internet ruined me

>>36272157
imagine the rush he got from that

>fembot here
When will you braindead roastie whores learn that you can NEVER be robots?
fuck off and get cunt cancer

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Be my friend. I like anime and videogames and I'm nice.

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>>36272224

I enjoy the memory now, so jokes on him.

>>36272258

Fuck off. I've been here for years. I started going on 4chan at 13 (which is how old you are now).

>>36272345
up for a sequel?

Some dudes who pass as normies can give you a normal life outside the bedroom and degrade you in it you know.

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>>36272287

R-really, anon? I'd like that.

>>36272395

I barely shower and I'm not cute anymore, sorry.

you gotta post tits and timestamp

>>36272395
that was really smooth anon

Shoulda killed you. Fem subs need to be bred out of the gene pool

>>36272443
date me I'm a big strong white man who can protect you

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>>36272443
>R-really, anon? I'd like that.
Email me Discord, Steam or Skype.

[email protected]

>>36272407

I never leave the house so I can't contact these mythical beings.

>>36272457

You will never see my tits. I'm not a stupid whore.

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>>36272157
That story is bullshit, but it still made me smile.

>>36272460
I wanna fuckin choke out a chick

Do you like to finger your asshole?

>>36272481
>I never leave the house so I can't contact these mythical beings.
You mean you won't put in the effort to try and leave the house.

>>36272157
Do you still play maplestory? If you honestly need a friend I can be one.

>>36272157
If your parents didn't let you date, how did you get the hotel? Sneak out or something? Why did the staff let a grown man and a 12 year old alone in a hotel together?
Interesting story otherwise.

>>36272157
The internet ruined you and you just keep coming back for more.

Seriously though, it's not surprising that you're fixated on hardcore rape porn given what your first and only sexual experience was like. You just need to have other, healthy experiences and I'm sure your tastes will shift. Easier said than done, I realize, but it's not hopeless.

That's some decent bait blaming the Internet f@m.

when you get choked out youre only out for like 10-15 seconds so....

>OP pretends to be a gurrrl
>posts stupid bullshit
>orbiters swoop in like flies on dogshit
Every fucking time

>>36272576
>you need to get better
She likes it baka. This is an abstract kinda bait also.

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>>36272489

Is anon jealous?

>>36272516

I'm scared to finger my asshole. But I watch a lot of ass rape porn.

>>36272522

Well. I leave sometimes, but nobody speaks to me when I do.

Why do you think it is the internet's fault? Do you think knowing that is an advantage to overcome your current situation?

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>>36272570
>If your parents didn't let you date, how did you get the hotel?

They let me date, I just didn't want him to come to my house and for my mom to freak out because I brought back a grown man.

>Sneak out or something?

It all happened in the daytime. I left before it got dark.

>Why did the staff let a grown man and a 12 year old alone in a hotel together?

This question fucked me up for years, anon. I wish I knew. I don't know.

>>36272157
We can meetup, but I'll probably enjoy it more than you will

>>36272682
No one cares you nigger.

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>raped by my dad as a kid
>turned on only by extreme physical pain that my defective brain can't separate from pleasure

I was ruined before the internet was ever in the equation

>>36272624
>can only masturbate to degrading, hardcore rape porn now
>can never marry a nice man
>justkillme
Kinda sounds like she doesn't.

every orbiter in this thread is disgusting. when will you betas learn to stop falling for this meme?

and no, females can NOT be robots. stop trying to fit in you gross little whore.

>>36272157
Are you still afraid of men?
I can't even look women in the eyes.

>>36272682
What did you tell your mom when you left? That you were going to a friends house or something?

How fat are you, OP?

Be honest.

>>36272157
Can I be your friend? My email is [email protected], feel free to email me if you want. I'm into animu and games btw, been watching Little Witch Academia and loving it.

>>36272756
Hey, at least one of you wont get charged for domestic abuse!

>>36272756

I'm sorry, anon.

>>36272775

I don't look in the eyes of anyone.

>>36272784

I'm skinnyfat and it's disgusting.

Trying to create a throwaway email. RIP.

>>36272576

I tried to get therapy but I just sobbed and the therapist couldn't understand me. Fuck me.

I'm now ugly and too autistic and weird to meet anyone or be normal.

>>36272618

Yep. I woke up.

>>36272655

I-I don't know.

>>36272853
It's not that bad. At least you aren't obese.

>>36272777

I told her that I was going into town. When I got back I got into bed with her.

>waiting for her to ask about my day
>she doesn't ask

Then I got into the shower and cried.

>>36272157
That man was a fucking creeper. Sorry if it fucked you up.

>>36272812
I don't get it. Am I a brainlet

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did he fucked you?

>get a loli gf from the internet
>choke her 'til she passes out

Geez, what the fuck was with that guy? People need to appreciate what they have in life.

>>36272157
No pity for you OP. That's not even that bad.

