Anyone else want to kill themselves but not die?

why is this so funny lmao

>>36319472
Sounds like you just want attention. Try cutting yourself

yeah it's called drinking and doing drugs and sleeping from 6a-3p

>>36319472
Wanting to die and wanting to kill yourself are completely diferent concepts.
Wanting to kill yourself has a completely diferent backstory and motivation
And wanting to die usually comes from diferent situations that derive in entirely diferent consequences on how one sees life.
You're still a faggot, though.

>>36319472
Change identity
Fake your death
Move away from country
Trick every person you've ever met to belive that you died
Enjoy killing yourself but not dying

>>36319472
Being not me would be pretty cool. When I go out in public I can't believe just how different I am from everyone. It's nothing short of surreal.

I wish there were some sort of state-sanctioned elective self elimination for unsalvagable types like myself.

>>36319987
how do you afford drugs if you arent working? Assuming you arent working all night and sleeping during the day that is.

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>>36319987
this
>tfw it's 9am, been up since 7pm, and just started drinking after running out of weed

>>36320262
I know that feel but I learned how to stop caring. I am comfortable enough in my skin now. What changed things the most was observing people and trying to dress like a normie. Now I can kinda blend in.

>>36320444
>observing people and trying to dress like a normie.
This is something major that only just noticed. Need to completely change my wardrobe, it seems. My looks are emotion inducing but I think being able to blend in is key. Not so easy when you're so removed from public life to know what's "in" or not though.

>>36320444
>>36320744
I tried this, I ended up hating myself even more. Not only was I still ugly, but I also felt not like myself AND was out of all the money I spent on normie clothes.