Frogs and Feels Tavern

>>36293085
>fit
>nice job
>not a complete sperg
>still a khv
usually here people talk their problems with girls or about their oneits
i have no stories like that
give me something strong bartender

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>>36293085
>friend having a party
>instead of going i'm getting drunk on my own
>tfw so afraid of social contact i can't even see my friend

Just kill me bartender

Having panic attacks again since Thursday, something strong like vodka please and some advice

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>funny
>smart
>talented
>popular/well liked
>no enemies
>borderline normie/chad
>girls still treat me like shit and walk all over me
what am I doing wrong? is it nice guy syndrome?

>>36293429
REEEEEEEE
Original you fucking shit

>>36293085
Do you have iced tea? I dont wanna drink today

>>36293085
>high school graduation exam soon
>haven't actually studied anything for it
>I don't even want to go to university anymore
>wageslave life awaits
I'll have some mead.

>>36293085
>constantly rubbing my arms
>avoid all eye contact with everyone
Just came back from a mini vacation out of town. I went on my own. On the drive to and from and whenever I was in my hotel room I couldn't stop daydreaming about committing suicide.
I went as far as to make a noose out of the sheets and try to hang myself in the bathroom. However, I'm not gonna do anything. I practice a lot of impulse control.
>"how was your trip anon"
>It was great, just what I needed after the stressful holiday season.

My trip was great but moments in which I wasn't occupied doing anything were unbearable. I feel a little refreshed. I'll have an icelandic mule if its available. If not, two irish car bombs would be great.

>>36293429
>>girls still treat me like shit and walk all over me
Elaborate

I can't stand the feeling of alcohol, that burning sensation that sticks around and threatens to make you gag just turns me off from the whole thing, but I really enjoy getting tipsy/drunk.

Only mixed drink I really enjoy is low proof vodka/sprite and coconut rum/pineapple juice, what kind of drinks do you recommend.

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>>36293357
Maybe you're afraid of social contact. Maybe you just prefer things that way. Normalize the idea of being alone, it will be better for you. People will only let you down.

>>36293085
Lastly I feel as if I am just waiting for the time to go by. Nothing ever happens outside of my routine, and maybe I even don't want it to.

I'll just have a beer.

>>36294228
Im not the bartender but I make screwdrivers with New Amsterdam's coconut flavored vodka. You barely taste the alcohol but, the way I make it, if you drink a full glass and you'll be fucked. I also really like this imported strawberry beer called Fruli that still tastes like beer but with a strawberry jam-like taste. Its a personal favorite I reccomend if you hate the harsh alcohol taste.

Rum and coke.

Currently working on a crowdfunding campaign b/c family is in dire straights. Don't know If I will make it in time. It's all quite bad for us.

>>36294707

let me clarify. Crowdfunding for myself as an artist, but im going to donate it to my family until we get through this.

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>>36293085

Got a date with my oneitis tomorrow
Nervous as hell desu
But shes been messaging wake until sleep every day since asked her
So thinking that's a good sign
Just got to hold back the autism in person

>>36293085
Just posted this in the psychological issues thread but I'll talk about it here as well, why not.

I have a shit ton of things to do. I had the entire week off and I didn't do ANYTHING at all. I need to read a whole book until monday for a test and I just can't bring myself to do it. I have several papers to read and I just can't. i'm feeling miserable, sad and alone. The only good thing in my life simply vanished (used to date this girl online for months, when we finally met a couple of weeks ago, we kissed and all but she said she felt nothing for me). Yesterday I had a mental breakdown in front of my parents, telling how I just can't take it anymore. And I just fucking can't. I haven't been happy for so many years, I've forgotten what's like. I can't look in the mirror because of how much I hate myself. I actively avoid mirrors when I go out.

I just don't know what to do. The things I have to do in college are all together with my friends, so they depend on me. I feel guilty as fuck about not doing anything, but I just can't. I just tried reading the book right now, couldn't get pass 2 pages without my mind wandering away and horrible thoughts consuming me.

>>36294841
Dont spend too much time talking, make a date near your place at evening and escalate into bed asap.

ill have a root beer

does anyone else get nervous around people who have different views than you because youre afraid theyll wanna argue? i hate when people talk about religion and ay how stupid evolution is and about atheism and een though i dont believe in anything ill just agree because i hate arguing. am i a pussy

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>>36294878

We're going to see a live band
Gonna have to dance and shit lad

This is the first time I've been back on here since 2012. My life hasn't improved one bit.

>>36294921
I know that feel anon.
Come have a seat, we'll have a couple rusty nails.

>>36294910
>Gonna have to dance and shit lad
That's going to problem as she might get her "good feelings" meter filled up and she wont want to do anything with you after wards.

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>>36293085
Gimmie a Jack Danels for Jack, Barkeep

>Be me
>Play guitar
>Want to learn Jazz fingerstyle guitar
>tfw can't find a proper teacher that doesn't break my bank account
>tfw too hard to learn by myself
Maybe one day I'll learn, I promise to deliver original content then, fingerstyle jazz is comfy as hell
Have a listen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxF-2JEDF6Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySDxeAFtOC4

>>36294707
>>36294741
Sad to hear that. Sometimes hearing how people are struggling financially makes me feel ungrateful for being born to a well-doing middle class family

I want a mojito

I have a gay who really wants to be my ebf and meet up irl, but I'm super autistic and am scared, and don't know if I'm interested.

>>36294962
I played guitar for like 3 years, when I finally started making noticeable progress that I liked I got too depressed and dropped it.

>>36294114
You're not alone dude, hope you find your way

Take a diet coke barkeep and keep em coming.

>girl said we need to be fwb
>I said cool, I'm going to go see guys
> gets mad because she didn't change me
>sleep with a guy who's real cute
>she unblocks me and wants me to forgive her and take her back. I refuse
> take a nap to find out she blocked me again. Ask mutual friend what's going on
> she flips her shit and unblocks me just to go on a tirade
> I give her a reason why I block her and I'm never unblocking her.

Women are crazy man. I'm going to stick with guys from now on.

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>>36294989
I feel the same way. Almost every time I fail at a song with guitar, I get the same feel.

give me some cider, barkeep

>tfw suffer derealisation outside of my house and in areas with lots of people


i fucking hate it. derealisation feels like you're playing a videogame inside your head and that you're not actually there. it's shit.

