Things to do before I an hero

>>36316258
Go to Glacier or Yellowstone. Just go out and see the world around you. Use all your money. Go on murderous rampage. Let me know if God is real once you die, I've never been sure.

>>36316291
I live in a third world shithole, unfortunately, and the only good places around me are the malls.

I don't like going to famous ecological spots, they have too many tourists and honestly, they bore me.

>>36316327
I'd try a bunch of drugs. I'd blow most of my money on heroin and then when I ran out that's when I would do the deed. Also consider but a shitload of Viagra and coke, then spend all your spare cash hanging hooker without condoms.

>>36316489
I don't do drugs or fuck prostitutes, sorry. I had a GF and we were in love but she died (That was a couple of years ago, I've accepted it).

>>36316258
Experience every machine created by humans as a means of transportation.
Drive a sports car
Ride a motorcycle
Ride a plane
Sail a boat
Ride a train
Ride in a submarine
Off road an ATV

>>36316624
I've done all except the submarine, and that'll take too much time to set up than I care for.

Thanks for your advice, anyway.

>>36316258
>So it's been 18 months since I first decided to actually end my life
>I have 30 days left.
It'll be a lot more than that, buddy-boy. If you actually had intent you wouldn't have set yourself such an ungodly long time limit.

Rent a deserted tropical island and lay on the beach

>>36316855
I can't afford that, but zi do plan on going to a secluded beach one day.

>>36316843
I didn't set the time limit, I just kept denying myself suicide because I thought things were going to get better. But now I've decided, and I have 30 days left.

where are you from anon?
orrrrrigi

>>36316598
>I don't do drugs
You're about to kill yourself, you fucking retard. Are you seriously that much of a boring person that you don't want to experience drugs at least once before checking out ? Do you have no curiosity whatsoever for new experiences ? Just how unintelligent are you ?

>>36316987
I like the mental state I am in right now. I am certain about things. I have never felt any desire for drugs or alcohol. I haven't even drank coffee more than 50 times in my life. I think the last time I had a precription drug was a decade ago.

I'm just an ill fit for drugs, and I have no desire for them.

>>36316912
A third world shithole

Man I don't know why the fuck did I feel a sadness coming from your post

>>36317062
can you be a bit more precise? if you're from west africa I could make you an interesting offer

>>36317121
I'd like to know the answer.

>>36317219
I'm from Asia.

>>36317219
Like what? (Not op)

>>36317335
Are you a /basedchink/?

>>36317385
I'd rather not elaborate, it would skew the thread.

>>36317363
if you can speak proper english and have an internet access there are various opportunities to make money in these countries. I got to know some people from an internet frauding network, who are working in ghana and nigeria. it is very easy money and they are constantly looking for people to expand their network. also their countries dont have the infrastructure to trace them, so its safe, even tough its illegal

>>36317572
Im not OP but I am very interested and I am from and English speaking country and very proficient in English.

>>36317572
I speak proper enlish. I was teach the Queens English. I would be perfect hire for you're contacts in gianna and other African countries, I live in Burkeno Faso now

>>36316258
quantum suicide could be your best bet yet anon

>>36317757
What's Quantum Suicide?

>>36317702
where are you from?
>muted for 16 seconds FFS

>>36317881
Canada

oreganoliono

>>36316258
You got money?

Blow it on some high class whores or go on a sex trip to SEA

>>36317929
I have money, but not for that.

>>36317909
if you could give me any way of contacting you (like a throwaway email), i will send you a ghanaian number within the following days, which you can contact if you're actually interested

>>36316258

What are these things you see others do that repulse you so much and compromise your morals? Genuinely interested.

Happiest time for me was when I was a kid building dens in forests with my mates. We would rob the local woodyard and build tree houses and shit.

>>36317879
you tube com /watch?v=0YsjrA87Cno

>>36317879
multiverse, schrodingers meaning if you die there's a chance by probability you live your same life in another "realm"

>>36318067
Here's my email:

Josh.Cuevas at ung.edu

>>36317879
Its really long and complex thing but basically it makes/tests? if your immortal by dropping nuclear bombs in a room

>>36316258
>I see people around me doing things I could never think of doing, not because I couldn't, but because they repulse me. And to say that I have to do these to succeed, otherwise I'd be stuck in the gutter forever?

Please elaborate.

>>36318201
I will send you a number, which you can contact via whatsapp. It will be a great way to make some money aside your teaching career

>>36318099
>>36318246

Lying, cheating, stealing, posing, etcetra do not appeal to me, and repulse me. I've been this way since I was a kid. I simply can not lie to myself.