>>36272761
Robot, women don't know what they want. Never heard that saying? She's complaining for no logical reason and she probably liked what happened. Even if she didn't then, she sure as shit does now. So what does she want? She thinks she wants a nice man when what she wants is an asshole dom to help her relive her abuse. She's confused becasue society tells you you're not supposed to like that, and women are so narcissistic and people are so monkey see monkey do that she takes what is politically moral and lets it bother her image of self. If she was honest with herself like most women aren't, she'd just have both a nice guy and a guy that's kinky, but rather than hate herself becasue she wants to hate someone or something, she is stuck between blaming the interweb and men. Alot of women blame the men, even whilst they enjoy reliving the abuse. She is blaming the internet because she lied about her age. This is a troll though because it's meant to make the men get mad about her lying then playing the victim, so whatever.

thread #2623663912 of a faggot tranny posting his faggot fantasy and using faggot anime pictures and typing like a faggot to satiate his insatiable faggoty need for attention while faggot perma virgins whiteknight for a faggot

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>>36273088
i dont know what Pill you took, but whatever it is I want 2 of em

>>36273026
Well, if you translate pain as pleasure, then there is no such thing as domestic abuse in your household. I guess that's the joke. Kinda.

>>36272157
>tfw never got child molested or any kind of rape as a kid
>actively tried to seek it out too
>never happened

Why are child molesters more interested in girls than boys thats not fair

>>36272157
Unless you're goint to post pics or be my gf fuck off

>>36273164

I thought it was the other way around. Seems like every big pedo scandal (Catholic Church, Penn State, etc.) involves boys.

>>36273214
Opportunistic predators go for girls

Pedo organizations of powerful people go for boys

>>36273053

No anon, no he did not.

I escaped.

>>36273106
Do you have a problem with homosexuals anon

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>>36272157

Show your tits or GET THE FUCK OUT.

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>>36273201

I'd rather be your gf than post my pics on r9k like some kinda stupid attention whore.

>>36272157
You made me remember maplestory.
Now i want to play an mmo.

sorry that all these robots are downies OP. I hope you find a nice man and rediscover good love w/ lots of passion. Shows are for retards anyways

>>36273301
fuck that faggot, be my gf now roastie

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>>36273057

I'm still pretty short if you want to choke me to death instead, anon.

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>>36273106
I like you anon!
Keep up the great work, we need more of your kind.

>>36273374
How short we talking here, originally

>fembot
>has been in a relationship albeit digital
>were attractive enough to get diddled
begone thot

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>>36273318

I don't play anymore. But I would play another MMO if I could run it, but my laptop is kinda shitty.

>>36273328

Ok.

>>36273403

Thanks anon. I will try my best!

>>36273411

I'm 5'1" now. Idk how tall I was then. I don't think I grew much.

>>36273492
Maybe an old game like vanilla wow.

>>36272481
>i'm not a stupid whore
>pretends to be 18 so she can meet up with dudes off the internet just for no reason lol xD
yeah sure you aren't a stupid whore, fucking 12 year old roasties god damn

>no nice men ever could be told I want to be treated like a trashy sexdoll at times
Yeah sounds legit

>>36273457

I was a cute kid then puberty ruined me. Don't worry, I am now deformed and no one would touch me.

>>36273530

But WOW is so ugly ;__ ;

>>36273542

You got me there!

>>36272157
i came back to this board after 4 years
why there are so many attention-whores here now?
anyone care to explain before i leave to never return?

>>36273609
Did he at least give you some maplestory cash shop stuff as compensation for giving you a hardcore rape fetish?

>>36273640
If you think it's worse now, you clearly weren't here 4 years ago

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>>36273601
>>no nice men ever could be told I want to be treated like a trashy sexdoll at times

I don't know anon. Would you like it if an ugly mentally ill girl said that to you?

I guess that the difficulty is meeting them.

Did you make a throwaway email yet? I wanna chat with you soon

>>36273301
>I'd rather be your gf
It's settled then

>>36273640

>thinking there weren't attention whores here 4 years ago

Good joke, anon.

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>>36273663

Yes, it's [email protected]

>>36273697

What will our first date be?

>>36273492
Now obviously since you made a thread to say all this,what you wanted was attention.There's no denying that,but still I think there's much less shame in it than people think nowadays.
But I think you're a good person,anon.I hope one day you feel a lot better and get what you want in life,as I do for everyone on this godforsaken board.

im in the chill phase of being a robot right now

>>36273609
Then think about something!
I really want to play an mmo damn.

>>36273731
>What will our first date be?
How about a trip to a hotel, my mom doesn't let me date.

>>36273733

Maybe I do want attention. I am kinda sleep deprived right now so it's making me act stupid.

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>>36273741

Shitty RO private server?

>>36273775

You sound too young for me, anon. I only date older guys. Try again next life.

>>36273609
>no one would touch me
stop attention seeking
it's obvious that people are intrested in you
this is why females can't be robots

>>36273731
>What will our first date be?
You said you were agoraphobic so probably a comfy one at home, to meet each other.