>>36293085
I'll have an Italian coffee.

I don't know what I want in life.
Right now I'm doing an internship at an IT company. Getting certifications (MCSA 70-698, 70-697, 70-740).

But seriously, what am I going to do.
I miss the days that I could just play games all day with a friend.

Family is awake until 3 in the morning and I need to get out of bed at 6, I hate them not letting me get my sleep. Sister takes my car for a ride and get's parking tickets and uses up all the gas in the tank, I think she also damaged the underside of the car.

They took the Wii U I had connected to my desktop through a capture card, I stream sometimes, they use it to watch Netflix. They don't even use the Chromecast I bought for father's day. Now what do I stream.

Sometimes I'm asking myself.. is this all to life?
Everything is just dull, all I know is that I don't want this anymore. But I don't know what I want.

>>36295094
>derealisation
what's that

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>>36295094

Sounds real fucking bad lad. Life has fucked you over pretty hard.

>>36295169
>Right now I'm doing an internship at an IT company.
Same here. I'm also trying to get into IT but have these dreadful thoughts whenever i'm doing the right thing.

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>>36294958

Im an awful dancer
Theres no worry there
Got to drive us to the place, so cant even drink for confidence beforehand either

Whatever happens there's going to be a 20min drive after, it hurts just thinking about it

Ive been in love with her for years
Ive made it this close and I just know its going to go to shit
Feel sick just thinking about it desu

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One green tea, please.

I have quit my job, signed off the apartment I've shared with my GF the last four years, and I'm in the process of breaking up with her. I have decided to travel to Mont Ral in Spain and study The Bright Path of ascension meditation as taught by the Ishaya monks. I have saved up enough money for 6 months, after which they will let me join their order. I will then return to society to pass on their teachings.

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>>36295050

It's all the fucking same imo mate. I know it sounds edgy but humans are truly vile.

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>>36295172
you don't feel like you're experiencing the world. It's very hard to describe, but everything seems dreamlike, you feel like you're inside your head watching everything that happens outside, that you're not there in the moment. Everything seems dreamlike, hazy, and not real.


If i go to an unfamiliar place and drink alcohol it makes it a lot worse as well, without alcohol it's bad but enough to deal with.

>>36293429

My negro. It is like we lead the same life. What are your interests? We might work something out together.

>>36295201
Good luck anon, where are you located?

>>36295211
>Ive been in love with her for years
So why she's getting with you only now?

>>36294228

>that burning sensation that sticks around

The sole reason I drink and as for recommendations, just drink gin straight from the bottle.

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>>36295246
I really cant imagine how people live with all these disorders like schizophrenia or bipolar or the shit you have. I just have mood swings and that's already bad enough.

>>36293429
sounds like you're friendzoning yourself.

>>36293085
I've come to the realization that my own negative attitude and constant self stimulation are the primary reasons I lack a gf. The problem is I'm scared that if I change I will lose all of the characteristics that I like about myself.

>>36295281
Thanks. It's Lithuania . I could get 5-10 times more for the same job in any 1st world country.

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>>36294707
>>36294741

Always had mad respect for artists. I too made some stuff myself but not enough to get paid doing it. Hope you make it through this brother.

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>>36295306
it's pretty shit. luckily i'm a shut-in so it's not too bad. and it only happens in an area with lots of people that make me feel anxious. when i'm alone in the woods it's fine, but if i'm in a shopping centre then holy shit is it bad.


if i could press a button that let me live innawoods in a cabin forever with just a computer and a pet for company i would press it without hesitation.

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>>36295288

Known each other for little over 10 years now
Broke her heart 5 years ago
Slowly starting to forgive me, has been a few near chances in past year but always backs off
Its horrible desu
Just want her to understand and trust that I really do love her and wont hurt her again

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Give me a Bourbon barkeep. The usual one.
>Be me
>KHV with acne who fell for the college meme
>girl I like
>qt weeb who is also really shy
>my (also) autistic robot friends tell me to approach her
>After a month I finally gather the courage to do it
>Make sure to be well dressed and somewhat presentable
>she's sitting by herself drawing sketches on her diary like always
>Carefully sit in front of her and say hello
>she stops and looks up
>she looks utterly disgusted by me presence
>"What do you want?"
>"Oh I uh.. j-just wanted to say h-hi... a-are you busy?"
>"Yeah, obviously"
>I quick;y apologize and walk away
>every night that look of her face keeps me awake for hours
>She was looking at me like I was some kind of pedo
>tfw not even the weebshit female autist likes me

This is it guys. I give up

>>36295340
Holland here, I don't even get paid for this internship. All the while I take on jobs like fixing servers and configuring them. Hyper-V and all.

>>36295386
>Broke her heart

Cheated?

>>36295369

God damn I know that feel
Trees are good friends

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>>36295386
It's pretty much the same case with my oneitis lad. Here, it's on the house since I can relate to your situation.

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>>36295403
she sounds like a cunt desu.

>>36295403
>>After a month I finally gather the courage to do it
Ding ding ding.

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>>36295410

Nah, was together for a couple of years
She's a full on fembot, posts on /fit/ quite often
But being young and dumb I decided to go out and play with drugs and 'friends' instead
Broke up and moved in with one of these friends

Eventually got clean, then randomly bumped into her a fear years later
Been trying to prove myself since, but its like going up against a brick wall
This time feels different though
So even more nervous than normal

>>36293085
>To the memory of Jack.replies shown.
Is that the guy who used to make these threads?

I know he died, but how? Is there a link to an archived post where he explained his situation?

>>36295219
Thanks for the drink barkeep.

> sips and relaxes

I agree with you. It's just in my experience guys are easier to understand and get along with. She was the first girl I was with in 10 years. I finally figured out why I avoid them like the plague. Just took another roastie to remind me of that.

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>>36295444

Thanks lad
Wish you the best of luck

>>36295552
>he died, but how?
Pancreatic cancer

>>36295580
how old was he?

this is an original post

>>36295403
Your oneitis is literally one of a million. You're the equivalent of a man who picks up a violin, painstakingly stumbles once through a Bach partita and finally says "nah, this music thing ain't for me."

>>36293085
>tfw got mad at oneitis and threw a book on Them

One gin and tonic please. Already had three. I just want a gf in uni bartender. Help me.

