What's your biggest regret?

Why did you make this up

was >>36272157 not enough attention whoring? You barely even changed the story

>Then come onto 4chan to mine for sympathy for yourself.

Don't forget that.

got a cs degree when my true calling is physical fitness

>>36287382
>>useless NEET who never leaves the house
Cute! CUTE!!

>>36287382
Why are you covered in scabs and scars?

>>36287408
Different guys, anon. I am just here to relieve stress about my pitiful existence before I kill myself for being a worthless human being.

>>36287469
Isn't a CS degree useful, anway?

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>>36287382
You had the courage to do sexy things with him but didn't have the courage to board a fucking train?

Jesus

>>36287536
it is but I've grown to dislike programming. I want to help people get fit

>>36287382
I worked for 2 years to afford to go to a different country and get a master's degree.
I'm halfway through and my biggest regret will be the fact I wasted my time on 4chan and failed miserably.

>fembot here
This is a moderately polite sage, my dear roastposter

>>36287536
Why don't you get someone else that cares about you? It doesn't have to be this way.

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being a indiscipline asshole.
i will forever regret not comiting myself to fully apply at something , especially music.
Im almost 22 and can i barely play bass.

My biggest regret was telling my friend that his fiance was cheating on him. He shot himself and the dude she was cheating with.

>>36287382
Not killing myself earlier.
Now i can't do it, at least i'm better now but i wished i didn't have to keep trying.

Also sad story OP. Happened something similar to me but it wasn't someone that really cared about me, it was more of a superficial friend that killed himself.

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>>36287740
Lol but not the girl huh?

By honor and duty its on YOU now to end her life by unnatural means. Everyday that goes by that you dont accomplish this is another insult to his memory.

>>36287382
Tits or gtfo thank ouY

>>36287718
>22

try waiting five more years and fucking your hands up in manual labor before you start bitching.

>>36287795
I have no idea where she is, this happened years ago. She needs to live with her own sins.

>>36287740
You did the just thing
It is not your fault that your friend was not strong enough to handle the truth.
If I was your friend in that scenario, I would cross out my wife from the will and write in your name instead.

>>36287382
Yep. Your cowardice killed the the one person who gave a shit about you. Hope you Anons learn from this.

>>36287382
Not being still born.

>>36287604
Use your degree to make money whilst you help me get fit, anon!

Also pay off student debt then set up as fitness person?

>>36287642
I feel you. I have not done work my whole life because when depression hits I just go cry on shitty chans and avoid doing anything at all.

>>36287675
Post your fucking regret reeeeeee.

>>36287702
He could only stand me because he was seriously mentally ill. Everyone else leaves me because I'm a toxic cunt.

>>36287740
J-jesus, anon. You didn't know it was going to end that way. I'm sorry that happened to you.

>>36287769
I wish I had killed myself earlier, too. I kept thinking things would improve but they didn't.

>>36287382
>being born
>not asking for a little sister when i could
>going to uni instead of learning profession

>>36287382
women need to be gassed. period.
also saged

>>36287382
Tits or gtfo.
Saged for being fake.
If it was true then he's better dead (we would all be)

>>36288082
Well, why don't you fix your personality if you can?

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>>36288075
I think that would have been better for me, too. My mom had several miscarriages before she had me and almost died. Then I was born.
>good joke, world.

>>36288134
I wish I had a little sister, too.
What profession would you have done?

>>36288082
At least i'm having fun playing games and piano now, that wouldn't have happened if i killed myself.
Still, i wish i had the courage to do it, now it's too late.

>>36288082
Would you move in with a broke ass student living alone and you can do household chores while I fuck you daily?

Sorry I have a high sexdrive

>>36288238
>What profession would you have done?
car mechanic or joiner.

>>36287740
He should have shot the roastie slut he was with instead of the guy she was banging.

>>36288184
At least he isn't suffering anymore. I can't help but think that if I had kept trying with him that I could have stopped it, though.

>>36288207
I don't know if I can. How can I fix my personality? Is there a way to train myself to stop being a horrible person?

>>36288254
I wish that I could play piano. How long did it take to learn?

>>36287382
A friend of mine killed themselves a few years ago and I think I could have stopped it if I just did things differently. It eats at me everyday. I don't even care about me dropping out of high school or any other mistake I've made, but that one eats at me.

>>36288294
>Is there a way to train myself to stop being a horrible person?

Do you have a diagnosis for borderline personality disorder?

>>36287382
I only came in this thread to steal your OP pic for a story I'm writing, didn't even bother to read what you typed.

Guess that's another person who doesn't care about you lol.

>>36288294
I've been playing piano for 10 years at least, but getting good enough to play basic songs doesn't take more than a month.
I've teached people to play moonlight (the first part) within a day, so it's not that hard. Easier than most instruments if you ask me.

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>>36288267
Yes. But I'm ugly and horrible to be around.

>>36288273
I heard those are well paying, but after a while your body hurts. You could still do something related to those, though. Or do it as a hobby?

>>36288364
Where are you from then?

spagotti

>>36288364
>Or do it as a hobby?
i've become joiner but late, and atm struggle to find a good job with little experience.

>>36288313
>A friend of mine killed themselves a few years ago and I think I could have stopped it if I just did things differently. It eats at me everyday. I don't even care about me dropping out of high school or any other mistake I've made, but that one eats at me.

I feel the same way. I had a lot of regrets before but now nothing compares to this. It hurts more because he always had time for me.

>>36288321
>Do you have a diagnosis for borderline personality disorder?