>>36273783
forgivable anon
besides its only human to want attention from time to time
only trouble is if you got a pussy everyone gets mad at you for it
people like me get called sjws too,when in reality im just fukn sick of people being at each others throats

>>36273927
Know each other*

>>36272473
are you my friend from nz?

>>36272756
That's kinda hot, anon...
I assume you are a man... if you are straight I'd love to talk...

>>36273844
Are servers still populated to this day?
And i don't remember what playing ragnarok was like, could be fun though.

>>36273912

They are only interested in the idea of me. In reality nobody here could stand me.

>short and stumpy
>basically no tits
>disgusting huge fivehead
>acne
>can't even hold a conversation because autism

Even an ugly guy can get a hot girl if he has charisma. I would have to be 10/10 to get anybody with my personality. But instead I'm a 6/10 at best. So fuck you.

>>36273927

That sounds nice, anon. I would like that. But I might go lock myself in my room and cry for no reason because I'm retarded, so...

>>36273940

You're nice anon. Thanks for making me feel better.

>>36274015

I don't know. I used to play iRO so it was basically boring, grindy torture.

>>36274006
I'm a tranny, >>36273106 was right about that at least for me. And he was right about my faggoty need to attention whore about it because I've posted it on /r9k/ a lot of times

>>36274032
>You're nice anon. Thanks for making me feel better.
likewise anon
you should sleep though,god knows how many times ive gotten depressed from sleep deprivation

>>36274078
Fair enough, nothing wrong with being faggy. Keep venting and I hope you dont need the attention one day.

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>>36274104
>you should sleep though

I didn't do my homework yet, and it's 2 weeks late. So I have to stay up and work.

>continues to shitpost

>>36273088
>She's confused becasue society tells you you're not supposed to like that
No, she's confused because being treated that way is objectively bad for your mental health and well being, regardless of whether you like it.

>>36274032
>6/10
>bad
The fuck am I reading

>>36274032
>nobody here could stand me
that's again a load of shit
>even an ugly guy can get a hot girl if he has charisma
no that's just not true, personality is a meme

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>>36274172
ah fair enough
then goodnight and have a good life anon.

>>36274186

I don't remember the last time I had a conversation that wasn't by the phone. I would never be able to have sex, no matter what way I was treated.

>>36274202

>at best

Can you even read? Make up, angles and padded bras exist to make ugly freaks like me look passable in the right light.

>>36274206

>personality is a meme

Fuck off lookism cancer.

>>36274070
I've been looking for servers and they all seem like shit, and if you don't like grinding then we should look for a high rate server or something?
WoW private servers seem pretty fun though.

>>36274168
>Keep venting
I hardly ever get actual replies when I bring it up, I always assumed the natural reaction people have is that my story is too far-fetched to entertain seriously, or they assume (correctly) that I'm male and thus it's not interesting to them

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>>36274278

t-thanks anon.
it was nice to meet you
;_ ;

>>36274295
6/10 at best is still good enough for a lot of guys here. You're just an attention whore.

>>36274295
>thinking personality isn't just a meme
somebody post that chart which grades people on their attractiveness and their personality
if your description of your self is true which i'm guessing it isn't and is exaggerated then i'm sure plenty of robots would happily date you

>>36272157
What's your address so I can come over and choke the shit put of you.

>>36274309

Nnnngh. Maybe we can try it.
You should contact me, anon.
nuggiez at yandex dot com
takoyaki#0659

>>36274421

Fuck you anon. No one would ever be with me because of who I am as a person.

>>36274186
>objectively
Such faggot. Wow.

But bad/good is relative faggot. Literally she doesn't want what she wants. It's cognitive dissonance.

>>36274474
>i'm sure plenty of robots would happily date you

Sorry anon, no one would date me because I'm intolerable.

And even if they would I'm too retarded to leave the house without having a panic attack first about how ugly I am.

>>36274609

Please hurry anon.

>>36274619
you attention seeking yet again
there are people in this thread trying to get in contact even with how you described yourself
i'll say it again this is why females can't be robots

>>36274295
>I would never be able to have sex, no matter what way I was treated.
Why do you think that?

Also, where do you live?

Hello, just letting you know I emailed you back, hope you feel better!!

>>36274715

No one has contacted me. I contacted 2 people and 1 didn't respond so literally fuck you. I just want to play games with anon and forget about my pathetic life.

>>36274723

I'm obnoxious and off-putting. I have no filter between my brain and my mouth and when I'm stressed I pick at my fingers until I bleed everywhere.

>>36274763
that's still one more person than the rest of us

>>36274830

Why don't you contact me, then?

>>36272157
From my experiences, I;ve decided I won't let my kids on the internet until they are perhaps 15, maybe older.
>implying I will have kids
Sorry about what happened, OP. Perhaps you can get therapy? Anyways, hope for the best.