>>36295640
ABSOLUTELY ORIGINAL M A D M A N

fuck you ribbity robit

>>36294962
Nice music.
Here, I think you'll appreciate this. These are some buddies of mine.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jJxt-lu7QE

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>>36295664
What type of girl do you like mate?

>>36295520
Damn anon, that sucks, but at least you've turned over a new leaf. I Hope that she sees how serious you are about her and that you r reformed. Good luck lad

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>>36293085
I found out recently that I'm banned for joining the military because I have seizures. I'm always on strict medicine for it. I think it's you have to wait five years after your last seizure but mine are every three or so years. There's a waiver but it wouldn't apply, it's only if you have ONE from a head injury or something. I feel dizzy if I miss a single dose.

I want to at least go to the recruiter so I can say at least I tried. I wanted to be a military veterinary assistant to help the war doggos and even horses, it would help me find a job afterwards.
>tfw I'll never bring honor to my family
>tfw I will never be proud of myself
>tfw I will never have the professional uniformed portrait framed
>tfw I will never get to have the army experience in general


Hold me robots

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>>36295764

Thanks dude
Means far more than it probably should do

>>36293085
>Its my birthday
>my boyfriend is making me dinner says he wants to "blow me away"
>my best friend is taking me out for drinks later with some of his friends
>got birthday wishes from all members of my family
>In college, getting a worthwhile degree
>Life is pretty good
>I'm a guy btw

>>36295726
Thanks, looks better than the shit I had. I just want a girl I can fall asleep next to. I could listen to 4 hours of her bullshit I just want someone to love. At this point my family are the only thing I care about and I want someone else in my life. I'm not even that bad looking and I started going to the gym too but my autism won't allow me to talk to any women.

Just a cheap vodka

I come to this place when tired of playing the homo duplex and resenting everyone, but it seems like my problems are nothing, i feel ashamed for feeling empty and hating life when theres no reason for it, but still...

I cant bring myself to do anything or be happy from anything that doesnt include hurting others
i feel like an observer with literally nobody similar to me, seems that all which people say is at odds with my very person
Had one friend who is now a normie and dont see him rly

Khv
No job
Failing college
No car, cant drive
Mommas boy and a dependent manchild

gotta put my happy face for easter tomorrow tho

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>>36295862
Being gay doesn't qualify you as a robro. Leave this board immediatly normie.

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>Had a chance to get a gf in middle school twice
>First time I fucked up because I was scared of a relationship so she eventually moved on
>Second time the girl asked me out and I said no because I had self esteem issues and didn't want to face rejection once she found out how pathetic I was. She threatened to kill herself, became anorexic, still said no. A lot of people say I dodged a bullet but she really was a sweet girl and pretty hit for our age
>Obe chance in high school, quiet girl that hated me at first but eventually really wanted my dick, I never pursued though because I didn't realize until it was too late
>Never had a chance since

Years later and I'm still kissless, handholdless, hugless, permavirgin. My life probably would be much different if I hadn't squandered those opportunities desu but it still really hurts that I'm such a fuck up.

Gimme the highest proof you got, barkeep.

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Straight whiskey and make it double please.

How can a social retard get a gf?

I know the answer, just get me a drink to numb the feeling of shame because how much of a pussy I am.

Thanks.

I'll have some Irish coffee with extra whiskey, no cream and no suger. This is a bit of a long one, so bear with me.
>3 years ago
>Meet amazing girl (Let's call her A), end up in relationship soon after
>She's going through heavy shit, try to support her as much as I can
>Go to party
>We both get drunk
>A cheats on me, I get mad
>Break up
>While later, valentines day
>Best friend I had a crush on tells me she likes me (Let's call her D)
>A bit too soon, but we start dating anyway
>Don't really love her, but still I find comfort in her company
>Christmas
>A texts me and we start talking
>We're good now, we meet up everyonce in a while
>Tell D
>Insecurities.jpg
>It's not working so I decide to end it after almost a year
>Valentines day again, get absolutely depressed
>Meet with A
>Sexwithex.png
>We start doing this frequently
>She still has feelings for me, but decide against a serious relationship
>Eventually it all becomes toxic
>Have to visit her everyday or else she threatens to kill herself
>Have stopped her from doing it 4 times now
>It's all taking a toll on me
>Don't visit her for an entire week because of school
>She attempted suicide
>Visit A on hospital
>I explode and vent to her
>Block her from everything I can
>Flashforward to some months ago and I find out she killed herself
>I get depressed and guilty
>Since then I fell in love with someone else and am currently in a relationship
>Afraid of ruining this relationship with all the anxiety, depression and insecurities that have arisen from finding out about A's death

Since then I've pretended that it hasn't really affected me that much and I try to live life as I did before, but right now I'm feeling like a piece of shit for letting her die...

>>36294862
You know what, this may mean nothing to you but I know exactly how you feel and am going through the same fucking thing right now
it sucks
I don't even feel like a person lately

>>36295869
okay, will give you some steps which have worked for me in the past but they're not guaranteed to work.

>find a girl who is somewhat insecure
>she must share your interests so you can autistically talk about them without boring her
>be kind towards her, not all the time, from time to time.
>she will slowly start falling for you
>you said you were average looking dress accordingly to the sub-culture she belongs
>try not to reject her once she tells you she loves you like i did
>try not to reject her 2 more times
>try not to call her when you are drunk and say stupid shit like i did
>don't lie
>don't manipulate and break her

>>36294962
hey i'm not a guitarist, i'm a jazz bassist studying music at uni right now.

I recommend just trying to play what you hear in recordings you like, and emulate the technique of your heros.

you dont need no stinking teacher to start.
maybe once you get those hot busking dollars you could get a teacher worth his salt.

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How do I make money?

Money is literally everything.

>inb4 it can't buy you happiness anon

It can't, but it sure as hell can buy you freedom and save you from a life of wagecuckery. I don't even care about material possessions like cars and houses, just the pure freedom it would give you would be amazing.

>>36296031
Nah man that's not your fault. It was going to happen eventually, and there's no reason that you should suffer because of someone's mental instabilities. Don't beat yourself up over it, you did all you could do.

That being said, you're a fucking normie and I need you to get the fuck out.

>>36296097
>be intelligent
>money literally flies into your pocket
That's how I do it anon

i'm pretty good.