I used to be really scared of people and refused to speak and lied a couple of times, but that made me feel really bad so I stopped. People thought I had "problems" growing up but I had a few friends and did exceptionally well in everything else except group sports.

I got in a great college and then got a great job on my own terms, but now I don't have that anymore, I left because it was going nowhere great. I had a lot of money and invested it in a couple of things that gave me great returns, and then I retired indefinitely to do whatever I wanted. Then a couple of things happened (which I'm not going to elaborate on) which have led me to this.

I can tell you that it's not a money problem, I don't have a beef with the government or a person or group, and I'm not going through an existential crisis.

I have this one life to make something of, and I do it all for myself. If I refuse to live it the way I want to, there's no point to it.

>>36318067
Here it is [email protected]
Im the Canadian dude.

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>>36318201
stop trying to doxx your professor.

pic related

>>36318489
Why stop? He was mean to me.

>>36316258
Don't do that, life is a present

>>36318529
lol, what did he do? He looks like a robot, he couldn't even manage to get his hair good for the photograph. Just shave that shit off jfc

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>>36316258
Spread infowars videos. You would do something good.
Ignore the shills pic related.

>>36318561
I know, but what's the point of a present if you can never interact with it?

>>36318567
No.

>>36318460
>Lying, cheating, stealing, posing, etcetra do not appeal to me, and repulse me. I've been this way since I was a kid. I simply can not lie to myself.

Why are you under the impression that you have to do those things to succeed?

What even are your criteria for "success"?

>>36318589
Why cant you then?

>>36318566
He is an ultra left wing sjw. And I'm not a pol brouser either. This entire semester he rants about trump or the alt right or nazis. And he is a teacher education prof. I'm not exaggerating when I say he spends part of every lecture talking about how bad the alt right is. Very cringey. Also some class mates posted some of his insane facebook posts on pol.

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>>36318589
Too bad. If you want to be happy spread infowars videos.

>>36318618
>Why are you under the impression that you have to do those things to succeed?
I've seen it, that's what you have to do to succeed.
>What even are your criteria for "success"?
I have some things that I like to do. Some of them require others' money or effort under the condition that their work or money would be invested in my work according to my wishes, and the way I want it to be. In return, they get a share of the profits. I can't do that anymore. I got lucky once.

>>36318650
Read the second paragraph of OP.

>>36318469
i got it, thanks. i will write you in a few days

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>>36318721
Right... so what you're saying is that you got lucky once and now you think that because of that you've "seen it all" and have concluded that there's no avenue that leads to the kind of success you want on your terms, and you're going to kill yourself over it.

Its amazing how people on this board seem to enjoy believing that they know everything about how the world works based on their own shitty experiences.

>>36316901
>But now I've decided, and I have 30 days left.
No you don't. You're an attention whore and should just kill yourself now.

>>36319120
This picture is very very accurate.

>>36319155
No, I'll wait a month.

>>36319156
How?

>>36319120
You're not in my place, so no, you don't know what it is like.

>>36319390
>You're not in my place, so no, you don't know what it is like.
Not the guy you were replying to.
But we are worlds away in similar situations.

Terribly similar.

>I can not lie to myself and my surroundings have left me depressed for the last three years of my short life. This has turned my life into hell. I see people around me doing things I could never think of doing, not because I couldn't, but because they repulse me. And to say that I have to do these to succeed, otherwise I'd be stuck in the gutter forever?
>No thanks. I'd rather not take hand-outs and live a life of guilt. I'd rather go out on my own terms, having lived an albeit short, but meaningful and uncompromised life, ended when compromise was the only option.

How old OP?

>>36319609
27


robotoborobot

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>>36319390
Because the elite and generally businesses thrive on the destruction of your culture and these things are the most important ones that keep society good.

>>36319677
wut
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>>>/pol/

OP here, thanks for all the replies.

I'm going now, anyone who replies as me after is RPing.

>>36319666
Dam.
We sure fucked up.
Youre older than me but they would even still say you are too young and inexperienced to die.

All I hear when that bozo shit is said to me is
>you have not suffered enough yet to free yourself. We demand you suffer more. You have not earned peace

>>36319703
Anon this is just a fact. There is hundreds of millions of people that have watched. Alex Jones. It's just like that.

>>36318067
I'm also interested.

Ilieman at gmail.com