>>36274763
Well, given the chance, would you take a benis?
>tfw no qt gf covered in blood and cum

It is ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE for kids to understand sex. No matter how you say it, they will not and cannot understand it. Its scientifically proven. There is absolutely no way a child can comprehend sex, no way, absolutely none. If you took a child, and make sex easy enough for a fucking retard to understand, that child could not possibly understand it. This is why we teach kids about sex way into highschool, like we should, science backs it up. People who want to have sex with kids are all 1) Serial killer 2) Rapists 3) Psychopaths 4) Gay. All this is proven by science, by rigorous testing and bulletproof studies. Its impossible to be a pedo without being these four things, absolutely impossible. If kids have sex, they will become whores and kill themselves. Not a single person who has been molested has lived past the age of 21. If a person has sex before the age of 18, half of their brain cells die, because of the intense mental strain sex puts on the mind. This, I assure you, is all backed up 100% by scientific studies and science. These are all the reasons pedophilia is NOT OKAY.
I'm 55 and I did all these studies. I assure you they are all very scientific. l knew what l was doing, because I was born into science. Every day of my life I have been living a life of science. Formulas and chemical equations zoom past my eyes when I close them. At night I dream of being an atom, zooming through the universe faster than the speed of light. After years of being in science. I know for a fact, that it has paid off. In raw data, I base my world, a world that is purely of science. For fifty years, I have trekked on the pathway of scientific discoveries, I am science not. And I do my experiments in a way that produces RESULTS. These are the results I got when I experimented with science. I spoke to science and it spoke back. And these are the results. I assure you.

>>36274763
because i'm not intrested in speaking to an attention seeker

>>36274877
I had therapy but I couldn't talk so it didn't help. Oh well.

>>36274899

That depends.
>tfw no bf to use me for my holes and leave me covered in blood and cum

>>36274619
Let's do it!
I will add you in a sec.

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>>36274956
>tfw I'm now fully erect
Sent you an email a few minutes ago.

P-please respond.

>>36274969
>>36274996

>tfw can't send anymore emails because of yandex fucking shitty limit or me sounding like spam or something.
>tfw those emails were the only social interaction i had with non family members in weeks

>>36275075
Just reply to me with your srs bsns email. What's the worst that could happen?

I'm the one that asked about your agoraphobia

>>36275075
I added you on discord too btw, im the anon who talked about Little Witch Academia if you cant respond back on the email.

>>36272157
how do you know he ate ur pussy

>>36275138

anon no.

>>36275141

I will discord you, anon!

>>36275142

I woke up. What the fuck do you think happened?

>>36275213
was it at least good enough to feel guilty about enjoying it

>>36275213
Fiiine. Added you on discord.

>>36275291

I did not enjoy it, he kept telling me how I must be enjoying it because of how wet I was but I wasn't wet at all and it was all his spit.

>his weight was pressing on my chest to hold me down during
>has asthma
>kept freaking out that i was going to die

>>36275378
Did you stare at his butthole, or what?

>OP admits to LARPing
>doesn't post a pic
>everybody believes that he's female
Wtf happened to this site?

>>36275378
Where do you live? I want to save you from the horribleness of your life but you have to be near my timezone to talk. Be near EU.

>>36275402

I actually can't remember. I THINK he had underpants on because I remember when he rubbed his dick against me I got free and ran to the bathroom.

>the one thing i repress about this incident
>its a butthole

>>36272796
shut up literal faggot

>>36275473

Please save me anon. But also I am 100% retarded and autistic IRL. I am Euro.

>>36275515
Ok I will add you on discord.

>>36275515
Be careful anon, you don't know what's behind the screen. Just focus on having friends and a little of fun before you try that.

I kinda have something like this too, except the male end where I just want a cute gf but in the bedroom and whenever I'm horny all I can think about is rape fantasies. The morality of it always weighs heavy on me even though I know I'd never act on it, especially since I don't even leave my bedroom anymore really. Kinda makes me feel bad to see how far removed from a normal life I am now and how there is no way to go back.

>>36275636
It couldn't be any worse than the life I live right now.

>>36275729
I feel you, anon. I feel guilty about it but I can only watch porn where girls are getting hurt and spat on.

>>36272157
i think he felt that thats what you wanted by dating an older guy and entering the hotel with him. it's clear you have no father figure in your life, it's ok i was the same way. just learn from it and move on.

>>36275790
Honestly I wish I just didn't think about it so much and just took it in stride but my brain does not let me off easy. It sucks always being disappointed with myself everytime I jerk off.

>>36275439
It's newfaggot thristy teens still in HS trying to get a robot GF that's all.

And predators trying to ensnare in case it's real.

And bait.

>>36275874
I guess so, anon. I felt very pleased that an older guy was taking interest in me I guess.

>>36275876
It's ok anon. Maybe you'll find a qt gf to rape.

>>36276004

Fuck off anon. I wish I was bait. My life is so pathetic. Even if I wasn't hideous to look at I can never be normal because some faggot tried to stick his dick in me and then I started to fetishize it because I'm retarded.

>>36276005
Thanks pal. I hope things go well for you too, even if you think it can't happen.

>>36276115
Thanks anon, either things will get better or i'll just fester away like this. Either one.

>>36276426
When are you coming to America?