I'm going on a date with a real live grill in a few days. first date i've had in about 3 years.

Nervous as fuck. We're going to go to an art gallery and then maybe get something to eat after.

>>36296097
>How do I make money?

The most profitable market in the world right now is drug trafficking desu

Some good for thought

>>36296171
also i'll have a gin and tonic

oreganoooo

>>36296097
Same here i am a wageslave for now, but in approx 2 years i will be a free man, and thats what keeps me going

>>36296168
What do you do senpai?

I'm starting an e-store soon but not sure how effective that will be

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>>36296031
Nah senpai, fuck a dumb bitch. If a whore tried to threaten me using her life no matter what, she is dead to me so she might as well die for real.

>>36296171
Nice job anon, you've got this! How did you meet her?

>>36296171
Reminder that she's taken miles of dick and probably wants to settle

>>36293085
root beer pls
got banned from a discord server

>>36293085
"One banana daiquiri please" the bartender struck me across the face. He was a banana.

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>>36296370
dozo discord using anon-kun

>>36296031
You know damn well that the root cause for her depression was not you; it was something else that happened in her life, probably at a young age, that you had nothing to do with and couldn't have prevented even if you wanted to. Curing her was not only beyond your capability but also beyond your responsibility. Unlike others here who would spit on her grave and tell you to rationalize your feelings by hating her, I believe that such a thing is unnecessary for your well being. To accept that her fate was beyond your control and responsibility is the healthiest thing you can do for yourself.

>>36296045
Jesus, you get me, anon. I don't know what to do. I just can't handle shit anymore.

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>26
>yesterday realize I'm trying to save a girl for the first time
>doesn't make moving on much easier but at least it offers a change of perspective

>>36296604
not weeb enough to understand this post

Water with ice please bartender.

So there has been this girl who Ive had a crush on and I told her about it.
She friendzoned me, but I didnt understand it since Im not experienced in the love business and it took 2 months of anger failure and fear and few talks along those 2 months to know there wont be 'a thing' between us (that happens when she says it directly to me). Then I talk to her at the phone and go through this thing all over again, and she adds the fact that she has a boyfriend and thats the reason she behaved like she did, and we should be 'friends'.
Then I go to a party and see her there, and things seem to go smooth when we talked there and even later, and seem to go on a right track.
Then I suggest the idea we should meet and she says
>Im busy all week but we'll talk about it okay?
Tell her yeah sure, and later add 'I understand, and good night'
There passed 3 days since we last talked and I am afraid I have burned this bridge with her, but now I wait for her to talk to me and take initiative or leave it (especially since I feel like I do so much for someone who doesnt feel the same). It feels hard but I know thats the right thing to do.

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>be me
>finally find a gf
>she is virgin qt
>3 month later
>try to have sex with her
>she tells me that she tried with her last boyfriend, but it was hurting too much and they stopped
>can't see her in the same way anymore

Feels bad desu, how can I love a girl that alredy loved someone else?

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>>36297079
Everything is said and done mang. Ghost her. No rocks bro, sorry bout that.

>>36297202
You can't. Don't repress your natural feelings. Find someone else, ideally, who is between 18 and 21. Your age doesn't matter.

>>36297079
Dude, she's not interested in you, grow up and move on.

>>36297202
>how can I love a girl that alredy loved someone else?
Work on your insecurities, maybe?

>>36297212
Eh its okay. Its all the purpose.

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>>36297263
But repressing stuff its easy, finding another girl is not.
She is pretty much the best that I can hope, cute, smart, almost redpilled and richer than me.
>>36297327
Is this even possible?

>>36293085
An irish car bomb, please. Things are looking up. I have a job. The next thing is to further my education and find a nice girl to marry.

I finally got a job and I work with one of the sweetest and most adorable gals I've ever met. I want to chat her up and make her like me but my mind always draws a blank and I feel too nervous to initiate the conversation. Give me something to make me feel warm on the inside.

>>36294958

Don't listen to this autistic virgin trying to give you advice >>36295211

>>36297508
Then do whatever the fuck you want. If you wanted reassurance because you've already made up your mind, then you're asking the wrong questions. The fact is, you will most likely accept her despite what happened between her and her ex bf. Good, no problem. Also, working from a point of scarcity is the dumbest shit, my man.
>finding another girl is not
C'mon, anon.

I'll have a cider, thanks.

There's a girl I really like and we get on great. Thing is I'm moving away in a few months, and every time I text her or message her she takes ages to reply, but maybe it's just cause she's busy, idk. I think about her a lot but even if she didn't reject me I'm not sure how things would develop and if we could have any kind of relationship after I move (I've never had a girlfriend before so I know nothing about this kinda stuff). It's kinda making me feel empty inside desu, not sure what to do

>>36297685
I haven't made up my mind, I honestly don't know what to do.
I just really wanted to sit here, drink my beer (btw bartender, I took it from the fridge, I'll pay later) and tell you what's on my mind.

>>36293085
Haven't been here a while. Who is Jack?

>>36294282
This is terrible advice. You guys are just fucking each other over.

I dunno how to advise you, but I can tell you this board is only gonna make you sadder if your not treating everything as a joke

>>36298143
Jack was the original barkeep. He eventually died of cancer, but kept the bar running until the end.

>>36296252
Late reply, but here it is anyway.

She's a violinist i met while doing freelance work for a local house theater. In the orchestra, I got put right behind her. Never met her before, she thinks i'm really funny.

She's never seen any Alfred Hitchcock movies. That's pretty remarkable, if you ask me.

>>36296077
>>>36295869
>>don't lie

Best tip there is. I fucked up a relationship because I lied once.

>>36301329
Honesty is a rare virtue these days. Virginity is of great importance.

>>36293357
You have a friend and got invited to a party, why the fuck are you here?

>>36295803
I'm surprised. Thought of being alone with a bunch of people I can't relate with scares the shit out of me. What brought on your desires?

>>36296097
You could always become a hobo for a few weeks. Once you've crossed that mountain everything else will seem like a luxury and therefore unnecessary.

