Anyone else just sit alone and cringe at old memories? Like I

I get this all the time and it puts me into a deep depression it sucks.

>>36318265
I know I do, it ruins my day sometimes

>>36318330
Yeah I mean I have certain things I hold on to. Shit that I am proud of. That always helps me out. But like it literally gets to the point where I shutdown and go into fetal position at points. I am kinda worried I will commit sodoku but whatever happens, happens.

>>36318443
i got nothing to be proud of.

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>>36318265
yeah I've been like this a lot, I meditate on why I don't have friends now and it's mainly these cringy memories that stick out as being the reason people stopped talking to me, but when i reach out to those people they're just busy with their lives and the people they've met since, but my mind still makes it a correlated effect when I just suck at bringing new people into my life. Buy every time I try I have a new cringy memory. Really makes you think.

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>>36318265
it is like Vietnam flashbacks only more painful

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>>36318265
I usually curse or chant "end my existence"
Or hit the wall
Or go in an autistic rage
Luckily it only happens when I'm alone.

>>36318265
I cringe at my old filthy frank phase when I actually thought that him and his fag buddies were funny.

I had a day awhile back where I punched myself for every mistake I could remember making and now I don't feel as bad about any of them.

>>36318265
if I could travel through time I would beat the shit out of my younger self and then fuck him

I cringe at mundane moments that no one would think twice about, I'm so fucking autistic.

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>laying in bed, driving, anytime you're alone, recalling all the peoples' reactions to your 1/10 face
>which pile up every day, forever
Consider yourself lucky that you'll never have to experience this.