>>36272469
>fem subs
>literally 99% of all women
gee there lad

So is OP a tranny or what or something?

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>>36277123
>or something
Go with that thought

>>36272157
Lol you're a fucking idiot, the fuck did you expect?
"But I was 12!"
At age 9 I knew that'd be a retarded decision, and I was a fapping addicted thirsty fucker back then too.

>>36272157
>tfw no broken qt gf to be incredibly gentle with and love forever

>>36277123
Yes.

>>36277526
I probably wanted it.

>>36277535
Good luck anon.

>>36277623
Don't wish me luck, wish me death instead.

>>36277679
Good death anon?

>>36277708
Death by anal rape.

>>36277769
Ok, but only after being used for a while.

>>36272157
You could marry an otherwise nice guy who degrades you sexually.

I'd call you a self sabotaging skankosaurusrex, but its not like the modern male isn't any less stupid. Its like no one has any foresight anymore.

Hi OP, my name is John.

Listen, assuming we'd eventually meet. Would you let me cum inside you? It's basicall all that matters to me, I have it fetishized (stole your word). All I ask is that you refrain from picking your fingers while you're with me, that shit is a dick-softener.

>>36277802
Fair enough. Shouldn't take too long before you're used up, the way you treat your body and all.

>>36277842
I never leave the house so I can't meet one.

>>36278208
You can do what you want. I don't care. Can't stop picking my fingers though, sorry.

>>36278247
True.

>>36278303
Welp I think I could make you wear gloves then. How old are you and what's your birth language?

>>36272157
Why would someone choke you to do something you were gonna probably do anyway?

>>36278337
Old. English.

>>36278363
I guess I didn't want him to take my clothes off so I was protesting too much.

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ZUCK DIS BIG DIK, BITCH!!!!!!!

>>36278440
Old age doesn't start until 27

Do you live in a rural or urban area? Do you have brothers or sisters? Describe your last birthday party (the one your mom organized for you) in detail.

>>36278363
>>36278440
Well, that, and it's fun. She liked it so much it's all she can think about.

>>36272637
>I'm scared to finger my asshole.
Wow what a pussy

Did you depart the thread OP?

>>36278530
Urban. Yes.

>I think I was 10.
>Mostly girls came and 1 boy.
>We went to a shitty restaurant for dinner.
>I had mini burgers.
>After we played in the playground outside.
>My two best friends came home with me.
>They were sleeping over.
>We made paper dolls.
>I had a shitfit over something and went to my room to calm down.
>lol why didnt my parents realise i was autistic
>Came down and my friends were using my new pens that I hadn't opened.
>Start crying because now the pens are "ruined" by being used.
>Cry a lot.
>Eventually go to sleep in bed with my friends.
>Still salty about those fucking pens.


>>36278561
Yep. I heard it's dangerous, so the bonus is I might actually die next time!

>>36278575
Yeah I fucking suck.

>>36278747
No. I have no life. I'll be here forever.

>>36278793
You're one day closer every day.

>>36278859
What's your relationship with your brothers / sisters / parents like?

Where are those two best friends now?

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>>36278966
That's what I keep telling myself :^)

>>36279016
We talk on messenger. Sometimes they ring but I sleep at weird hours so not much.

I think they love me but are exasperated by how pathetic I am.

One just got married and the other moved to a different country and is at university having a lot of fun.

Why would you enter the cock carousel at 12 years old? You caused this to yourself.

>>36279080
I felt very grown up and mature. I know that it's my fault.

I can't help being deformed and retarded though.

>>36278793
My daughter will be 10 soon. I'd be sad if I knew that her next birthday party will be her last.

>>36279115
>deformed

Quit stalling and post a pic already.

>>36279134

After that I had outings with 1 or 2 people rather than a party.

I stopped going outside and lost all my friends so I probably won't have another birthday party ever.

>>36279156
no, why dont you eat a dick instead, anon?

>>36279183
Okay don't post a pic and I won't eat a dick.

>>36279224
This is a good compromise for the both of us, I guess.

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>>36272157
>internet ruined me
>>36272345
>I enjoy the memory now, so jokes on him.


>I regret it but not really.

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>>36279261

Told you it ruined me.

>is now fully retarded

>>36279238
Post a pic of your room, or your desk, or your bed. Or your shoes. Anything that will give me a whiff of how you live and what goes thru your head.

>>36279261
I swear some people have the talent to pick the PERFECT reaction image

>>36279295
Well. At least you picked the less retarded path.
>you could have grown up as a man hating sjw lesbian
>you could be on tumblr.

Good job.
Everyday a victory.

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>>36279382
Here are my shoes, enjoy.

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>>36279295
Don't worry your on 4chan so youlll fit right in.

>>36279493
Good point well made. At least I'm not a fat SJW posting on tumblr.

>>36279526
Yup.

>>36279523
Who ties their shoelaces like that? I mean, goddamn

Keep the pics coming.

>>36279493
Very true. If only the odds were better on that gamble.

>>36279591
The laces don't do anything, they're just there for show. But I think they came like that or something.