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Coke,please mate.
>childhood friend for around 15 years is turning into a classic Stacey/normie
>not sure if she's searching for attention from everyone because she tried to off herself recently
>feel completely platonic about her
>still worry about her after hearing of her questionable choices
>in fact unable to stop being worried even though its not my place
fuck me lads I feel like shite

Bartender why do girls laugh at my dick its honestly 5'5 its 13.4 cm it should be average whu the fuck do they laugh why?
I want something that hits hard

If jack was the old barkeep. I'll drink a shot of whiskey for him. I posted in these threads about asking my qt coworker out and about my application to the school program. Got reject by qt but got accepted by program. Thanks jack.

>>36295428
this

the woods are comfy

>>36293085
Somebody killed themselves the other day. They posted their suicide note to their Facebook. Like clockwork, everybody came out to lament their departed friend.

What I wanna know is, where was all this love and support when he was alive?

Its a shitty kind of feel, to realize that nobody cares about you until they can posture about how wonderful you are, when you're dead.

Its am even shittier feel to know no one will posture like that over mine. Whatever .
I hope they tell it how it is - anon was a scumbag, unstable, poor, wretched, its likely nobody actually liked him, and quite frankly, we are all fucking glad he's gone.

Give me a half gallon of ten high, bartender. I'm sick in the soul and only copious amounts of shitty whiskey is gonna fix it.

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I'm on my own tonight, Bartender.

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Anything, I'm already drunk. I had a pretty fun night but I think I'm already sobering up and it's only quarter past 4 and everything's returning to crushing boredom and the same old numbing despair. I've started wondering if I might be an alcoholic, but as long as I can afford it I don't mind I guess. According to a death calculator, I'm predicted to die in my late 40's-early 50's, which kinda means I'm approaching middle aged even though I'm only 18.

I'm searching for work, but man, I get so worked up about the idea of having to stick to any sort of routine that I'll hate when I realise I'm already wasting my days just doing nothing at home. At least being a neet allows me to do what I want so long as it doesn't cost money, but I can just about afford my whiskey and cigarettes with my pocket money from mum so I need to work out a way to make neet money or go and get a job. Everything seems kinda terrible again now that I'm not listening to loud eurobeat and jacking off while drunk. Why is being an adult so hard.

Whose this Jack? No disrespect, I must've missed it somehow (even though im a fuckin neet and lurking here is all i do now)

origillydiggilyduggilydoo

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>meet qt 8/10 goiyl
>gg bro
>start talking every day
>anon develops crush
>fml.jpg
>considering telling her
>find out she's dating weeb kid
>wtf, decide to ignore feelings and stay friends
>istillfuckinglovethisbitch.gif
>skipforward to valentines day
>asks to skype
>ohshitmang
>tells me about the date she was on
>leave
>feel like shit
>depressivesuicidalblackmetal.mp3


>skip forward
>educationnormie.mp4
>meet qt lesbian lookin *thing*
>meh 6/10 at best
>start talking
>she's trying to make a move
>go along with it
>week later, cuts hair, downgrades to 4/10
>jfc
>still acts the same way
>more just grosses me out at this point
>gets even worse
>turns out to be a feminist, anti-abortion libtard

What do? Do nothing much else other than play vidya and listen to wubs all day

>>36303115
>Its a shitty kind of feel, to realize that nobody cares about you until they can posture about how wonderful you are, when you're dead.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yw5Z-e872XA
^Varg talks about that a little, check it out

Also i think its only after their death that people realise all the things they should've done at the time.

>>36294228
Same here except I get around that problem by storing my vodka in the freezer. Since it's below the freezing temperature of water it doesn't really have a taste when you drink it. Just don't let it sit in your mouth and you won't get the taste or burning feeling.

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I'll take two bottles of Yuengling, bartender.

I'm constantly on the edge with everything. I'm always half a step ahead of failing university classes/losing job opportunities. Against the odds I've been mostly succeeding so far, but the close margin by which I do gives me a really abstract feel. It's exciting I guess, but really fucking stressful.

There's a girl who has the same major as me that I really wish I could talk to. She's just autistic/unattractive enough that she's cute but normies don't waste their time going for her. I guess if I think about it I have plenty of opportunities to try talking to her, but the fear of failure keeps me from doing anything.

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Give me a cold one, barty.


Oh... this old thing here?

Well, it's the last and only photo I ever took with my best pal. I'm on the left in the fancy fucking tuxedo. He's the italian mofo in orange on the right. It was high school graduation day. 2007. Feels like ages ago.


Hah... he and I, we went through so much shit together. Drugs, booze, blackouts, concerts, fun, adventures, bike rides, etc. Never women/girls though, we were too autistic for that (he DID get a girlfriend later, I'm still a perma-virgin at 23). He's a TALL motherfucker (6 foot 5, what the FUCK). I'm manlet cut-off status at 6 feet tall.

Anyways... I miss him. He was a good pal. I eventually fell too far into drugs, weed and booze, and I lost sight of myself and my friends. Developped insane musical tastes (field-recording, ambient, breakcore, cut-up) and we just failed to understand each other anymore.
We stopped talking, he thought I ended up dead.
I saw that he recently joined his two older brothers band. He plays piano like a literal god. Absolutely talented.

I feel as if all I ever did was hold him back. I'm finally getting myself out of my self-inficted rut (cold turkey quit all drugs two months ago, its hard).

*cough* Thanks barty. Pass me another Grolsch, will ya.

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Guys how do i get over my childhood bullying? I cant stop thinking about how i couldve done something to stop the years of pain i went through and its eating me up inside

Non ho ancora trovato un'innamorata ai 22 anni. Comincio di pensare che non ne trovero mai una. :(

>>36293085
>7 Months away to finish my career and I still don't feel as excited as I should be
>Good grades In the deep I know I should have picked something else
Fuck. I'm past the point of no return now.

>>36303716
"Dude just stop thinking about it haha" seems like such a shitty answer to your problem but it's what you need to do. You being bullied is over now, the only reason your torment is continuing is because you're spending so much time dwelling on it. If you can figure out how to stop spending so much time thinking about it you can finally forget about it/put it behind you, and it'll stop hurting so much

>>36303716
I got bullied by girls from age 10 to age 12.

Locked in lockers, stripped naked, had my balls kicked repeatedly and abused, called the worst of names, screamed at, yelled at, etc.