No, I don't have borderline personality disorder as far as know.
I am just frustrated with my own existence so I lash out a lot.

>fembot here

Dropped

>>36288364
You're in the UK right? Near Cambridge? I'll downgrade you to housemaid / cockslut. I need someone to take care of my needs and some chores so I won't be alone. And you don't have to worry about money or anything, just cleaning the house and opening your legs for me.

I'll put a bag over your head if you think you're so ugly.

>>36288294
Just socialize with more people and that can help a long way. Bottling up your feeling and isolating yourself from others can be very harmful (I should know I've done it for years). Just make friends when you can either in person or online too. Dont let this ad experience in your last hold you back. Do you have a throwaway email to add so we can chat more?

>>36288430
That's scary anon (not OP).

>>36288422
Learn to accept who you are. Try to be more friendly towards other people. Don't put yourself down.

>>36288473
I'm a few months away from graduation in business. I have a pretty okay resume for a graduate. I just need a girl in my life. And if I can't get a legit girlfriend I'll take a desperate girl who wants this.

>>36288350

I can play the beginning of that but I can't memorise anything real and I have stubby little fingers. Oh well.

>>36288420
Have you made anything for fun? Can I see?

>>36288420
>>36288430

I am not near Cambridge.

>>36288502
That's a bit mean, but each to it's own i guess. If she wants it then it's fine, just don't hurt her (the non sexual way).

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>>36288294
>>36288364
>>36288422
Why are you still here? Shouldn't you be hanging from a rope right now, whore? Your "friend" had the right idea.

>>36288533
Do you have a keyboard or a piano close to you? Learning seems hard at first and the beginning of songs sound weird, but the feeling of accomplishing something you worked for is pretty great, you should keep trying.

>>36288533
>I am not near Cambridge.
Willing / able to travel? Honestly if you say yes pack up your bags and get on the train and you can live out your life with me without worries.

>>36288533
Would you contact me if I was looking for a friendship that might bloom into something else or something, if it goes that way?

You seem quite nice. I'm in the UK though, so if you're not it might not be good. But I'm in your situation exactly but I'm financially fine (neetbucks) I don't have any requirements and I'm not looking for the weird sex slave thing. I'm just lonely.

>>36288566
>>36288583
Sorry, I only date black guys. It's my fetish

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>>36288462
>Just socialize with more people and that can help a long way.

I never go out and I suck at maintaining friendships IRL because of that.

>Do you have a throwaway email to add so we can chat more?
Yes, and discord etc. but I might not be able to respond for a while.

>>36288482
I can be friendly at first, but ultimately I'm a whiny selfish person.

Just so yall know, "Alice"/"Awful Alice" is a trap and not a real girl, look up her email in the archives for proof

>>36288533
>Have you made anything for fun? Can I see?
yes, plenty. i'm lazy to find the photos.

also >>36288430 is not me.

>>36288669
>>is a trap and not a real gir

>expecting anything else here

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>>36288566
>>36288583

I don't really go outside. But sure.
takoyaki#0659

>>36288638

You're funny, anon. I like you.

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>>36288669
SHUT THE FUCK UP RIGHT NOW GODDAMMIT. I need this bitch's vagina no matter what. I can't STAND being a virgin anymore. I've spent so much fucking time sucking up to her and pretending to care about her in this thread already that I CAN'T FUCK THIS UP. She'll fall in love with me, and then we'll FUCK FUCK FUCK LIKE RABBITS. You can't stop me you fucking piece of shit. HER PUSSY BELONGS TO ME

>>36287740
ALPHA
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>>36288652
I'll add ya on discord and we can talk later if that's ok

>>36288669
>>36288727

I am not that Alice and unfortunately I was born with a vagina. But are they a cute trap? Post pics, please.

>>36288670
lazy RIP.

>>36288737
Wait you're literally the same femanon from yesterday that talked about your encounter with a dude online when you were 12. Any of these stories legit?

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>>36288787
SWEET PUSSY JUICE.

I DESIRE.

I CRAVE

SWEEEEEEEEEEEET PUSSY JUICE

>>36288828
Shut the fuck up asshole I AM SO GODDAMN CLOSE TO FINALLY GETTING LAID

>>36288828
All of them. I have a lot of horrible cringe inducing stories about how retarded I am and absolutely no sense of shame telling them anymore.

>>36288852
tfw losing my shit to this

kek

>>36287382
You tunnel vision onto your own emotions. Your emotional selfishness is why you couldn't visit him and your emotional selfishness is what makes your rather masochistically "punish" yourself with self-hatred instead of changing how you behave and stop being such a self-centered prick.

I know your kind and I've had to cut two of them out from my life before. Most of you never change because you don't really want to. Your solution to being shit is to just punish yourself emotionally and then keep on being shit, as if that helps the victims of the past and the future of you being shit. In the end, everything is about you for you.

>>36288935
>Your solution to being shit is to just punish yourself emotionally and then keep on being shit,

Nailed it.

Also a core part of BPD being why I asked in the thread.

>>36288935
>>36288968

I'd like to stop being shitty, but I don't know how to fix my core personality, I guess.

I think some parts of BPD apply to me and others do not.

Either way, I'm a very damaged person who struggles to see outside of their own problems when it comes down to it.

>>36288935
You sound like a sociopath.

How can a person change what they are? Only fake humans do that.

>>36289092
>sound like a sociopath
Welcome to normie society. "Get normative as we prescribe or we'll make you that way."
Did you really think that school of thought was removed by allowing people to buttfuck one another openly?

>>36288787
>I was born with a vagina.

d-do you still have it?