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>>36275473
>I want to save you from the horribleness of your life

You are the literal definition of a white knight.

>>36279804
I just want to rape her ass until she dies because she isn't good for anything else. These whiteknights need to stop giving her false hope.

>>36280049

You mean >>36275473 won't love me to wellness?

;__ ;

>>36280065
Dumb roastie

Women are inherently flawed; they cannot see their own whorishness.

>>36280065
You're never getting better.

>talked to 2 fembots
>fat and ugly
Every time. At least I found one in a small populated country of mine. There's always hope anons.

Bye OP, I'm off to sleep. Hope you get better and whoever you're emailing with, treats you well. Thanks for the shoe pic.

John

>>36272157
Same here because of my father and of pedophilia by a man i knew online when I was younger. I was groomed by a 30 year old into liking tentacle porn and many other weird bdsm shit. I can't seem to think of sex normally. Which is also the of the reasons I have mental illnesses now.
I feel for you op, hang in there.

>>36281299
how old? photo?

>>36281299
>tfw no mentally ill fembot fucktoy who gets off being abused and humiliated

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>>36272157
You should know the drill by now, roastie. Tits or GTFO

>>36281299
>groomed into tentacle porn
Fucking why, though?

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>>36272157
Would you be interested in a bisexual degenerate girl (male)?~

>>36281557
Trust me, her tits aren't anything worth begging for. She's pretty much flat.

>>36278793
OP, are you a NEET? Do you live alone? Are you in the US or UK?

>>36281679
No, no, UK. Fuck off. She's my murder victim.

>>36281600
oh really? how the fuck do you know. if you somehow have a pic then post it.

>>36272157
I don't think any of us can make you happy, but I'll try to cheer you up a bit, I suppose. Not the shitty half-assed "get better soon" "your bootiful jus the wai yu arrrrrrreee" or anything like that. If you want to improve, you have to work for it. You have to really work for it. Get help. Therapy, a psychologist, anything. Having help is better than not having help, and shows you at least want a better life for yourself. Take small steps towards your goals. If you can't bring yourself to leave the house, start with opening a window. It doesn't matter how small the steps you take are, as long as you make progress. If you haven't already, come to terms with the shit that happened, and realize that it's all in the past. Gauge how much it's still affecting you. Knowing yourself is half the battle here. You're fetishes in the bedroom don't inherently make you a bad person. You can marry a nice man who's willing to treat you like shit in the bedroom. Tons of people are into that stuff. TLDR Get a grip on your problems and work towards solving them and improving yourself.

>>36272157

Why do you seek sympathy when you've just openly stated that you fuck our enemies? Fuck off, slut

>>36273609
>I'm now deformed and no one will touch me
Roastie translation: I only register chad as human and chad won't touch me.

>>36272345
>Fuck off. I've been here for years. I started going on 4chan at 13 (which is how old you are now).
>I lived 10 years in a garage therefore i'm a car now
Women can't be robots. But look at the bright side failed normie,at least you can easily have sex,many robots would kill for this ability.

>thread is still alive 12 hours later
I guess you did something right, OP.

>>36272157
Damn anon, that makes me sad.
Why have I never had the opportunity to choke and abuse some low self-esteem socially awkward fembot, and then wrap her beaten sobbing body in my arms and tell her that ''it's all going to be alright'', ''you did such a good job'' and ''I love you''.

Why can't I have the loving, messed up relationship of my dreams?

>>36272157
Internet didn't really ruin you, you ruined yourself
still kinda hot though and I hope you find happiness

>>36281299
We could have not normal sex together, anon.

>>36281380
Keep holdin' onto hope, anon!

>>36281593
Yes but I never leave the house.

>>36281679
More or less a NEET. Kinda.

>>36281679
>>36282691
No one is seeing my tits on r9k. I'm not a stupid camwhore.

>>36282840
Yeah, it's hard. I tried to get therapy and forced myself to go but I just cried the whole appointment for every single appointment. I'm just retarded and idk how to get a grip on my problems. They all stem from being ugly.

>>36283426
Fuck you, anon. No one would ever have me because I'm ugly, retarded and mentally ill.

>>36284766
>thread is still alive when I wake up.

I know, what the fuck, anon.

>>36285173
That's the kinda relationship I want, but I never leave the house and I am very fucked up in the head now.

>>36285709
Yeah I was pretty fucked up to begin with, then I started internetting and fucked myself up more. Now I'm just ugly and retarded from all that.

>>36285912

You're such a stupid fucking bitch, the fact this thread is still up is a testament to the male-thirst and overall downfall of this God-forsaken board.

Fuck you, you stupid bitch. I hope the ones being outwardly kind to you are the ones yearning to recreate the rapescene from your childhood trauma.

>>36272157
my natrual reaction to reading your story/experience was sadness/concern. mainly as you were a child at a time and being female plays a part too.

Although I honestly cant relate to some parts like having a online relationship, I dont even have online people I talk to consistantly.

as for falling deeper into the internet it's something you have to take control off not to sound to harsh but you have grown up now, heck by the op you are aware it's a problem.