I have permanent testicle damage on my right testicle from the abuse. As in, the doctor tells me my reduced sperm production is because of physical trauma inflicted on it from the past.
It was because I was a ginger, so lol, fuck me right? I couldn't tattle either, because I was the new kid in school, the principal was a crazy fucking feminist female cunt piece of shit, and nobody believed me (girls can't bully guys, silly anon :D).
Then I got bullied in high school, from 13 to 15. Eventually, I had a growth spurt, but I had turned bad then. I bleached my hair with actual bleach and my red hair never came back, rofl!
SO, TLDR

You will never get over it, faggot.
Deal with it. If if makes you feel better, get revenge, like I did.

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>>36303857
Wait so what is your hair like now?

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>>36293085
So there's this girl
>She has a bf.
>Long relationship.
>Been in love with her for almost three years. >We really like spending time together, even if we do absolutely nothing and just talk for hours about all kinds of themes, from stories of our current lives to astronomy and the meaning of life
There's no possible way she can dump her as of now, guy isn't a chad but he's pretty smart and has accomplished more than me in less time.
>Turns out she has always felt the same thing about me too.
And it's destroying her relationship. Fuck, man. Look call me beta or something bartender but I have my standards. We bitch and moan here about chads stealing our oneitis but it fucking turns out that a sperglord like me is pretty much doing it.

And it feels awful, and somewhat good at the same time. It brings the pride and the shame. It's satisfying and stressful.

Give me something strong. I can't keep her out of my mind. I mean, this is it man!
Never asked for fucking scarlett johansson, just a woman can accept me for the weird fuck I am, and there she is. I can't keep it going but I absolutely can't and must not stop it.

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>>36303928
Very receding, shitty faded dull brownish-blonde.

The bleach was a terrible idea, but at the time I didn't think I would live past high school to regret my choices so...


God takes God gives.

>>36303957
She can dump him* sorry. As an appendix to the story the guy wants to marry her and shit by this time now. She hasn't graduated, got a feeling she might marry after this. Could hurt, but could be a release as well.

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>>36303989
So by "actual" bleach you mean like your standard toilet cleaner? Maybe wasn't the best idea to be edgy with....

>>36294228
>coconut rum/pineapple juice
Delicious.

I think you'd enjoy:
>malibu&coke
>pina colada
>frozen daiquiris
because they're all the same kind of sweet and fruity with little taste of alcohol.

You can also try the sweet and creamy ones if you're into that: white russian, grasshopper, and anything with bailey's in it.

>>36304024
Yes. It was insanely retarded.

But, most robots don't understand what it was like to be a ginger in the early 2000s.

We are the original prototype robots.
Also, fun fact; GINGER is an anagram of NIGGER


Isn't that HILARIOUS?

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>>36293429
originoliolio desu senpai

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>>36304059
Well you can say nigger because you're basically just a slightly rearranged version of one. Also ever notice that there are like sub-gingers? Like the pretty pale ones, then the freckly ugly ones then the ape-looking ones. Kinda interesting to an extent...

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>>36304187
Yeah, to a larger degree, it depends on where their ginger genes originated from;

inbred irishfolk, goatfucking scotts, germanics, anglos, franks, etc

Its generall the irish and the scotts that get the short end of the stick (ugly pale, ape-ish), because of where they are located.

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>>36304225
Im in NI and the males are all like that but the woman tend to be quite fair and pretty

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>>36304307
>>36304225
There's also a theory that gingers are from egypt
; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCWwa5Q0664

>>36304307
>Ginger males
>99% universally despised and unwanted, treated worse than poo-in-loo's and niggers
>Ginger females
>Universally sought after, the object of many mens lust and dreams


Whats actually incredibly cruel is the fact that its difficult to produce red-headed off-spring if the two sexual partners are not both natural bearers of the red-head genome (i.e both gingers).

So, gingers are dying off. Less ginger males get to breed, and more ginger females sully their genetics with niggers and other undesirables.
But hey! Nobody talks about that, right? Ginger genocide. Where the fuck are _MY_ gibs-me-dats?

>>36304347
Damn, wat?

Also, Ken M is a fuckin' legend.

>>36293085
>step dad most likely thinks that I'm a deadweight lazy fucker since most conversations we have is about me being dirty, not doing anything productive, etc
I want to move out lads

>>36304412
then move out what the fuck man? my parents kicked me out at 17, I was homeless for a month, my grandma let me move in, she died a year later, and all the while I was working 40 hour weeks to just to stay alive for literally no reason


you've got it in you, get the fuck out and find your own nest, its worth it bro, but its not easy

I feel like cracking my dad's skull open with a hammer. The guy is such a prick . He tells me I can come to him with my problems, but when I did earlier he just dismissed my reasoning for having an issue and laughed at me. I'm pretty fucking mad.

>>36304485
You won't survive in prison man. I had a friend go to prison, and when he came out five years later he was the most fucked up person I knew. Would snap and rage at ANYTHING and was retardedly unstable...

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>>36304388
Watch the vidya i linked, it pretty much explains it.

I know a guy who has no ginger relatives yet still ended up with it, yet he has black eyebrows,facial hair and brown eyes. There really isn't much hope for gingers saying most don't even find other gingers appealing. And gingers are mongrels to an extent and their "extinction" is inevitable; unless we take dna engineering to a whole new level...

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>>36304525
Some people get along fine in prison, I'd say first impressions and what you're in for are a big part of it though.

I think I might be turning gay.

I'm starting to like this co-worker of mine, he's cute, still a virgin as far as I know. We play around at work, not sexually, but it's weird.

I was watching Shameless and I like how Ian's relationships go, I think dating dudes might be a good idea.

I'm so confused.

>>36304605
I tried sticking my dick in a dude's ass and I couldn't get hard.

It's not as easy as it seems, the anus is not meant to be penetrated, and the procedure to prepare for anal is a fucking mess.

>>36304653
It's not about the sex dude, like, I think the experience of dating a guy, having a boyfriend, might be cool.

Like, having a bro, that is also your partner. I feel like girls are just too different, IDK?

>>36304669
ah

well

You are 100% right about that part. It doesnt sound so bad if sex isnt involved.

Women... women's brains are rarely (if ever) able to chemically understand how mens brains work. So, realistically, you aren't crazy for wanting a super close bro to get along with. Heck, if you guys share interests, go for it.

just dont kiss him that is MAD gay

>>36304669
I'd say I have a similar problem, I've been close to a guy like that but realised sex would be weird, its the same with women too as i find vaginas disgusting quite frankly. And no traps.

