36368271 )
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A decent read.
Can't say I identify with it at all though.
Being a western straight male would be part of that.
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great read, OP. thanks for dumping
good learning and shit
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I just want to hug her ;_; tfw no neet lez gf.
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>>36366911
thanks for posting this, it was a really nice read
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what a grabage thread. Oh look another talented person has found their way in life. So relatable and heartwarming
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