ive been really depressed with suicidal ideation for a while,

>>36300068
wait till the paycheck comes

also make your hours after work count, they're all you got.

>>36300068
eventually your brain may turn itself into a shortsighted punybrain so that you only want to kill yourself while at work, naturally, but then after you can't remember and you can watch the game shows on tv and whatever and think everything is wonderful

No it doesn't. I had a retail job. I worked at a grocery store, co-workers just talk crap about you, it's just about every place.

>>36300068
Yes
It's better to be miserable and distracted with meaningless tedium and people you're at least forced to be around, than miserable and alone, stewing in your own shit.

>>36300068
Don't fall for the "it'll get better" meme.

Nice projector there op