>>36304714
Nah, I'm pretty sure he's 100% straight, I just mean that I'm confused because I kind of like him. Not sexually, jsut like, I don't know. I'm so confused.

>>36304726
I don't really find vaginas disgusting, but I feel like I can't connect with girls, they're too vain, too superficial. IDK.

>>36304805
>I just mean that I'm confused because I kind of like him. Not sexually, jsut like, I don't know

That has a name y'know; bi-romantic

I've read most of your stories anon, I feel for you, and I hope you rise stronger from these tribulations. You're never alone, and I've got a lot of strangers in my heart a lot of the time, hope it helps.

>Still remembering toxic relationship that lasted 7~ years
>Thought she was the love of my life
>Relationship ended like 4 years ago
>She continuously apologized for being shitty to me
>Tell her it's ok
>Friend I think she cheated on me with confirms some of my fears a couple of months ago
>Tells me he's sorry
>Tell him it's ok
>I may have not been the best boyfriend, but I tried
>Still, feel haunted as fuck

>Be 16 or 17 years old
>Almost raped a girl before I even knew what alcoholic intoxication was
>Didn't cross the threshold, she managed to say no
>I did good, right? I'm not a monster.
>Still haunted

>Another chance at love
>She promises me we'll spend a lot of time together, even Christmas
>Says she'll teach me how to ski
>Last time I see her, she's walking away from the train station
>Deletes me from facebook
>Doesn't answer my emails
>Never even given an explanation
>I was probably too much of a bum

>Fight my way through college
>Get a degree I think will be helpful for the future
>Try to work in movies as a producer
>Trust people
>People now owe me over 5k usd, which is a very good wage in Mexico
>Parents support me, but I can't support me
>The little money I win, I use it to help the utilities of our house
>Family is team
>Still feel like loser

>Be my brother, person who I've admired the most in my life
>Turns out he had an addiction
>On the edge of divorce
>Can't even visit him because he lives fucking far away
>Can't see my niece
>At least I know he's fighting through it
>Feel like I could've been a better brother
>Maybe if I had done something
>Feel like I failed the person I should've been the most loyal to

Feels too long.

Continued from >>36304843

>Dad almost dies of heart attack
>Gets better
>Still don't wanna spend time with him
>He's emotionally detached and manipulating
>Have dinner today with him, mom, and two of her cousins
>He doesn't have best vision
>Underestimates everybody
>I can see he's texting another woman
>Read things like "sweet honey" and "very humble"
>Suspected he had cheated on mom at some point
>Witnessing it in public
>Freeze
>Almost 40 years of marriage
>He threatened of leaving us since I was child
>Grandpa left him when he was 9
>Don't want mom or niece to be unprotected
>I'm probably their ticket to a better life

Last one
>Date qt last week
>Seems to go well
>We understand each other
>No judgement
>Says there'll be a second date for sure
>It's been a week since she last texted me
>Don't wanna be a fuccboi
>Don't wanna be my grandfather
>Find out I don't want to be my father either
>The thirst is strong in me

>There might be a chance to have sex tonight
>Don't wanna lead this woman on, I don't like her
>Never do things to stop feeling bad, fucking dangerous
>Wanna get high
>Wanna get drunk

Just give me some water. Hopefully I sleep well tonight.

11 hours in to my 32 hour shift of security and I'm already doing off. No coffee. 12 bucks left on my debit card. Alone in the cold. So no one to cover me for breaks or food or anything. On easter. No extra pay because it's a religious holiday.

I might take a nap...but then again I don't want to lose this job. But who will see? Someone might unless I'm alert. Who will check? Super intendent might roam.

Kill me OP. I hate filling in because of a facility problem but I need money. The worst part is some guy is trying to cut it down from 32 to 16 hours. No sir no can do. Need the money.


Get me a red bull and some tequila shots. Cuervo.

>>36305012
hope you make it through! i'm a guard too and I thought my 8 hour shifts got boring. haha. what kind of property do you guard?

>>36293085
Meh why not.

>Autistic
>Can't hold a job
>Live in my car that has been charged off
>Battling SSA for disability bux
>Car collecting parking tickets for expired registration because I can't hold a job

>>36305012
i'm a guard too! what's your post? I thought my 8 hour shifts were bad...damn hope you make it through!

>>36293085
Got a nice gf who's very similar to me dma likes/dislikes, but the past two days she's been ignoring me. Obviously. The only question I have for myself is why? I didn't do anything wrong and we haven't been fighting or anything, so I'm just left hanging in the dirt with the question: why? Why do women have to be so guck in complicated?

>>36293085
>posting under the old bartender's bar name
Why don't you just kill yourself?
Come up with your own bar name, you piece of shit.

>>36304525
>>36304553
You have a point, I know there a good chance i'd be chewed up and spat out simply because I'm a femboy. But then again I've been friends with a couple ex-cons and managed to make it work, so who knows.

>>36305050
>>36305080
Luxury apartments for rich people who will complain to management if you don't bend over for them. Pay is 11 an hour which is cheap as hell considering the place but I need it.

Shifts are usually 8 hours. I'm just signed up to do 4.

What do you anons do?

I've stopped eating out as much (used to eat all 3 meals out), but still eat about twice a week out, it makes me feel sick afterward, like, how do I stop being a weak willed fat fuck.

>>36305142
I eat out 90%, drink soylent 10%. dont really feel sick afterward; I just purposely order stuff with veggies.

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>used to be very handsome, but too depressed and anxious to find gf, and was a shut-in
>got badly addicted to xanax and became a heavy drinker, looks went to shit during that time
>kicked xanax and alcohol, overcame my depression, and became more social, but now I look about 10 years older than I am and have started balding badly

I wish I could go back to my earlier self with my mind and memories from today. I probably wouldn't be a Chad (that personality just isn't in me), but I'd at least be a successful and happy normie, likely with a family at at this point, and not the lonely incel I am today, who's still trying to get his life back in order.

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I hate life
still alive because I'm afraid of death

>>36305549
>tfw want a cute dog, but too poor right now

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>>36305549
Get a cute shiba inu, it'll make you feel better.