Now it's a matter of taking action

>>36285912
You did it anon, you made a tread and it stayed up for more than 14 hours.

>>36286060
thats mean dont say that kind of shit :(

>>36285912
Of course you're fucked up in the head if alternating between violent abuse and loving, protective hugs sounds like a good relationship. But if fucked in the head was a dealbreaker then that just about wipes out everyone that might be into it.

My problem right now is finding someone fucked in the head like that. All of my previous relationships have been with mentally well-adjusted, pure (1 previous partner or less), vanilla girls that would either be sane enough to leave me if I did that or pure enough I'd feel bad doing it.

>>36287553
In fact, the only girl who's been interested in me and swung that way was a patient.
Shutting her down in the interests of not becoming unemployable was one of the harder things I've done.

>>36287746
>gril like that or career
Fuck, I would be hardpressed to make that decision.

Wow. This thread is filled with normie advice

>>36272157
Um if youre still here Ill be your friend and give you moral support

Just stop eating shit and exercise.

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>>36274903
Beautiful post, my friend.

I don't think there is any point at making treads like this, people like OP's first tend to be entirely self motivated and irrational from the outside.

Don't overthink his actions OP, if he is anything like me, he was just curious what would happen.

>>36286865
>my natrual reaction to reading your story/experience was sadness/concern

I think that's normal. I am aware that I'm pretty pathetic person. Sorry I made you feel bad. I don't know if I can take action.

>>36287449
I know, I'm scared. I was trying to ignore it and hope it went away.

>>36287553

I'm sorry anon, I hope you can find someone who is kinda fucked up enough for you.

I'm ugly and retarded so no one would actually want to stick their dick in me, I don't think.

>>36287746

I think you did the right thing. But what a hard decision to make.

I think there is something sweet about the fact that you didn't do anything.

I once ugly cried because I made it to a class and I was very stressed. A teacher took me to his office to talk about my problems. When I stopped crying he responded with something vaguely complimentary about me. I felt very betrayed, idk why.

>>36288394
I can give you moral support, too, if you like, anon.

>>36287553

You have the emotional maturity of twelve year old.

Sex is dark and dangerous, see women as whores or brood mares. Say whatever works to make them stop making noise with their face. Crush their pale necks and tell them if they leave you will squeeze the life from them, then she will know that you care, she won't have to pull some ridiculous juvenile setup to confirm how much she cares.

Or you could just save everyone's time and pay girls. It will cost the same either way, if you can't make them wet you will have to make them happy and safe with money.

>>36288990

I can't exercise because I can't afford to go to the gym, and if I could I can't go outside really because someone would look at me.

>>36289311

I kinda just needed to word vomit all these feelings out of me because I'm experiencing very bad depression right now. I don't care if anyone hates me for posting this because I already hate myself for doing it.

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I hope all you broken robots learn to undo the messed up sexual and emotional lessons you learned. It's been hard enough for me. It's so much worse to think how many of you have all been fucked up this way as well.

>>36289351
A lot of people don't really care about physical attractiveness, maybe you can find someone like that.

>>36289508

Maybe. I'm also autistic and whiny and a negative cunt about everything.

>>36289462
>I can't exercise
Oh and what is stopping you from sitting on your ass and just moving your legs up and down right now? From looking up the 10000 jewtube vids that show exercises you can do at home?

Right, nothing but your wish to be shit so you get your kick of "I've been bad" from it..

>>36289542
Being a robot is tough. To make friends you both have to be shielded against potential insults enough to not be shattered by them, but also willing to feel all the insecurity you experience so that you can learn.

Go read a nice book and get off the internet for a while.

>>36289563
>moving your legs up and down right now

I am not fat, so this type of exercise would not burn enough calories to actually help me, I don't think. I did some exercises before but I didn't see any improvement.

My diet is quite bad and I think that's why.

>>36289614

Nothing can hurt me anymore.

>>36289698
>Nothing can hurt me anymore.

Are you sure about that?

>>36289614

Try being a psychopath LARPing as a Bipolar-fag to escape institutionalisation.

The shitty stick isn't any less 'shitty' at the other end. All you have to worry about is being raped or killed, we have to worry about being put in a rape cage for the rest of our lives.

>>36289542
I can see the negative part (pesimistic i guess), being autistic is not that bad for some people. Being whiny is annoying though, maybe you can work on it?

>>36289698
Not my place to /fit/ you, but you need discipline and continuance for it. Meaning you do it long enough UNTIL it burns enough, and fuck the numbers or instant results.
And for all your sub playing I doubt there is someone behind you stuffing that shit into your mouth.

>>36289761
>Are you sure about that?

I-I don't know. Maybe? I feel dead inside. Probably being hurt is the only thing I could feel, but I'm too scared to form any close relationships with anyone.

>>36289785

Yes, I should try to work on it.

>>36289807

Yeah I am undisciplined and if I miss one day I stop doing it at all.

The issue I have with food is that I don't really eat enough and the food that I do eat isn't very good, because of my problems.

