Bad childhood moments

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>>36282535
It's worse when their nice to you. Because then your absolutely disappointed when she rejects you and mad at yourself being a fool and even thinking there was a chance. Most girls can trick even the worst of pessimist into believing there's a chance

>>36282535


> around 10 or something
> spend the night at best only friends house
> dropped off the next night
> hear screaming in my room
> mom and are drunk and hitting each other on my own bed
> see me in the hallway
> "gotsh behd RIGHT NOW"
> run under the kitchen table and ball my eyes out until I wake up

>>36282592
>>36282535
Or the girls who act like they are just as socially inept as you, but they are fine talking to literally everyone about how socially awkward they are.

>>36282535
>made a shool shooting joke and teacher heard and i got suspended for a day and got called
>"THE KID THAT THREATENED TO SHOOT UP THE SCHOOL"
I want to fucking die

>>36282535

>tfw my mother taped herself telling me bedtime stories so she could watch tv instead

>tape even told me when to turn the page

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>>36282923

My mother would beat me so bad that other parents who would pick up their kids at Kindergarten saw my bruised back and neck and called CPS on her. I ended up in Foster Care, twice. Her boyfriend also punched one of my baby teeth while he was drunk, I was only 5 years old.

>>36282535

>be me
>be ten
>socially isolated at school
>spend recess alone, walking around
>father spies on me
>berates me at dinner for being alone

>>36282957

She is probably insane.

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>>36282535
>I think he'd rather date a computer
Why the fuck do normies think that if you're quiet you are someone who loves computers. Someone literally wrote that in my yearbook.

>>36282535
>demons
How is any of that mean, though? They were just being honest. They let you know that if you want a girlfriend, you will have to stop being such a disgusting weirdo. This is how the world works. Imagine if a sentient turd walked up to you and asked you to kiss it, would you? No, you wouldn't.

Those girls gave you the blessing of motivation to improve and you were too much of a retarded loser to capitalize on it.

>>36282601

>gotsh bedth
>ball my eyes

We're not all from arrakis here, matey

>>36283032
Anyways, i have to get back to fucking my hot girlfriend. See you. Just hope i yell the right name because all 50 girls i've lain with this month alone has been too much

>aged 5
>aunt in charge
>"forgets" to put underwear on me
>zips up super fast
>searing pain
>can't remember anything beyond my kid dick mangled my metal
>sent to ER

>mother and aunt share that "joke" about the "accident" for decades

>finally understand it was no accident

>>36283048

This is the saddest post I have ever read.

>>36283073
It's a meeemeee you dip ;( original comment ok

>>36282923
Out of all bad childhood memories, bad parenting just hits me the hardest. No one deserves to be born into bad parenting.

>age 8
>bathing with lil' bro
>he's a baby
>never liked bathing wirh siblings naked
>not sure if normal
>water is opaque, whitish
>baby bro looks concerned
>starts jumping up and down on his ass
>I find a piece of excrement
>mother drains water
>smashed shit everywhere
>mother calls other sibling to witness how funny this is
>years later I suspect the excrements were not baby bro's

>>36283160
THEN WHO WAS POOP?

>be 8
>forced to watch movies not intended for my age like Schindler's List or Midnight Express
>somehow find comic books with Auschwitz torture porn inside

>later understand they were planted for me to find

>>36283171

Good question. Too many poop-themed events in my childhood to be mere coincidence.

>go to bathroom
>towel looks odd
>enormous skid mark inside
>chunks, even
>report it to mother
>calmly says it's just father who dried himself, just bring towel to laundry room
>no further reaction

>be ten
>mother says father has something to show me in the bathroom
>I go
>father stands there, stark naked
>proceeds to explain nonsense about his genitals, handling his cock as he does so
>wat

>be 9
>ask mother where are the gifts I made for her in school
>"I threw them away."
>"Why?"
>"They took too much space."
>I believed her
>we lived in a big villa

>>36283351
He wanted the succ.

>>36282923
do you have a foot fetish? asking for science

>>36283470

No.

negatively original

>poop father is taking a dump
>didn't check for TP
>no TP
>calls me from a different floor
>I'm 5
>look for TP
>find none
>father gets impatient
>search more
>nothing
>father shouting, getting furious
>frantically search everywhere
>father screaming insults and threats
>terrified, losing my mind
>I give up and await doom
>father stops screaming
>I wait, motionless
>footsteps coming closer
>father approaches
>smacks me across the face so hard I fall to the floor, crying in fear