That's what I did

>>36293085
>get complimented alot
>>anon you're lucky you're good looking enough to get away with this shit
>>are you a model?
>>are you an actor?
>>yo seriously you should consider modeling


>exclusively get hit on by women that are 30+

quit talking to me you used up whores holy shit, what's a dude gotta do to get a same age gf

>>36306634
Are you me?

Older women seem to like me a lot, but not ones my age

>>36307070
do u look older despite being young, im only 20 fml

>>36293085

I'll have a White Russian. It's been a tough week for me. I keep spiraling into deeper and deeper hypochondria. I'm afraid I'm going to start doing some real damage to my health with this constant worrying. I'm on edge all the time, can;'t stop worrying about whatever new illness I may have. Does it ever stop Anons?

>>36307370
>worrying about health is going to damage ur health

wew lad


humans are tuff u gonna be daijoubu

>>36307319
Yeah, I'm 24, but look at least around 30

>>36307499
i probably look around 25

but hey maybe we'll find some qts w/ daddy kinks

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I'll get a pitcher of beer unless you have that law that you can't give me one (1) whole pitcher if I'm by myself

I drink every day even if it's just beer but still

If I stay awake for too long I'll end up drinking my last can of beer and shit's closed on Easter Sunday please help

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>>36293085
I'm 96% sure onietis is not interested in the slightest but I still find myself fantasizing about a future together, I think if I can get a definitive straight forward answer I'll be able to move on.

Jack and coke please.

>>36294841
congratulations man! If she seems that exited about it I'm sure there's not much you can do wrong

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A female coworker who laughs at even my dumbest jokes hugged me goodbye and called me sweet
I think she muttered something about her bf buying her a jacket or something though

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When I found out my oneitis had a bf it really should've just ended there. But I kept falling for her, deluding myself maybe someday they wouldn't be together anymore and that I'd have a chance with her. Now not only are they still together but he's most likely gotten her pregnant. All I can do now is just never see or talk to her again and let these feelings just slowly die away into the same dull hollow nothingness that I'd felt for years before meeting her. In any case I only have myself to blame for emotionally destroying myself like this, so just give me anything that I can drink myself to death with.

>>36307769
take the chance, i would have never believed my oneitis was even remotely interested in me until she asked me to prom, we made out, was nice

>>36294228
that's what I'm drinking tonight homie.

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Give me some straight-up Everclear. My oneitis came out as a lesbian earlier this week.

>>36307999
I asked my onietis to prom, she said "I don't know" I asked if she had free time over spring break she said, "I don't know"

Well If she doesn't know then I've got a pretty damn good idea

Do not be a gay bastard.

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I'll just say that I for the first time asked a girl for her number and to hang out, after she'd been touchy feely the whole night and was complimenting me to other people. She said she had a boyfriend and I tried to play it off as all cool. Shit bros finally manned up and got rejected, tho I think she actually had a bf since she told me specifics.
Could have been worse, rejection wasnt that bad but still feels weird, man. Thanks guys

>>36307603
Whose wrists do I have to slit to get a drink around here

Mine hopefully

these threads always remind me of how i live across the street from a bar and how i see tons of guys coming and going with multiple women. fucking chads and their harems. no wonder there are so many single guys. the black guys are kind of funny though because they occasionally get into fights with the black chicks.

>>36308118
Far too late.

>>36303716
Are the same events coming back to you, like 2 or 3 that keep repeating on and on. Maybe you should try EMDR, it's great for "small traumas".

I miss slav bartender

I keep dwelling on the past, even if it's from over 5 years ago. I'll post a greentext in a reply to this.

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>>36309994
>summer going into 9th grade
>massive crush on female friend
>people around me are starting to get gfs
>I am a hopeless ugly chubby kid into anime
>text female friend because why not
>friend is on vacation
>we chat for a little bit
>out of nowhere things get serious
>we start talking about her bad family life (parents were drug dealers)
>opens up to me about how she feels worthless, I do the same
>this goes on for a bit
>"Gn anon, I need some sleep"
>get text about an hour later
>"hey"
>"I've been thinking, we have such similar issues and hobbies, plus I think your kinda cute sooo"
>holy fuck yes
>ask her on a date to see some shitty horror flick when she gets back
>we both don't even wanna see it, but it's the only thing in theaters
>talk and flirt until 5am
>happiest I've ever been
>next morning
>she still talks to me but seems out of it
>don't think too much of it
>A week goes by
>she gets home tomorrow
>get text at 2am
>"anon, I can't do this anymore..."
>don't hear from her for over a week
>defeated inside
>another week passes by
>"hey, I need to come clean"
>"I never actually wanted to go out with you, it was my sister messing with me and you"
>start crying

I lost it, I shut myself in for the rest of summer bc of her

It continues
>I don't talk to her for over a year
>I finally talk to her again
>we both apologize
>start talking in person more
>we both feel a connection going on
>invited to her house for a party (first time I've been invited to one)
>excited as fuck
>first one to arrive
>we both sit together awkward as fuck and are super embarrassed
>her sister walks in
>"Oh yeah, I invited a few more people btw"
>10 minutes later my friends mega chad ex shows up
>he starts threatening me and shit
>eventually he manages to win my friend over again
>they cuddle and make out for hours
>I have to sit there and watch because I had to wait for a bus

I hate her and her sister to this day. They are basically responsible for my crippled self esteem.

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>>36310017
Women have no hearth mate but it's our fault for valuing whores so much and letting them break us.

>>36293085
I'm back btw. Will keep serving drinks.

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>meds are working well lately
>can drink more than 2 beers without literally dying
>trying to drown my shit in a mix of beer, whiskey and rum
>3rd consecutive day drunk and most of Easter ahead of me
So, a beer and a double Jack, neat.

>try to forget oneitis for half a decade
>see her again accidently
>she appears to be more interested than just "nice to see you again"
>all of the spaghetti falls out of my fannypack
>leave and keep contact to the bare minimum replies
>months later she starts messaging me again more frequently
>makes it obvious she wants to see me again
>I pass as literally Chad Thundercock to the unsuspecting onlooker on a good day
>but, incurably ill, eat a cocktail of meds every day, including antidepressants
>no job, no degree
>failing at uni after taking every course twice, wasting most of my early 20s
>still living with parents, in a child's room
>all attempts to become who she thinks I am, who I want to be, have crashed and burned
>don't want her to see me like this

So, another Jack please.