I wish I had someone to starve me and force me to work out, honestly. I am extremely weak willed and prone to giving up easily.

>>36289895
>I wish I had someone to starve me and force me to work out, honestly.

Would do

>>36289895
>can't trust in relationships
>want someone to control you down to your foodintake
keked.
What you want next, breathplay?

>>36289926
>Would do

You know where to find me, anon.

>>36289955
And you know where to find me.

>>36289954
>What you want next, breathplay?

Probably if they wanted that I would let them. I'm kind of scared of actually dying because I heard that it is quite dangerous but I like the idea of being at someones mercy.

Either way, I'm pretty ugly and unlovable so I doubt anyone would want that really.

>>36289970
Okay.

To be honest Anon, working out and having a good diet doesn't do shit if you don't want to improve.
When i was sleeping all day and not doing anything but browsing 4chan without smiling while being a NEET i felt like shit, i tried going out and talking with people, didn't work. I tried excersising constantly for more than a week, didn't work.

The reason i felt like shit all the time was because i wasn't happy with myself, i wasn't happy with life as a whole, i didn't know why i was still alive but i also didn't know if it was better if i was dead. I realized that i had to get out of my comfort zone and risk a lot, because of a simple logical explanation.

There's 2 possibilities:
A) I find something i enjoy after risking a lot (commiting to a hobby, to a relationship, etc), so i find a reason to live.
B) I find something that hurts me so much after risking a lot (comitting to a hobby that makes my life miserable with no way back, having a relationship that destroys my way of thinking about other people) that i decide to kill myself.

It's a win/win situation, you stop being in the limbo wondering if killing yourself is worth it or if there's something decent in this shitty place. From my viewpoint, i prefer living for something or dying for a reason rather than not living neither dying, because i'm way too scared of what's behind the screen.
Hope it helps (if you are curious, music and games made me happy, and being alone, so don't try to find something that makes everyone happy).

>>36290021
>I'm kind of scared of actually dying because I heard that it is quite dangerous

No shit.

>>36290021
>I like the idea of being at someones mercy
That is hardly a problem, choosing wisely is.
As just posted, you do know where to find everyone.

>>36290021
stop saying that you're ugly and unlovable. firstly because i really doubt that you actually are and secondly you'd never find anyone anyway unless you stop thinking like that.

>>36290052

Nnngh. I can't get a good hobby because if I can't do something right away I get very disheartened and quit. (Knitting etc.)

>>36290054
Y-YOLO?

>>36290108
I never actually go outside or meet anyone though.

>>36290178
I don't want to give anyone false pretences. I'm quite horrific.

>>36290731
I sent you an email with my discord

pls reply

>>36290731
>I never actually go outside or meet anyone though.
You are collecting emails and socmedias like take-out flyers. If you have been here as long as you claim you know that's a shit idea.

>>36291008
True. I might abandon everything soon.

>>36290731
Just think about something that you enjoy or you used to enjoy, something that made you happy and go for it.

>>36290731
I am a strong Japanese man, I can be your friend, I never leave my house and like to protec

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>>36285912
I don't leave the house either~

Got a discord?~

>>36272258
Its just an anon roleplayer he masturbate while shitposting this.
Its p common around here.

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>>36290731
What has begun BEGUN begun here in this thread is a masturbation of most excellent proportion. I have just finished smoking an entire joing0t of marijuana by myself!!! I'm high as shit!!!!!! Oh my goodness...And I'll tell you what I'm doing

What I'm doing
What I'm doing

Is stroking and poking and joking and smoking but most of all stroking my meat!!! I'm jacking off!!!!! You need to show us your tits, I will come all over them! Or your face! Or your used tampons!!!!! WAAAHAHAHHA SMOKE WEED YOU RETARD LOOOOOL!!!

>>36291442
Would hit a Japanese for sure. Hit me up if you want AMWF.

>>36291620
It's in this thread. Fuck it.
takoyaki#0659

>>36291657
Tell that to anon I vced last night.
:^)

>>36291904
You really need to stop calling me anon. I'm a glorious tripfag ;^)

>>36291904
>>36291442
Added on Discord, starts with a T

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Newsflash: Most women actually enjoy rape, the fact such a large proportion of women experience mindblowing orgasms during rape is proof of that.

Fembots exist to provide us with vessels to degrade and act out fucked up fantasies on.

Isn't that right fembots?

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>>36272157
>waa im so sad #kms girl btw
>>36272473
>already making orbiters
LEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVELEAVE WHY THE FUCK DO YOU COME HERE THIS ISNT FOR YOU REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>36291904
I wish I could hurt you, not even trying to be edgy. I wish I could physically hurt and degrade a dumb cunt like you.

>>36292321
Hands off, that's my useless, ugly fembot meat.

>>36291442
>strong
>japanese
>man

Pick one.

>>36272473
I recognise the name midori. Do you have blue hair in your pfps?

>>36272157
Just leave the fucking internet forever and stop masturbating. Problem solved.