>>36283619
what a shitty father

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>be somewhere in the range of 6 or 7
>staying with my dad and his girlfriend over christmas
>up late as fuck watching horror flicks with my older brother because my dad was bad at supervising
>brother falls asleep on the couch
>i'm too spooked to sleep so i decide to go crawl in bed with dad
>hear noises through the door but open it anyway
>my prepubescent mind didn't understand what i was seeing
>dad notices me and begins to freak out
>"we're just wrestling anon!"
>oh cool, i like wrestling, undertaker is cool, my dad is like undertaker!
>eventually pass out on the couch
>the next morning dad has the most shit eating grin on his face
>decides to tell my brother that i'd walked in on him and his gf fucking
>older brother is 13 and well aware of the birds and the bees
>i'm too innocent for such things

>tfw i learned the truth later in life
>tfw i suddenly realized i walked in on my dad getting his dick wet

Bump

i want more

>>36283053
Did you at least get your revenge on those cunts?

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>>36283289
I'm fucking confused as to why anyone would do this.

>be around 6 years old
>get molested by a guy that lives on our street
>not sure if that caused all my current mental problems or if I always would have ended up this way

>>36282592

This, fell for that shit way too many times

> remeber a group of bitchy girls had a group diary in middle school
>They would pass it around in class and no one was allowed to read or write in it but them
> Teacher got sick or it and read it herself.
>had a page that listed most attractive guys in the class
>teacher ask if we want to hear the list, none of us really care but they read the list to the class anyways
>patals have horrified faces as they list them bottom 20
>mfw I'm listed at number 3

Don't ask me why I shared.
OPs story reminded me of this.

>>36282535
>Be me
>7 years old
>Dad is beating and choking mom
>You scream for it to stop
>Neighbors finally call cops
>Dad goes to jail and you stay with grandma for a long time

Not really interesting but sure why not
>dad wants to barbecue
>cant find the charcoal or lighter fluid
>gets pissed, sends two brothers and i to go find them
>we cant find shit
>dad keeps getting mad
>come across him in the kitchen
>"anon damnit do you remember where any of this stuff is?"
>"no I don't know"
>at the absolute fucking top of his lungs he yells at me "WELL GO FIND THEM"

I think this actually messed with me. As a 20 year old, knowing that kids are fucking awful to deal with, I really believe that there's no reason to yell at the top of your lungs at your kid just because he can't find something. It never made sense to me and thinking about it always makes me really uncomfortable.

>>36284559
Hope he rots in his cell, brochacho.

>>36284392
I'm pretty sure you're fucked up because you were molested, anon. Every homosexual I knew all had molestation stories, man and woman alike

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>Elementary school
>someone sent home for lice
>make a joke about it to try and be funny
>shit joke and came out wrong and now everyone thinks you have bugs on your head too

Am I unironically autistic

Someone post that instagram video of the black kids hanging out with a mom and they go into sons room and harass him.

>>36283032
>they revealed their true nature
>even if you are desired by them, knowing how they truly are, would you still even want to be with any of them?

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>mom and dad beat me almost daily
>every stupid little thing i say, even if im not tying to say anything bad
>every opportunity, i get the shit kicked out of me
>go to school, nothing is different. be short. still manlet
>boys pick on me daily, throw shit at me and steal my things.
>try to stand up for myself, end up going up against 6 little chads
>cant win
>girls pick on me for being weird and quiet
>they dont know that being quiet and disassociating is a defense mechanism that i used at home to prevent being beaten or at least pretend im not there while its happening
>only source of relief is my ps2. but only get to play them fridays and saturdays for 2 hours at a time.
>computer too
>fucking hate sundays. dad goes berserk on sundays. his critical hit chance is doubled that day
>end up disassociating all the time
>very few friends. mom ends up beating me in front of a good one.
>he starts hanging out with me less.
>cont.

>>36285145
>keep switching schools
>have group of friends finally
>they always put me in situations where im the but of the joke, constantly make fun of me and physically attack me
>thought it was boys just being boys
>realize they were just picking on the autistic kid
>no friends

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>be me 13
>immigrate to america from shit tier venezuela, leave friends and family behind
>work at a parents factory for 5 years while going to school
>people make fun of the fact i made 3 dollars an hour due to no work permit
>apply for greencard, get denied because factory didnt have enough employees and wssnt considered an asset
>get deported last month to spain for some reason and leave friends& family all over again
>gf called me last week to tell me shes leaving me for another guy
And now i live in a small room, i can't sleep nor eat properly all while cramming a semesters worth of class into one month of online schooling.
At least ill get an American diploma

>>36282535
you're a naive little faggot, you deserved to be bullied u fucking nerd.

>Be me
>Be in 7 grade
>No social skills, had no friends
>Wants to talk to people but the only thing i could say was "what's the next subject?"
>clasmate asks me why I keep asking the same question
>couldn't answer
>go to the library at lunch so I didn't have to sit alone in the cafeteria
>people start saying things like "he's so quiet" but when i do speak they say bullshit like "oh my god anon, I thought you were a mute" didn't really like it but couldn't do anything so i just laughed it off
>fast forward a month later
>people started hiding my stuff and beating me up for saying stuff. There was this faggot who liked to shout/laugh in my face, and make fun of me because i sucked in gym class
>find out that grill who sits next to me was the one hiding my stuff
>didn't do anything about her because she was the only one who talked to me so I took my bag everywhere I go which led to being made fun of by people
>realized that she only talked to me because we sat next to each other
>realized that she would never give me the time of day to talk her outside of class
>realized that she had never considered me a friend
>still did nothing about it because actually talking to someone my age was the best shit ever
>realized later that I had no filter between my brain and mouth, people were probably pissed off at the things I say
>still doesn't know what's wrong with being honest

>>36285581
>gets picked last in gym (I sucked)
Gets picked last in every group project (I had no friends and sucked)
>people gossip and talk shit about me, incidents of my stuff's disappearances have increased
>catch the other person who's been hiding my stuff red-handed
>finally have enough evidence to get back at him
>hides his notebook a week before exams started, put his umbrella in the trash can
>he didn't get the umbrella back but he found the notebooks
>got mad and punched the wall at home
>fast forward to near end of semester
>more anxiety and lower tolerance
>can't bear people looking at me, it makes me think they're always gossiping and laughing at me
>going to submit my report
>this faggot tried to fuck with me because I didn't do anything when the other fuckers did
>said, "Hey, look at anon" with his fucking smug face to his faggot friends
>my anxiety took over and I shouted something that could be roughly translated to "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT DUMB CUNTT"
>surprisingly felt better but the rest of the day was awkward af
>was the quiet kid, later the autistic fuck who lashes out at everyone
>no one would talk to me
>was the topic for gossip
>was joked about being """the school shooter"""
>still no friends

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>>36282535
>trusting roasties
You massive faggot OPEE

>sleeping over at this girls place
>we into each other
>we do the nasty and fall asleep
>wake up in the middle of night
>realise i have to pee real bad
>before i can even get out of bed
>OPEN THE FLOOD GATES
>pee all over my side of bed
>i force it to stay go up and release the last into the toilet
>walk in my pants and underwear stink of piss
>look at bed
>its fucking soaked
>panic.jpg
>sleep in it to cover it up so she doesn't notice when she wakes up
>morning
>we both wake up
>her and her mom asks if im gona stay for breakfast and dinner
>standing there in the hall with dried piss all over my pants
>''nah man its good i gotta head home''
>never talked about it again
>2 weeks later we become a couple for almost a year
>did i get away with it?

>>36286528
What the hell is this bullshit
Is this board normie only now?

>>36286528
>do the nasty

Could there be a more infuriating normie phrase ?

>>36282535
That basically happened time and time again to me in some form.
And I'm female. "You look hot today" "haha ask her out"
Assholes of every gender. I used to think it was just silly kids but it happened in my work too.
Can't say that's my worst memories though, I think you're lucky if all you had was a spot of childish bullying. I guess mine would involve my autistic brothers tard rages. Attacking me, smashing up the house. And he still does it as an adult so it's worse. Only now my parents are older and less able to cope. So I'm constantly worried about them and guilty that I've got away.

> highschool with fruit trees in playground
> spring
> be 13yo with no friends
> read comics and books during the playground time
> 12 boys come all start throwing fruit on me
> Get wasted, all fruit all over me
> Girls laugh about it
> Go to bathroom
> Could clean myself with tears

> be 9
> start getting acne because fucking genetics
> girl in my class says "eewww you have zits"
> tell all teenagers have zits, and i have them because i am mature
> lol
> "my sister is 15 and she doesn't have zits"
> go cry

>>36284734
Welcome to my daily childhood my dude

>teacher has a brilliant idea
>spoiler: no its not
>anyways, she makes groups of one male, one female
>every female decides who to sit with
>it's my turn, halfway during the picking
>"Who wants to be with anon?"
>dead silent
>"Come on, who's it going to be?"
>the girls look at each other, someone cringes, others don't even bother
>I start to panic
>cry out loud
>"Why won't anybody be with me?"

I still remember the mixture of disappointment and pity on the teacher's face

>>36282968
That's really sad. I know how that feels anon. Being berated for being shy and isolated as a kid really stuck with me.

>>36285188
>>36285145
Measured against the fucked up childhoods I've heard of yours is up there lad
I feel for you my man
How are you now

>>36284518
hey at least u werent last right